the marionette's
romance

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

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Hello . It's the 26th today .
I find this date rather amusing .

This is how I feel .
I feel this rush of humour in my bloodstream and yet it's outwardly inexpressive .
I'll end up producing a sort of fake laughter and a rather strained one .
Deep down inside , there's somehow a little piece of bleakness attached to every bit of humour I'm feeling .
The laughter seems hollow as it comes out of my mouth .
Ironically speaking , it feels like a dejected laughter .

I did my best to explain how I laugh at situations like this or upon seeing you .
I have no idea what you did , but I am assertive upon the fact that you're literally a walking joke in my eyes .
Just by catching a glance at you can bring me to laughter , staring at you might just make me guffaw to death .

But ohwell , ignorance to this . ;)


Other than that , maybe I've been expecting too much ?
I know I am not good enough . But I am trying my best .
I still need some love .
And note , if I slip away , it's just because you didn't hold me tight .
I am human . I get tired .

HAHAHA .