the marionette's
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“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

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Yesterday was the grand finale of Asia Conference 2010 !

Heyhey , yesterday was the 4th day of Asia Conference !

Okay , today , or rather yesterday , was the 3rd day of Asia Conference !!
Currently blogging w my BB because Oswin is playing Dota w the desktop . And I'm saving time as well .

Anyway , knowing that it is impossible to wake up at 6am , Mich and I didn't slept at all just to attend Dr. Yonggi Cho's session .
Made it into the queue but because we were late by that one minute we couldn't get into Hall 8 !! ARGH !!
If you guys had followed me on Twitter you would have known that I tahan my pee to a really dramatic extent and queued for about 2hrs .
But we still couldn't make it into the main hall !! Mad pissed seriously .

However there was still a strong presence at the overflow room , Hall 10 , which was completely packed ! :O
And I was sitting beside a pastor from Myanmar !
Also , I totally didn't doze off can ! Just stand in awe with me .
Grace of God ! :D

Okay , then we attended Reinhard Bonnke's session and the start already shooked me although I eventually dozed off because I wasn't buey tahan liao !
I'm SOO gonna attend his session later . 不能错过 !

Headed to Changi for lunch and came back to queue for the service at night .

Night service was mad awesome !!
Although I did have the urge to leave at the middle because I was tired and hungry . Foul mood .
BUT THANK GOD I DIDN'T !!!! :D
Because the entire hall was filled w a totally loving atmosphere ! (Y)


And we are the next generation that will take Asia by storm ! Amen !! :D



Alright , I think I put the trailer up a little too late .
Anyway ! I went for Day 2 of AC2010 and it's already sucha blast man !!
Pastor Phil Pringle was totally awesome .
Annointing and power and such . Blessing the people of China , India , Pakistan , Vietnam , Cambodia and America !!

I believe for a breakthrough !
I believe our generation shall take Asia by storm !
Amen ! :D



Hey guys !

OHMYGAWD !!! My previous blog post wasn't saved and I pressed back it's now ALL GONE !!!
Because I'm blogging w my BB , there's no auto-save function ! ARGH , mad pissed .
Anyway , my laptop is sent for repair , my desktop is spoilt too and the spare computer has no internet ! Madloves .
Thank God for my BB ! If not.... That's it .

FYI , I'm blogging because I'm like having insomia or something ? I've been lying on the bed for the past 2hrs or so .
Totally can't sleep and my mind is filled w thoughts despite trying to get things off my mind .
Still feeling vexed from the date of the previous post . Dunt ask why . Idk .

Going to school later !
I'm gonna wear the cute grey shoes from Cotton On w Furball !
And I'm also gonna wear some bandage to cover my stars .
Btw , $40 to cover up my ugly nautical star and ass-looking heart is worth it .
Done at Artistica by Eric . He freehand-ed . :O

I hope I can fall asleep soon !!
Asia Conference ! Gonna queue latest at 7am at Expo !
Wed start opening liao lehhhh !!! Madloves !! :D

I want to experience a touch , fire ! :)

I am not doing well recently !
I dunt feel good at all . I feel like a complete bitch ! ARGH .
Distress ? Or whatever .
I really want to cry !! But I do not want to cry for myself , pathetic ugly tears .

I am losing my strength to actually be nice .
Like I cannot continue to forgive , to cheer , to liao ah !
I am totally running out of cash and yet I keep spending money !!
This is like the season to be a freaking miser but here I am spending and I am sooo treating money like it's toilet paper .

I need a refreshing .
AND GOOD NEWS !! I CAN GO FOR ASIA CONFERENCE !!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOO !!!!
That's when my life will change ! IT WILL CHANGE .

As for the rest of the things that are going on in my life , I shall set it aside .
Lift it up to God .
I am tired.. But since God never stopped forgiving me . I should not too .
Gambatte Zoe !! :D

I want a touch from heaven . Again .

YAH LAH I VERY LONG NEVER BLOG SO I DECIDED TO BLOG BECAUSE BLOGGING IS GOOD AND I MUST DEVELOP MY HABIT FOR BLOGGING IF NOT I BLOG LESS I MIGHT GET MORE EDGY BECAUSE I CANNOT REFLECT MY DAY AS BLOGGING HELPS ME DO THAT . YES .



MYE . I flunked most of it .
Perhaps I am too tired . Or perhaps I am too distracted .
Nevermind it .

I cant wait to have fun .
I am so tired yet I cant sleep .

That's all I've got to blog .
Jiayou Zoe because down the road the sun is shining and every cloud has a sliver lining .

Loves .

Alright peeps !
Sorry for not posting in such a long time .
Yeahh , if you had follow me on Twitter or something I'm actually having my MYE now !!
Which is one of the reasons I'm blogging much lesser now .
Being an awesome blogger myself , I'm using my BB to blog before I sleep !
How nice of Zoe . SAY THANK YOU PLEASE ! :D

Anyway ! This time I cannot flunk !
I've wasted 2 years of my secondary school life .
Someone who score straight A's during PSLE , who obtained a score of 223 , retained and dropped to NA as well .
Not a good thing !
However , the main reason I dunt wantu flunk is because my PO said I can go Asia Conference if I do well !! Thus , I MUST GET B's .
Gambatte Zoe !!

Lying down on my bed right now with Boyfriend taking up much more than 50% of it !
ASS , she's sleeping so soundly right now like having sweetdreams sudah .
Texting w Inks&Rings too .
I like making friends out of the unintentional way !
Like some friends are forced to be made out of circumstances like in school perhaps ?
Yeahhh , so this is way cooool !
Found out that we're pretty linked , but what's more , links after links on blogs .

Pray that I'll be able to make it for the highly anticipated Asia Conference 2010 !!! :D
Love living . Live loving . - Sun Ho ! :)

I love you readers , you guys edify me ! Muacks .

Hey peeps , today I learnt a lot about relationships , love and such .
Had bible study w my dear Enyun today and I've decided to share a little what I've learnt today .
That is as what the title of my blog is the ten ways you can destroy a relationship .
Relationships in general like friendships .
I find to super essential to know this to survive in society .

TEN WAYS YOU CAN DESTROY A RELATIONSHIP ! :O
1. Manipulation .
Like putting in threatens and such to force your ways into them .
Such things can even come in small forms like being a wet blanket , getting fed up because things in a group doesnt go according to your liking .
Sometimes , just be easygoing .

2. Lies .
When there's no more trust , the relationship will die .
Seriously , this is as obvious as The Boy Who Cried Wolf .

3. Gossips .
It separates the best of friends .
"He who covers a transgression seeks love, but he who repeats a matter separates friends." - Proverbs 17:9
Seriously , just keep out of talking bad about someone , it'll just backfire and the person will come to know about it . Sooner or later .
I know that times you may want to rant to a neutral friend and then settle the issue rather than keeping silent in front of the person and tells everyone else about the person's issues .

4. Ignorance .
Especially when your friends are at moments when they need someone .
It's okay to ignore the negatives of this irritable friend of yours , perhaps . But do take note when your friend really needs you , dunt ignore them .
Be interested in their problems . To a level as well , you dunt want to be called seybo !

5. Rejection .
Accept people for who they are . Change your mindset first , dunt develop prejudice .

L.A Baby ! The Jonas are back and better !

WE FELL IN LOVE AND GOT TOGETHER THEN NOW WE ARE LIVING TOGETHER !

I LOVE BFFL AND BFFL LOVES ME .

WE ARE TRULY MADLY DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER .

WE ARE THE MOST COMPATIBLE COUPLE IN THE WORLD .

WE ARE MADE FOR EACH OTHER .

OUR WHOLE LOVE STORY IS JUST LOVING ONE ANOTHER .

SO WE EVERYDAY LOVE . LOVE . LOVE .

WE CANNOT DO ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN LOVE .

EVEN IF I HATE YUWEN I MUST LOVE YUWEN BECAUSE WE ARE BFFL THEN BOBIAN .

TODAY IS OUR ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY AND SO WE JUST LOVE LOR .

HAPPY ONE MONTH BOYFRIEND ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Fictitious .

Ohmy !! Im getting fatter ! TALK SERIOUS .

Pastors , spiritual leaders and such always emphasize on the importance and the power of confessing .

Recently , I realised that I keep confessing I AM UGLY .
WHICH IS SO POISONOUS FOR ME !!!
I have been feeling really ugly since the day bee left me .
No , in fact I spiraled in depression from that day onwards ; immense FML state .

Confessing and believing in it is different from lying to yourself !
And I've also realised that I had been lying to myself for quite some time .
Like I can lie to myself and act in front of people that I am happy is different from confessing that I CAN BE HAPPIER ! (About moving on)
One is like saying , "I am happy at where I am now ." <- Where I am is miserable , whereas the other is saying , "I can get happier ! And look I already am ." .

*Gosh , as Im blogging now I have craving for something sour and fried . Like lemon chicken or something ?

Back to the point . Perhaps you can go on saying the second , more positive phrase and slot it into your first situation .
Check your heart , are you really happy ? Or are you just living in denial ?
You should know well enough which path or actions you choose would determine a happy ending !
Or you might want to ask your friends since you're most likely in an unstable state of mind .


P.S , just realised again that I didnt blog about myself . Like who do I think I am ?
Anyhow blog , just sleep .

I need to acquire my childlike faith .

Hey guys ! :)
As usual , Im a daydreamer that builds castles out of air more than half the time Im awake .
Perhaps that's one of the reasons why most people cannot figure out what am I thinking . My head is filled with irrational thoughts .
Other than being in love or being super focus on something .

There was one period of time I kept daydreaming about one day , everyone in this world was gone . Be it abducted by aliens or everyone else got infected by the zombie fest or some narcissus person that take control of the brains of everyone and only you and your 4 friends would survive .
Out there in Singapore there are also random people that are also surviving .

If you were to choose a place to stay for about a month , where would it be ?
Who will be your four friends ? :)

I thought of staying at Giant or Carrefour . Preferably Carrefour .
The place must be loaded with a huge variety of food and water .
There must be air-con , beds and some source of entertainment .
There must be spare clothes also .

Wanyi told me she would want to stay at Ikea . Yuwen said Ikea too .
Food is okay , beds are awesome . The fake clothes seems disgusting .
But there's not much entertainment !

Why Carrefour ? (Sounds so advertorial)
When I was young , it felt like paradise to me . Seriously .
Because there's SO MUCH FOOOOOOOOD !!! So many of my favourites somemore !
Ranging from breakfast , lunch , teatime , dinner to supper ! :D
Not mentioning the basic lifestyle necessities ! Like multi-vitamins , listerine , shaver , vacuum cleaner , entire wine section all .
Then GOT A LOT OF TOYS !!! Barbie doll , board games , power ranger , etc.. Even got bicycle can !
Still have entertainment , DVD ! And you can finally watch with the LCD TV with home theater systems your dad cant afford .
GOT WEAPONS ALSO ! Saw , hammer , torchlight , sleeping bag ?

Aiyah , everything you need can be found there !
As for the beds , there's like mattresses if Im not wrong .


As for my four friends . I'll need at least 2 guys .
I wunt mention names , yeah , but it'll be people that I'm willing to be stuck with .

Can I stop loving you already ?

Here's a question for everyone of you .
What type of person do you think Zoe is ?

Because I want to know , please help me out people !
My next post will be about what type of person do I think I am .
And look at one of my mottos ; "Live . Love . Laugh" !
These words are strong and they can sure bring you far .
Easy ? Not exactly .

People WILL get tired of living , loving and yes , even laughing .

I need to rest . Because Im totally exhausted , but I shall never say die !
Whatever happens , God is with me . He is the Author and Finisher of LIFE .
Who can be against me when God is for me ! AMEN !!

All the short and furry creatures .

Mollah ~

Just realised I didnt got a solo picture w Boyfriend ! D:

Hey my lovely peepo ! ♥
As you can see from my photos I obvious has an awesome day out with my two pretty girlfriends Yuwen and Joycelyn !
We had a hell lot of fun together baby !! :D

The day started out badly as usual .
Wake up in the morning feeling so shagged and such .
School was as usual , nothing fascinating other than disturbing my short-tempered chinese teacher .

Chiong-ed home w BFFL and then Joycelyn came and we cab-ed to marina square .
Walked around , ate KFC and camwhore like siaoooo before K session ! (Today last day of the $8 promotion lehh !!!!)
Some songs made us feel down but after awhile we started to get high !!
Like really got crazy like danced in the room like nobody's business .
You know , like release yourself and behave like some mad people laughing like there's no tomorrow .

After K we were like walking around until Joycelyn spotted someone that made me panicked .
Alright , it was mad embarrassing to be running and screaming but that's just me . ;)

Those times together were mad awesome .
Quality times that consisted happiness and sadness and such .
A little bit of everything .
Despite being tired and such , the day out was worth it ! ♥