the marionette's
romance

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

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Alright ! Everything is super messy now !
I need to get my priorities right !
Why the heck do I get distracted so freaking easily !?

Everything now is simply mad sickening .
I have no idea what the heck is my priority , like it keeps changing ! Yes , change is a constant in life and it's for the better . Unfortunately this change is not good ! Because it's like totally going against being consistent .
OMG , yes , consistency !
I am totally not consistent . One moment I'm up and the next I'm on the ground . This might explain why I am totally random ; dramatic moodswings .

My motivation to study is definitely inconsistent !
ARGH , Zoe MUST do well for her N'levels please !! D:
Not only that , I get distracted just way too easily . That's another reason for my procrastination .
Also , after I prioritised studying and aiming my goals for doing well , I get all these stress which is rather unnecessary .
Yes , I know that a little stress is good as it pushes and kinda disciplines you but I cannot handle stress ! I will dramatise the entire situation which will complicate and worsens everything and ultimately going crazy and totally not productive .

LIKE OMG WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MYSELF SERIOUSLY .
I FEEL SO FREAKING IRRITATED AT MYSELF FOR BEING SO IRRITATING AND FATTENING .

Aaaaaahhh !!! There's so many things I wanna do . OMG .
FEELS LIKE INSOMNIA + DISTURBIA .
精神分裂 . (Y)


Get well soon hubby . WE ARE GAY ! :D