Blessed .

the marionette's
romance

Hello . I'm ZoePerryDa'LoveChooDeeDeeShuyi ! :D
I ♥ God . I ♥ my family . I ♥ my friends . I ♥ TDH guys . I ♥ eating . I ♥ tweeting . I ♥ freebies . I ♥ fun . I ♥ talking . I ♥ laughing . I ♥ attention . I ♥ compliments . I ♥ uniqueness . I ♥ helping others . I ♥ being pampered .
I am who I am . I am a child of God but that doesn't make me perfect .
I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)

YOU CAN TOTALLY FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER ! ♥

ShoutMix chat widget

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

SAY NO . TO EMO ! :) Friday, March 26, 2010 / 4:49 PM

Note : The start of this video might be a little explicit . Still watch to the end !
This video packs a punch ! :D

I totally agree to the video . This is how it feels , exactly .
So true right ? I know you agree .
The entire idea summarised within 2min ! Mad loves .

People all around the world will have no doubt experience heartaches .
You either break hearts or get your heart broken .
At that moment , yes , you just simply want to die because the pain is just too excruciating for you to handle . Simply FML .
Now I experience the pain of having someone you love with all of your heart to get afraid of you and leave you . And Im confused after that as well .

Indeed I was in extreme pain , total agony and somber .
All I could do was cry my heart out . Flounder .
It was simply perverted , as much pain as I felt when I was sent into Girls Home out of a sudden without saying a proper goodbye to my parents and knowing for a fact I cant get to see them for long and being in a dormitory filled with unfamiliar inked ahlians and minahs .
Only this heartache is worse , it kept me awake .

Braced myself for school , standing under the shower head rocked ! It was slightly comforting .

I knew I couldnt just keep crying and crying and crying and wallow over a small setback I face .
Trials and tribulations are all part and parcel of life to make me stronger !
God doesnt waste a hurt ! I can learn from shituation .
ZOE WILL MOVE ON IN LIFE !!! ♥

Of course , it's not easy . In fact , how can it ever be easy !! :)
Trying to smile , cheering yourself up sure takes up some effort but all you need is just to change your mindset and attitude towards your problem .
Like instead of God , my problem is so big . Say , problem , I HAVE A BIG GOD .
And did you know , it's actually a choice to think positive or negative ?

Im still in the midst of everything right now .
Though Im struggling , I know this is not the end of my life .
WHO AM I ? ZOE . I live to love , there is no obstacle I cant handle as through God nothing is impossible .

SAY NO TO EMO ! The behaviour not the look , I ♥ red , black and white too .

And thanks to Inks&Rings' encouraging tag , I have found a great purpose for my blog .
Like seriously , A GUIDE TO LIFE . Hahahaha .