the marionette's
romance

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010

You're waiting for a train .

A train that will take you far away .

You can't be sure where it will take you .

But it doesn't matter , because we'll be together .

Do you remember when you told me that you would love me forever ? Then you break it to me that it was the past .
Guess what I've learnt along the way , forever exist only after death .
The past few days , I've been struggling between dreams and reality .

I thought that I was really happy , until the night falls . That's when depression spirals into me .
Then I thought , am I really living in denial ? That I'm actually not happy at all ?
Well , it's true , I'm not all that happy although I feel that I'm really that happy ? Okay , a little .. Contradicting .

Then I thought , everything seems like a never-ending nightmare , I refused to believe that it's reality .
Sometimes , I really treat my horrible life as a nightmare .
And the only way to wake up from your dream ? Is to die , in your dream .
Maybe , if I die , I'll finally wake up from this nightmare . And yes , I can perhaps see your forever fulfilled .
Maybe , you'll love me like how you really did .

26th is coming soon . And amusingly yet sadly , we have never celebrated it before .
HAHAHA . Madloves .

I feel a little twisted . I am chasing after a dream that I'll definitely find myself waking up from .
Why do I still choose to chase after this dream ?
Well , it could be because it's the best I've ever had .


Up till now ? Being a little numb , I can tell you , this love I have for you ?
Well , it can be forever .


I AM STUPID !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!! And I wanna die before your eyes .