I want your heart for dinner .

I am not doing well recently !
I dunt feel good at all . I feel like a complete bitch ! ARGH .
Distress ? Or whatever .
I really want to cry !! But I do not want to cry for myself , pathetic ugly tears .

I am losing my strength to actually be nice .
Like I cannot continue to forgive , to cheer , to liao ah !
I am totally running out of cash and yet I keep spending money !!
This is like the season to be a freaking miser but here I am spending and I am sooo treating money like it's toilet paper .

I need a refreshing .
AND GOOD NEWS !! I CAN GO FOR ASIA CONFERENCE !!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOO !!!!
That's when my life will change ! IT WILL CHANGE .

As for the rest of the things that are going on in my life , I shall set it aside .
Lift it up to God .
I am tired.. But since God never stopped forgiving me . I should not too .
Gambatte Zoe !! :D

I want a touch from heaven . Again .