Blessed .

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

Bye peepo . Sunday, January 31, 2010 / 10:45 PM

I'll be blogging much less from now on .
Basically , I might MIA .

Bye people .

Dissappointment . Friday, January 29, 2010 / 11:46 PM

These few days I've been sucha dissappointment .
I've dissappointed nearly everyone . In fact , I think I've dissappointed ALL my loved ones .
What I did , I regretted .
I've let my parents , friends , baobeis and worst , God down .

I must repent .

Yanling's birthday Wednesday, January 27, 2010 / 11:03 PM

BIGGEST LOVE TO MY YAYAYAYAYAYALING DA'LING .

Hey guys ! So as you can see it's my darling Yanling's birthday !
And yeap , we celebrated for her .
But she jitao ate up the cake before I appeared ! NO WISH NO CANDLES !! Knn eh .

Alright , schoolsucksucks as usual .
Then today also quite FML . FML days are usually on my BFFs' birthdays .
Like I became a hot topic because of my voicemail !! -'- , walk to canteen those peepo idk well all jitao at there smile at me ! :O

K , there was like yanling da'ling , yuwen domo , arhjas bee , michelle mei , darren baobei , meijuan da'queen , feodore , cherrie and unkle lee .
Then ate and played at mac . MORE PEOPLE CAME TO KNEW ABOUT MY SNAPPING THE PROBLEM .
Yanling and domokun left thereafter .

We headed to vivo and played TRUTH OR DARE !
Cherrie left us after that .
There maby super funny dares and the one that made me laughed the hardest was when darren took off his pants , he pulled his boxers along which made laughed like SIAO , talk serious SIAO .
But I guess there were some karma , I laughed so hard that I dropped my phone into the waters at vivo.......... FML , phone jitao spoiled , brand new 2days old phone somemore .
As usual , there was stripping , flashing and kissing but to a not so bad extent , aawww .
Like Feodore removed her bra ? Unkle lee topless ? Meijuan and Feodore french kissing ? I got a lovebite ? Arhjas flashing her bra ? etcetcetc..

Rushed home to be scolded like -'- .

Argh .
What can wash away my sins ? :'(

And I suddenly super miss my beeeeeee .

Some updates . Monday, January 25, 2010 / 11:23 PM

Recently I've been meeting up w a couple of girls home peeps .
And I just caught up w my Chieuyun and Mayyin during their outing on sunday .
Mayyin just gave birth to a baby girl , SO CUTE !!
Then I saw Renee about 2weeks ago and Sharon today..

Yeah , I acted sick today , like throughout schooling hours I looked like a drug addict .
Yes , like I was high . BUT I DID NOT TAKE DRUGS !
People were like asking.. Mad loves .

After school went to slacks around w baobeis and bee's tanglin halt slackers then went to guitar class !
I saw Cheryl and I ran towards her and shouted !
WARAO , so many peepo look at me cuz Cheryl listening to songs ! -'-

Anyway , guitar class was fun today .
Tino laoshi sang POKER FACE until super funny .

Talking to bee now .
Loves , God bless .

FYI , Im lazy to blog , yeahhhhh , blogging out of duty .

Lost time is never found again . Sunday, January 24, 2010 / 11:03 PM

You cannot rewind time .

I've been wasting so much time !
And in fact , Im wasting myself by doing that .

I have so many things to do and seemingly so little time !
I have NO TIME MANAGEMENT .
I used to have a personal timetable which I dunt use now because of slacking .

Okay , I shud spent this amount of time on sleeping as my face is getting more and more cui !
Including an accident of burning my fringe by accident !

I need to make time for my loved ones and to-do list .
OMGGGGG !!!!

Teach me God .

Love is a sacrifice . / 1:09 AM

You captured my heart .

Hey peepo . ♥
You guys shud be happy , you know why ?
BECAUSE REJOICE IN THE LORD ALWAYS ! :D

Loves , I admit that Im getting lamer and lamer as time passed .
This is a sign.. I AM GETTING OLD !
Like talk serious , I havent been getting enough sleep since the start of school !
Thus , my face gets more chaolao each day , I think by CNY I'd be eligible for CPF retirement scheme .
And Im still as aunty as ever .
Mad about freebies , brings tissue and water bottle , drinks plain water , bapok hand signs , jiamsiap , etc.. But I havent cultivated the bring umbrella habit yet .

Anyway , today Ive learnt about sacrifices that are needed to be made .
Therefore I want to be a LIVING SACRIFICE .
Ohmannn , am I up for it ? I think being a clay will be easier lor .
But not my will but Yours be done .
Let Him increase and me decrease ! ♥
Experience pain , hardships and sufferings for God !

FYI , Im neither SADISTIC nor SADOMASOCHISTIC .
Perhaps a little.. But it's just very little so mian huanlo !

and I always missing you 鼻涕 .
(No reason for me to see a doctor when I catch a cold)
Freak , ZOE YOU ARE GETTING MORE LAME .

Arhjas says Im like my mum .
我的水电费很贵 !! (aunty liao , not tao eh)

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING LIKE ASAP ! :O
Tweetwhore ? Then follow me on Twitter lah ! ♥

永不分离 .

Bee and Mei !! :D Saturday, January 23, 2010 / 3:44 AM

This photo was taken by Michelle mei , so , CREDITS !

Today is yet another day , school is still as dull as ever .

I tried my best to keep awake !! :O

Thank God , He has given me strength to survive each and everyday !!

After school did meetups w my baobeis again but erzi went off w his girl ! -.- , BUT JIAYOU JUNYANG !

Anw , I felt a little ass .

I freaking dozed off 4 times during remedial , being fed up , I decided that I needed to chiong home straight and totally pangseh-ed my sister ! :(

MAD APOLOGISES OKAY !?

Then DOMO and Yayayayaling pei-ed me took bus etc and I lent DOMO clothes and sorts .

I decided not to play lan w Yayayayaling as I guess my brain couldnt handle it .

Due to the lack of sleep since start of school !! OMGOMGOMG .

Anw , bee and mei (loves) came to find me !

Then we slacked around till it's time for me to go home and they came to my house w me !

OMG , mum spoke to bee about her smoking prob and sort . Zzzzzz ! (Tao eh)

ME , the genius , taught them to play guitar but I only know basics !! :x , (but you cannot laugh because I your tao eh) .

Then Idk.. blahblahblah.. And due to fatigue they've decided to stayover .

Michelle , NOW literally , still refuse to sleep despite the fact that she IS OBVIOUSLY freaking tired .

But she wants to see me blog uh , CUTE RIGHT !?

My younger sister . ;D , some advantages of a younger sibling , you can see it as a nuisance or little blessings of joy .

Alright , gotta get ready for church tomorrow !

God bless you readers .

Tao eh ! Thursday, January 21, 2010 / 11:47 PM

Sibei ho chio arh ! :D
Wa si Adolf Hitler , ma si , Jianhong eh brother , wuji dominate the world .
Wa meh zai ki chiong with wa eh hiadis - God , LianHuey , very sexy gal , Stalin , Obama , Bush , Nathan , Lee Kuan Yew , AiPia , simi lang ma wu lah ! ♥
Mai jio Mother Mary , yi zhun si virgin , buey sai qin cai sieng .
Wa nang ki yi eh powerhouse , siang ai lai jitao lai nia ! Wa si zin sociable eh .

Osama si liao eh , piang tio wa nang MTCLBHC !!
Tio daiji liao tio daiji liao !
Wa ke diao wa eh Nazis kio yi nang eh !!
Osama ma si zin suay uh !

Wa eh plan si ki gaigai then meetups MTCLBHC eh hiadis jiak pepper lunch lor then ki clubbing .
Ton liao ki foot reflexology , ki town gaigai , ki sio shisha , ki sieng kwaybah , yohtao , angdao , ki pia plk , ki diaokia , etc lor .
Ton tio Sunday wa ki church ceh God lor ! :D

Sunday night kun liao ki ou deng lor .
Arbo ki dominate start world war again lah . ♥

Withloves ♥♥ ,
Adolf Hitler . xoxo .

I bet you didnt understand my sarcarsm on paikias tho Im getting involved with them again .
See my tao eh's blog !

5 Love Languages . / 10:11 PM

Credits to Wanyi my BFFFF !

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Receiving Gifts.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		9
Receiving Gifts:		7
Quality Time:		6
Words of Affirmation:		5
Acts of Service:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

TELL ME YOU LOVE ME !!!! ♥♥ Wednesday, January 20, 2010 / 10:53 PM

Shower me with love .

Yes , tell me you love me .

I want to be loved by many people !
And I know God loves me ! Mummy and daddy loves me ! Oswin loves me ! Wanyi loves me ! My baobeis loves me ! And DOMO and Yanling and Meijuan and Enyun and Yahong and so many more of my friends ! ♥

I want to be a HOLLYWOOD STAR and have millions of fans loving me including haters that would want my attention that I wunt mind at all .
YAY , like so many people adoring me !
Ahhhh , I want to live the dream although I know the many bad points of being famous .

I love to disiao bee cuz seeing her embarrassed is so FUN ! Makes me happy .
I want to be assured that bee loves me !

SO TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ! ♥
Then it'll make me very happy .
QUICK , affirm me with love !

Loves , Im being so crazy man .

God loves you , Jesus loves you and I love you too ! ♥

Baby . We're INVINCIBLE ! ♥ / 9:14 PM

Dedicated to bee ! ♥

I see you
And I'm waiting to make my move
But I'm scared
And I know that you got
Better things to do
I'll touch your hand
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
It's cliche I know
But baby it's the price we pay
To get the things we've wanted
To get the things we've left behind
It's what you've wanted
What you needed
What you've always dreamt about
Don't take another step
And don't breathe another breath
Unless you're coming back to me

I'm trusting you
And I'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
And it's not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

If I could take these words
And fill them up with air
I'd fly you to the stars
So we can disappear
If I could take your heart
And keep it close to me
I swear it will not break
I swear it will not bleed
And I
Believe
Just anything you say
If you would tell me to get lost
I'd ask "how far away?"
And now it's getting late
And I can't keep my eyes open
But my hearts open for you

I'm trusting you
And I'm taking the long way home
I'm leaving
It's not because of you
Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

Will you just hold me tight
And never let me go?
I know this whole things wrong
But baby, we're invincible

Will you just hold me tight (I see you)
And never let me go? (I'm waiting to make my move)
I know this whole things wrong (But I'm scared and I know)
But baby, we're invincible (That you got better things to do)

I'm trusting you (If I could take these words)
And I'm taking the long way home (And fill them up with air)
I'm leaving (I'd fly you to the stars)
And it's not because of you (So we can disappear)
Will you just hold me tight (If I could take your heart)
And never let me go? (and keep it close to me)
I know this whole things wrong (I swear it will not break)
But baby, we're invincible (I swear it will not bleed)

I'm trusting you (If I could take these words)
And I'm taking the long way home (And fill them up with air)
I'm leaving (I'd fly you to the stars)
And it's not because of you (So we can disappear)
Will you just hold me tight (If I could take your heart)
And never let me go? (and keep it close to me)
I know this whole things wrong (I swear it will not break)
But baby, we're invincible (I swear it will not bleed)

I like the lyrics , I agree w every word .
I want to disappear with you .
Bee , we're invincible .

TRULY MADLY DEEPLY / 12:04 AM

Will you just hold me tight and never let me go ?

I know the whole thing's wrong but baby we're invincible .

I ♥ 鼻涕 .

I know you dunt like this picture .
But I love you like siaoooooooooooooooo .
Im mad about you .
Your actions , your voice , your smile , your smell , your face , your EVERYTHING .
I love you . I need you . I want you .
I miss you everytime you're not around me .
I'm thinking of you , all the time .
I want to fly away with you , love .

Sheeeeeeeeeeeshaaaaaa ! ♥ Tuesday, January 19, 2010 / 9:02 PM

Alright ! The shisha video is like finally up after so many years .

Yeap ! It was the sheeeeesha day w my baobeis .
As you can see from the vlog we literally borrowed a random ic from a random stranger . We were shocked , we because I asked the stranger out of fun .
But many thanks to him as well ! :D

The place there is cozy and relaxing !
We all nua till dumb song ! And tried many stuns .
And I blackout !

It all started when we told Darren to try to blow smoke out of his ears .
He did that and felt seh .
Thus , I tried , then I think I held my breath and blew everything to my brains or something then I like KO and it felt similar to laughing gas . Serious .
Then Darren tried it and blackout , Michelle kept failing and Junyang was like nua-ing .
Biqi blackout physically , like the knockout method .

The place is so soft , we just slept there , lie around , play and play and bite and play and time just passed like that .
We saw another group of queenswayans that wanted to come in , but they couldnt !
Mad loves , we felt successful and soaring w ego cuz we were literally looking down at them while enjoying ourselves from the second floor .

I think that Aladdin was awesome .
Might want to go there again but not so soon !

Next baobeis outing would be K session !!!! :D
Loves bee .

Awesome weekend ! ♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010 / 11:17 PM

Beeeee ! ♥

Alright !
Im like a little fed up because the shisha video cannot be converted !
It has been days !! Argh .

Anyway , I had an awesome weekend . A weekend that was totally spirit fulfilling .
Pst Kong was back for service and he gave the MOST AWESOME NEWS EVER !!!
That is , our church has finally found a new building ! ♥♥
A 12000seat auditorium w world class facilities ! ♥
I mean talk serious , upon hearing that , joy filled all of our hearts !
We all cheered for like super long !! I felt like crying tears of joy but I didnt .
In total , I had a totally awesome saturday ! Like an awesome service and still got to spent time w my baobeis .

Then sunday is once again joyful to my spirit .
Mich sis came to wake me up , like literally pulled me out of my bed .
I WAS SO DUMB TAK GLAM CAN !!!! Ruined hair , morning breath , no bra and totally blur ! :'(
However , we made it for cgm and the presence was great as usual and the Word was totally awesome . Literally GOOD FOOD !!
After cgm we decided to go find bee since I was already missing her and she was like bored and lonely .
Lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovesssss !! ♥

As usual , it's 8.30pm and dad came to fetch me home .
Michelle came w me to my house and we had many good laughs .

I believe in the power of Your Name ! ♥
From now on , Zoe shall wake up each day praising the Lord !
Be positive , it's a choice made .

Loves God , Wanyi and my baobeis .

Avril Lavigne ! :O Saturday, January 16, 2010 / 2:19 AM

WOAH . Im gonna catch that .
I miss Avril Lavigne like talk serious !
OMG , Avril as Alice you know ? Mad chio can !
And Pete Wentz will be in ? I suppose ??
She had really awesome songs , other than Girlfriend which was irritating .

I want more of Avril Lavigne , but I still like Katy Perry more .

I LOVE MY BAOBEIS ! ♥ Friday, January 15, 2010 / 11:29 PM

我们一起走 . ♥

Okehh , I was SOOO suppose to post photos of baobeis together..
BUT MY WHOLE FREAKING INTERNET CLOSED WITHOUT EVEN GETTING THE CHANCE TO SAVE IT !
My 'draft autosave' only saved a pathetic photo which is totally unrequited or not exactly linked to what Im about to blog .
Being a little impatient , I've decided just to upload this photo .

So you guy would know that I've been lepak-ing around w my baobeis since like , forever .
And we all went for sheeeeeeesha today !! :D
Did had fun , like wheeeeeee~ We passed out and sorts but I shall blog about that some other day and perhaps w a vvvvvvvvvvvvlog(that shows my HHUUUUGGGGEEEEE eyebags) ?

Anyway here's a video I'd like to dedicate to my baobeis . Is our baobeis' song ! ♥♥♥

朋友一生一起走
那些日子愿长久
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

I hope that our promises counts .
We'll be baobeis for life ! Okay ?
I want to watch movie or play bowling/pool w them next friday !

And sorry bee , for all my retarded actions .
ฉันรักคุณ/ฉันรักเธอ - Someone help me verify this .

Aku cinta Biqi ! ♥

Give me strength and wisdom .

Neither here nor there ! Thursday, January 14, 2010 / 10:21 PM

Kidnap your heart !

Ohhwell , school is as usual today .
Im free from white form btw !
HIPHIPHOORAY !! ♥

Then after school went to find my baobeis as usual to lepak around .
I love them alotalotalot .
Nuaaaaaaaa till so lazy , mad loves okeh ?
I was late and sorts .

Right.. Today Crystal thought that Biqi was my boyfriend ! ♥
Then she msg-ed me "Sorry I didnt know your friend was a girl ." , loves anot this type ?
Then people are also thinking that Junyang and I are together , although we're strictly mum and son okeh !?
Teachers are thinking that as well . Nevermind , let them be fooled .

I love my baobeis !!
Like talk serious , I ♥ my beebee , erzi , mei and baobei !
Like really lovelovelovelovelovelovelove ttmax !!!!!
I always miss bee ! And love her ttmax ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I love erzi's personality ! Never fail to make me smile !
I super love my mei ! Like best sisters relationship can !
I no comments on my baobei , hate him . (Jk , love him still for everything , the fun all !!)

Hearts !
I find in secret place .

A little blessing ♥ Wednesday, January 13, 2010 / 10:47 PM

Lesser photos of me ?

No mood = Ugly photos !

Therefore , no camwhore pictures of me ! :(

I want to be a blessing to others !
The people around me . Be it family , friends , schoolmates , neighbours .
I want them to feel blessed when Im around . ♥

Because I know , I was only an initial joy .
I dunt want that , I dunt want to be only a living testimony which is now turning wronggg.. . .. . ...

I want to be the salt and light man !!
Of cuz , I must not only say , I must DO !
I totally agreed with Mr BigBen's quote , "Dunt just say it , show it ."
After all , actions DO speak much louder than words !

Discipline ! I must seek God .
Let me not forget my priority in life !

Bondage I've laid upon myself Tuesday, January 12, 2010 / 8:47 PM

Imprisoned myself

The bondage I've made .
A picture speaks a thousand words , not literally because firstly , IT CANNOT SPEAK .
Imagine staring at a picture and then IT SUDDENLY SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS ! *woah*
And secondly , it can express a lot , more than speaking 1000 words .
As I was saying.. The picture above literally shows my status right now .

I must stop now !
Stop all these unfulfilling actions !
I know , I reap what I sow .
Therefore , I need to sow something God-given , not some selfish desires of my own .

I'll continue to bond myself if I continue to give in .
No more NO MORE !!
I'm fighting with myself .

Only the truth can set me free .
And I know the truth hurts , badly .

But God will make a way .

When I reach out to you . Monday, January 11, 2010 / 10:07 PM

BOOOO !!
Are you scared ? Nah , you most probably think that Im lame .
Ooh well , I suppose my previous post scare the shit out of most of you .
Like , Im actually a guy ? ♥

Im so tired .

I dunt want to slack already .
I want to do meaningful things .
I dunt want to give in .
I want to stand strong .

Quotes of the DAY !
Just touch your heart . - CEP
WORKING ROCKSSSSS !!!!!!!!!! XD - HOMO
Ear more than one ? EXTRA . - SlantFACE

It was totally random , I just suddenly thought of them .
LOVESTORY OR SLEEP ?

I've got something to tell you ♥ Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 8:50 PM

Tranny !

Ohmann , I gotta confession !
Imma a TRANNY ! ♥
I've got no bellybutton ~
My boobs are fake !!
and 100% homosexual .
BUT IM STILL FROM EARTH . Not Venus or Mars !!

Here it goes.. . . .... . .. ?

I was suppose to be a guy , talk serious .
It all happened when I was too young to remember . I found out when Im older .
The doctor made an accident . That is accidentally amputating my entire penis .
Because there was no other way to put back my penis , the doctor made a deal to create a vagina for me . Mum and dad agreed because they had no choice , I CANNOT HAVE NO PRIVATE PART RIGHT ?!
Imagine taking off your underwear and it's like empty . Eeew . ARGH .
So the operation was a success and I've got an awesome vagina .
Years following that fine day , I went to visit the doctor regularly to get female homones injected into my body .

Mum was worried that I might still be sexually confused , thus , she went back to the doctor that ruined my life with another bargain .
That was.. Breast augmentation ! Then I got a beautiful set of full C-cup silicone implanted breasts ! For a discounted price . ♥
SO STOP ASKING WHY MY BOOBS ARE SO HUGE !! Go get your own breast implants bitches .

Oh yes , I also have no bellybutton .
According to my dad , I was born with my umbilical cord .
Like any other ordinary babies , my umbilical cord was cut and left to dry .
However , mine healed miraculously fast till there's like nothing there !
It's like wolverine's healing powers . ♥

Lastly , Im homosexual ! ♥
I dunt even know if Im considered guy or girl ?!
Okay , Im more like bisexual because I dunt know how to differentiate .
Mum thinks that Im having some relationship with Arhjas .
COOOOL eh ? I'll ask her for stead bah .
Maybe I shud get like a boyfriend and girlfriend at the same time .

BEST OF BOTH WORLDS ? Hannah Montana ?

*The doctor's name is not revealed to protect his/her identity ! ♥
*Im not an ALIEN !

Believe it or not ! :)

Damaging dreams / 12:31 PM

Destroying what I've done .

Feeling vexed and worried nowadays .

Zoe needs to do what's right , not what's favourable .

What is gonna happen next ?

Truly , my actions are destroying my dreams .

Beautiful dreams I had .

Zoe cannot give in to the devil ! AHHH !

I feel like Im crawling into the hole which the devil has dug for me .

Remove the eraser and take out a pencil !

Once again , Zoe must get back and stand strong .

Doing things by God's will , not by mine .

Step out of your comfort zone Zoe !

I need to seek God !!

I WANT TO DIE IN BLOOD AND FLESH .

BIONIC EYE ! Saturday, January 9, 2010 / 12:38 PM

OMGG !
The FIRST bionic eye !! I literally scream when Im watching it .
AAHHHHHH !
And it's lunchtime btw.. . .. ...

This is like SO DUMB COOOL ! Yet disgusting at the same time .
I think if in future I were to spoil my eyes out of prolonged contacts wearing , I'd get bionic eyes ! And like request for bigger pupils .
I believe there will be such soon , since there's like microelectronic implants for this eye right now .

HIPHIPHOORAY for bionic science !

500th GOOOODs ! / 10:00 AM

THIS IS MY HALF A THOUSAND POST !!
HIPHIPHOORAY !

Anyway , here are a few to-do things I'd like to set .

Achieved GOOOOOD results for term 1 .
Be in a GOOOOOD behaviour , not to do things that are wrong .
Obedient !
Vlog w Junyang erzi !
TRY OUT MORE NEW THINGS ! Not drugs .
Start my exercise routine .
GET A CCA .
Breakthrough in my spiritual life .
Achieve my weight of 47kg !
Keep my promises , MY WORD IS MY BOND .
Influence my baobeis .

That shud be about it !
I'll lift it up to God .

I need God Friday, January 8, 2010 / 10:30 PM

My life is getting messy once again .
I dunt know what to say . What to do .

Daddy God .
I need You , please , give me strength and wisdom .
So tired and weak as I am .
Filled me till overflowing Oh Lord !

Yes , indeed I brought this upon myself and I can receive this double punishment .
I just dunt want to backslide , I really dunt .

Im really bad now .

This is my cry Oh God , come and fill me .

Slackssss ! Thursday, January 7, 2010 / 10:09 PM

Bee .

Hey peepo .
As usual , school sucked so much I think I shudnt bother to mention it .
CEP gave me problems and such .

After school I went to slack with my baobeis as usual .
Im getting sick of slacking . (Agrees with Junyang erzi)
We're just literally slacking our time off , although it feel nice .
But , I'd want to do things !

I really love my baobeis , Biqi bee , Michelle mei , Junyang erzi and Darren baobei !

You know , it's these times when we're very nua that I'll be very experimentive .
What shud I do ?
I need to set goals . I cannot waste time !!

No matter what happens I must stay faithful as the sun rises .
The sun doesnt stop if you encounter some darkness in life .
Time is running , life still moves on .
Keep on keeping on !!
No point worrying Zoe because GREATER IS HE WHO IS IN ME !
Nothing is impossible .

Draw me closer Lord .

Wanyi !!!!!! And ♥sssss Wednesday, January 6, 2010 / 11:02 PM

Alright.. I think I shall be blogging like a typical teenage blogger that blogs about her daily life and rants that actually no one will care about .

Anyway , school sucked . I got niam by so many peepos .
The moment school started , is exactly the moment hell begun !
ARGH ! Mad hates .
Yeahh , I meetups w my baobeis w/o darren early in the morning at 6C , I guess I shall continue w that every morning uh !
Then I got suspended from class , under CEP . WTF .
(Wanyi commented him as disgusting , literally , as I type) - HIPHIPHOORAY .
I GOT A WHITE FORM FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY 4 YEARS IN SCHOOL and some undertaking thingy .
I blogged my reflection w doodles and hearts then I slept through the entire school hours .
WASTE MY TIME !!

Im not doing well in school .
Obviously , Im not doing well in my spiritual life .
HELP HELP HELP !!!

After school meetups w baobeis and then I went off to meet my BFFFF !!
I celebrated w her ! Treat her to Sushi Tei , her pure joyfulness makes me willing to spent my blood and sweat savings for her birthday !
And some time later baobeis they all came to vivo to meet us .

Night falls , dumb 舍不得 but chiong home in the end .

WORKOUT FOR DADS ! Tuesday, January 5, 2010 / 7:43 PM

Okay..
I was like feeling a little down and sorts , I happen to come across this video from Xiaxue's tweet .
Yes , it's funny . I had a good laugh .

I have 2 toddler cousins . Samuel and Davis .

It's just ME Monday, January 4, 2010 / 9:08 PM

Myself

What is wrong with me .

Like serious .

I want to burst , getting so worked up over something so small .

I cannot find answers .

I am disgusted at myself .

I feel like everything is always about me .

I am so selfish .

I need to stop .

HOW .

Daddy God please give me answers .

I keep saying that I need to stop but I cant even answer what is it that I need to stop .

Totally hate this now .

I am fighting with myself .

Argh , Im lost .

Daddy God please guide me .

What shud I do ? What can I do ?

I shud let God .

Give me strength to fight myself , to conquer .

Help me get out . PLEASE !!!!! ......

宝贝's birthday and lovess ! Sunday, January 3, 2010 / 12:10 AM

Is this forbidden or overcame ?

Ohwell !
Officially 030110 , thus it's my baobei's birthday !
GO WISH HIM OKEH ?! :D

It's kinda bad since I was suppose to celebrate Darren's birthday , but we pangseh-ed him for church and Weiren's birthday.. ;x
I believe , ohh , I believe .
Things were pretty normal but fun , steel , the worship was good maybe because I was super desperate .
Like times with my favourite peepo like Wanyi , Yahong , Junyang , Biqi and Michelle ! ♥
Then after service we went over to makan at XinWang cafe .

THERE WAS ONE INCIDENT ON THE WAY .
I was suffocating Biqi on the train , she couldnt take it and breathe real hard and she snorted something out !
I turned to look for it then Biqi called me I turn to her and she laughed !
I turned to Wanyi she also laughed !
OMGG ! SHE SNORTED 鼻涕 JUST RIGHT ONTO MY FRINGE !!
How ironic , JASSHICA流鼻涕 blew 鼻涕 .

Anyway , I chiong-ed home as usual w my baobeis !
Then Darren came over to my house .
We played PS3 ! POOR JUNYANG , he waited for Oswin to come home till he got scolded by his mother !
ANOTHER THING , Darren told me to cut cake for everyone and I was really excited .
I brought the cake to the kitchen and opened it and OMGGLMAO !!
HIS CAKE LITERALLY LOOKED LIKE SHIT , his chocolate cake melted , I LAUGHED TTM !
IT WAS SO DUMB FREAKING FUNNY !!!

Then Junyang went home my mum niam my baobeis to go back home .
I 舍不得 my bee to go okeh.. I love her ttm . Mad misses !
Darren was being a nuisance back then .
But the surprise and happy look on his face when he received the present made me happier .

Now Im all moody again .
I hunger for Your wisdom and love .

Bye peepos ! ♥

What a countdown ! Friday, January 1, 2010 / 5:28 PM

Alright , my previous post is obviously a little rant of my emotions .

Anyway , on the date 31dec2009 and as usual I'll be with my BFFFF Wanyi .
But poor Wanyi was starving while waiting for me !
She felt so sicky that time that I felt so bad !!!
And in the end we settled down at a italian restaurant . And if you've followed me on twitter you could have know that we saw beeleng !

Then we walked around 313 then orchard central !
Being aimless , we decided to join Fiona baby , Kitmeng they all to watch chipmunks movie .
ARGH ! ALL THE MOVIES ONLY HAS THE FIRST 2 ROWS . GV AND CATHY .

Having loads of time left before the movie starts , we decided to play pool .
At this point of time , I was superduper xinku , I totally cant concentrate on pool even though I was the one that suggested it !
I was dying to see bee and I became superduper happy when I saw her !
We met halfway between parklane and plaza sing ! Darren baobei , Joycelyn , Yiyang and best of all Biqi bee !!!!

Left them and I went back to Fiona baby they all .
Then the movie started ! OMGG , the moment the movie start I jumped !
THANKS TO ALVIN'S IRRITATING VOICE .

After that we chionged to clarke quay and we caught the fireworks !
Okeh , we observed that the 2min before the new year there was a rainbow around the mooon ! Then after that cloud cleared totally and the moon became super bright !
THEN IT'S NEW YEAR ! 2010 k !!
Then we were like dashing across the roads all .

After that we lost our way and sorts and finally called daddy to fetch .
At that moment I was really pissed at Oswin for his flicklemindedness and idioticness . I was freaking mad !!!
Literally everyone can see I was like HOT !

And I met the baobeis can ! Got Junyang , Michelle mei , Biqi bee , Darren baobei , Joycelyn and Yiyang .
After that Oswin came with a horrible news and I went bonkers !
Alright , and for the first time I scream like I never did , feels like you're so angry and you cant do anything and you dunt want to cry ! ARGH , THAT REEKED .
Then I swing my heart out !!!!!!!

After that Junyang went home and the rest came to my house !
Then Joycelyn , Darren , Oswin and me played mahjong and the rest watched After School . FUN !
Then we all squeezed into Oswin's room to sleep and Oswin went to sleep w mum & dad .
Im sucha bad sister.. ... . . ..
We played till about 6am or something then Joycelyn and Yiyang left .
Then the rest of us nua ard till about 10.30am and ate breakfast then about 12pm they left .

AAHHHH !
I mad misses to my bee lah .

I am just a shipwreck / 1:57 PM

I wunt be blogging about what I did .
Neither will I blog about what happened .
All is well and a happy 2010 to everyone .

The thing Im missing out the most is God .

I am so ashamed .
What can I say .
What can I do .

I want to die in flesh , fully surrender myself to You .

It's because I cant take control .

I really cant , it's so hard .

Yes , Im a shipwreck here at your shore as I come empty-handed .