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All because I was foolish..
Friday, August 20, 2010 / 11:20 PM

As a matter of fact , I was totally insignificant .
I've learnt to be heartless . Why ? Because if you have a heart , it'll only be broken .
How foolish of me to actually be compassionate . Well , the stupidest mistake I've made was to love you . FUCK MY LIFE .
You liked me first , be nice to me , made me love you and then dumped me .
All you gave me was shit . You shit all over my life , my entire life was ruined . Of course , I can't blame you , I'd have to blame it on my stupidity . It's not as if I don't know that being with you was wrong .
I sacrificed my entire life to be with you , and all I get in return was shit .
You dumped me , and after I got together with someone else , you wanted me back . How amusing . Once again , I was stupid enough to let go of someone better than you for you . Blame it on myself , why the fuck did I love you wholeheartedly ?
And I was fucking naive to believe that you would actually treat me better . Well , you did , for a couple of days . I had to swallow your rubbish the rest of the time . Foolishly let you hurt the fuck out of me .
All you think about is yourself . So fucking selfish . But that's your character anyway , love is nothing to you . Image , friends , fun or rubbish are all way more important than me .
You want me , but you don't want to commit . And then you claim that you love me , which is utterly bullshit .
I'm a fucking burden to you anyway . Burden that you need to go to school for me , that you need to spend time with me , which you don't .
Well , you're free now . ;)
This is the end . End of us .
I had enough of your fucking nonsense . It's your character .
I'd rather choose an instant death than to experience slow death . It's your attitude and character that's killing me .
I will forget about you . I will be heartless . I won't love again . I would rather be lonely than be with you again . FUCK YOU VERY MUCH BITCH .
Thanks for nothing .