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I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)

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“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

Baby It's so hard to hold on Wednesday, February 17, 2010 / 3:48 AM

It's tough

Since I couldnt sleep , I think I shud just blog everything out .
I dunt care anymore about privacy since I dunt even get much , being under probation by law and intensive supervision of the school and my overly concerned parents .
Just find out EVERYTHING about me ! ARGH .
This might be a good training for me if I were to get famous someday ! ♥ , because billions of peeple will judge me by then .

Anyway , I've given some things some thoughts .
I think that I shud let go . I shall let my spirit take control and not my emotions .
It's not that Im gonna be heartless or whut but it's just .
I HAD IT .
I HAD IT WITH THIS SORT OF LIFE !
With everything against us , it's about time I do something about this .

The thing is , I knew these would happen . Not by detail but by the rough idea .
This has been wrong right from the start , but still I went on with it because my heart couldnt bear . My feelings were overwhelming , it took priority over the rest of my being .
Each time I slide , each time I knew but each time I do nothing about it .
It comes with a cost . That's the reason I've been feeling FML .

Like King David , he committed a sin and such grave punishments he received .
Also by his level of anointing , but heng I not like prophet all that yet la !

Battlefield will commence later .
The Lord is the stronghold of my life , who shall I be afraid ?

Lord , I need your wisdom !
I dunt want to lose you , yet I cant hold on any longer .
I will die out sooner or later .
I know ! I can draw strength from God .

Brothers and sister in Christ , help me in this .