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I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)

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“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

A little bit of me . Wednesday, June 2, 2010 / 10:58 PM

If I look prettier will you love me again ?

I don't think you would want to continue reading since it will be simply irrelevant .
Like tweeting too much about how I feel would simply let me wallow more so blogging would be a better alternative as it allows me to reflect and think better .
Idk why it's like that but it works this way so yah .

Today , I was suppose to be excited to go shisha with Clare & co. but I had no reaction or whatsoever . Like weird and stoned ? Idk how to explain this feeling .
Met them , felt weird because I was terribly late .
Shisha at Nabins. Mixed fruit . However I sheesha till headache .
All was well . Yiling and Michelle were mad chio and friendly . But Clare shy lah don't want to talk to me .
Nua nua nua until I found out somethings that affected me greatly .
On the spot , I wanted to cry !! But I tahan my tears . How can I cry in front of people I've just met right.....
Then I left them to find dad . I was rather moody because I already wanted to cry but dad kept irritating me with WHAT FOOD TO BUY . FML .

I really thought that I've gotten over you . I really thought I did .
But the truth is , all the while I've only psycho-ed myself and masked my feelings .
Trying to be happy . I tried so hard .
Even when I went for shisha I didn't even let myself remember our sweet memories together .
But upon hearing the news that you liked someone else is simply heart-wrenching .

Can you love me again ? Please ? I promise I will do anything you want .
I wished for it . I hope it will come true .

Today is the 69th day you've left me . I never thought I would love you this much .