Hello . I'm ZoePerryDa'LoveChooDeeDeeShuyi ! :D
I ♥ God . I ♥ my family . I ♥ my friends . I ♥ TDH guys . I ♥ eating . I ♥ tweeting . I ♥ freebies . I ♥ fun . I ♥ talking . I ♥ laughing . I ♥ attention . I ♥ compliments . I ♥ uniqueness . I ♥ helping others . I ♥ being pampered .
I am who I am . I am a child of God but that doesn't make me perfect .
I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)
Imma huge fan of both of them !
Monday, November 30, 2009 / 12:48 PM
LisaNova and Katy Perry !
Loves , I love the both of them lah ! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo .
Summarised updates .
Sunday, November 29, 2009 / 1:49 AM
I wunt be blogging much today !
But I do have awesome news is that .... I am officially water baptised ! My NEW life begin 281109 , xoxo . ♥ I like normal , didnt feel all that excited and sorts until THE DAY ITSELF ! Like anxiety ? But not so negative . Argh ! I shud have enjoyed the every moments when Pst. Joseph baptised me , when my head submerged all but I didnt !!!! It's all because I was getting ready to breathe , I took a deep breath and Pastor was still saying the 'I baptised you etc' and I took another breath and still havent and halfway when I took my final breath I submerging into the waters and I closed my eyes all . Water ran into my nose ! But the water was cool , when I got in I didnt want to get out , like I want to swim , feeling so relaxed and contented but still I gotta get out of it .
Btw the photo taken by the photographer made me look so fat and ugly I AM NOT GONNA POST THEM UP . I wanna burn it !!!!!! Nah , jk .
Anyway , michelle mei is sleeping over for the first time ! ♥ Seems like loads of people likes to sleepover .
Right ! Anyway , Ive been daydreaming loads lately . Other than nonsense , Ive been thinking about somethings like... What if Wanyi and I were to fall in love with the same guy ? What does it feels like to meet a guy that you'll want to commit the rest of your life with ! How does it feel when one day you wake up like in a hotel room or a stranger's house ? How to befriend Oswin's future girlfriend and talk bad about him ? How to be famous !! Why people tend to complicate simple situations ?
I want a HD video cam !
Also ! I just played with Oswin a couple of his PS3 games and they're damn boliao . They only entertained me a few minute and I got bored ! Why can some people play video games for hours ? Some people can literally play it for a lifetime ! HARDCORE . Where do they get all this motivation to be a hardcore gamer ?! How is it even addictive ! It doesnt even attract me .
If I had a choice to be addicted to one thing , it'll be God ! Imagine being a hardcore servantslave of God ! It'll be so amazing because you're so addicted to God you wunt even mind persecution/trials and tribulations/sorrows/hardships all because all you think about is God ! Of cuz , that is no need to say , cannot !
Btw , today is the 28th of November ! Im gonna be baptised today ! Praise God .
As most of you guys may know I have an extremely short tongue . Yes , there this thing below my tongue that actually limits me from sticking out my tongue , to further than my lips . People tells me this is call tongue tied , or something . Thus , I got an operation done to cut that thingy off and now my tongue is like , weird feeling .
Im gonna vlog about this soon ! ♥
I can see my stiches ! :D Anyway , when I walked into the operating threater and got a clear view of everything , it felt like a nightmare !!
Cuz I did had a nightmare about this man getting his operation done by 5 doctors that turns out to be a perverted killers like Jigsaw but my dreams are not as genius . In my nightmare , it started out by piercing a huge injection needle through his mouth , tongue blahblah , it just gone through the face . And the other doctors go on piercing him and there was blood all and the man was screaming madly and the pierced him till he died . And when he died the rest of the doctors starts to kill each other painfully but of cuz must quicker . Then the last one standing spotted me hiding behind the plants and heads towards my with some surgery equipment and poison AND I FORCE MYSELF AWAKE !
But all these dunt fear me one cuz I trust in God . He promised lor , "Fear not for I am with you to deliver you." ♥
I thought got a chance to jianfei but I ended up eating ice-cream cuz the doctor said no hard or hot food . Then.... ♥
I shall pierce my tongue and try to laji again ! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAA !!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART ! ♥ and a conspiracy ?
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 / 12:34 AM
Happy Birthday to my lil' bro ! ♥
(He zilian-ed with my phone)
Yeap , 25th nov is officially Oswin's birthday so you guys that havent wished him do go and wish him asap okay ! :D 25th nov also happens to be my parents' wedding anniversary however they've never celebrated it nor mention it before . I found this out myself ! I was a detective at home okay !? (Although it's only a 4-room flat) Which is also why I like conspiracy movies like 2012 , National Treasure , etcetcetc .. And such movies are a better hit when there's always someone that knew too much and has to be killed all . LOVES ! Makes me excited .
But of cuz there another thing that is even GREATER than these conspiracy theories , that is God's plans for me ! ♥ If you guys ♥ cheem books , grab your Holy Bible today ! :D Or join your local church NOW ! Assure you an awesome... feeling(?) that you will get !
Now where was I , gosh , I sidetrack too farfaraway .
Right , OSWIN . ♥ Everyone agrees that he is cute right ? And everyone MUST be jealous that Oswin is my brother ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Bleah !! I ♥ Oswin because he is my one and only blood brother I lived with .
But what if... I ♥ Oswin because we actually have a even deeper relationship that we could actually have some forbidden love going on because actually we found out are not blood-related and my mother had me before she married my dad and my real dad is actually a blonde . HIPHIPHOORAY to conspiracy theory ! ♥ , it never fails to sound juicy and yet somewhat ridiculous .
Withlove , HAPPY BIRTHDAY OSWIN ! ♥
Superstar ! ♥
Monday, November 23, 2009 / 12:59 AM
Chao ! After watching Bubby and Peter Chao's vid I once again attracted to Cantonese !
I need to keep my timetable organised again ! It's getting out of hand . The moment Im lazy to arrange my schedule for a day , Im lazy to arrange it for the rest of my days ! That's why I need discipline ! Daily do the important things ! For God and keeping my life in a better condition .
There's another question in mind . Work or friends ? But no point meditating on this so much , do my best , I already know God will do the rest .
Anyway , recently I've been youtube-ing loads ! You know , it's my dream to get rich and famous~~ , and I want to be a youtube star ! But....... my vlogs are bad enough . ;\ I already thought of things for videos but it never succeed , but success doesnt come like , er , periods ? (Naturally) , I need to work HARD for it .
I WANT TO BE A SUPERSTARRRRRRRRR ! ♥
FYI , Oswin's birthday is coming up in about 2days time and I shall get him coloured contacts , (stylish)black skinnies and a little accessory(chains?) , you readers go wish him k ! Wanyi is back and glad she's doing well , hahaha , to think I dreamt that she 托梦给我 ! Still love them and the awaiting for time to swim with YL and Domo ! xoxo .
There's a little time for me tomorrow morning perhaps I can try to exercise , building of core strength ! And I shud be building my spiritual core now , so , byebye !
I did loads of this last year , like act emo , look away all . This year is all smile and act cute .
I guess I wunt be blogging about what I did today since it's dumb .
Anyway , I always get annoying noises at night , from the neighbours ?
Sounds like roll the marble , moving furniture , banging the wall , bouncing the ball , etcetc
I heard from some people that these are ghost . (OMGOMG)
I'm talking to Wanyi now !!!!
I missed her so much , ;\ .
Anyway , do tag your comments about irritating noises at your house !
Apply your life onto the Word !
Come back little xmas , please ?
Friday, November 20, 2009 / 3:18 AM
My heart tingles as I hear the bells jingles .
Is christmas coming ?
I long for those high hopes for Santa Claus to come , the christmas spirit .
But I can never get them again .
Each christmas , I get sadder , tears would fall uncontrollably when it's christmas . (xoxo)
But serious , it's sad when you get older and understand more things and believe in less things cuz you're less naive and sorts . I'd choose to be naive cuz what I had during christmas in the past was worthless(priceless) , the truetruetrue joy of a child .
AND NOW IM SOME STUPID TEENAGER THAT WORRIES ABOUT HER APPEARANCE .
But do not despise a youth for somethingsomethings....
Polar Express ?
Yes . I do dream about it , Im so childish .
I love Christmas like really ttvmax and I hate Chinese New Year ttmax , like talk serious .
Anyway , xmas is all about giving I know I know , the true meaning of christmas etcetc... Well , Jesus came to save us on Christmas ! :D Thank God for John 3:16 ! AWESOME .
Recently... People that irks me !
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 / 11:25 PM
Hey guys , just updating about myself . ♥ Right.. I dunt think I need to update much like those ahlians do when I have got Twitter ! I know I know , Im not some celebrity but still , I have Twitter ? I mean , I'll never be a lesbian but I have a lesbian partner ? It's not the same I tell you , NOT THE SAME . ;p
Anyway , to keep my blog alive , I shall blog about small habits of people that irritates me in general . This idea came from Meijuan so credits ! :) P.S - This is in general , Im not shooting anyone in particular other than no.4 .
1. People that keeps degrading themselves to receive compliments . You know what I mean ! Some people just come to you and purposely insult themselves to hear you reply something nice ? And the thing that they usually insult themselves about is usually the most chio part of them . e.g - 'Zoe ! You see , my hair so ugly..' and I need to go like , 'Noo , it's nice what .' The worst part is when you finish complimenting them , they'll reject your compliments to get more ! e.g - 'No lah , where got nice , you see so ugly..' then I need to be like , 'It's really nice lah !'
2. People that dunt do anything about their horrible odour . I admit , I do have problems like hong kong feet ! It happens when I wear flats , when I remove my flats ? HIGH ah ! Thus , I decided to make it a point on spray deodorant on my soles and flats before wearing them out . Anyway , nothing will happen if you dunt remove them in public that is . But , Im talking about the odour in general ! Like in the train , someone like me with the height of 155cm is common around many people's armpits , and it reeks you know what I mean ? I nearly puked one time ! Serious . This goes for bad breath and other smells .
3. People that hits onto others and doesnt apologise . I know you're obviously rushing for reincarnation but as you bang into someone please have the courtesy to say a little sorry or something , it wunt even take you a minute for goodness sake ! I mean just a simple gesture will do ! It's not as if you're running for a Gold medal in the Olympics right ?
4. People that keeps sending misleading messages ! RAWR ! This just irritates my ttmax lah , -'- ! You send some bloody laolan messages that destroys my entire day as I try to figure what you're trying to say as well as the messages that will usually create problems ; GL sms . F- YOU VERY MUCH PLEASE !!!!!!
5. People that are too full of themselves/complainers/wallowers . Actually , these people just disgust me ! But then , what goes around comes around , :D ! The same goes to me .
Alright , I cant think of moree... And no.4 is actually a vent of my irritation towards some people but it's truly my problem and my fault . I mean , I can choose to ignore such messages right ? (But I cant control myself) and I can think positive out of such messages as well , talk to a friend , ask my mum , etcetc...
Btw , my temptation today was larger than life . Then I suddenly wanted to read newspaper and I just wanted to see my horoscope(which I lost a little interest in) and I saw something that told me not to give into temptations today or I'll never move on and always be lack behind . What an awesome reminder right ? Tough but I made it . ♥
FML !
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 / 11:36 AM
Yes , in a FML mood . I'm just a little annoyed lately but still , Im trying to control . One after another you guys just pissed me off ! Again and again and again and again and again . Nails ruined , walked in male's toilet by accident , flu , bastards and bitches , bad hair , scar-ed face , putting on weight , etcetc.. I woked up w a nightmare about wanyi ! She's calling me for help then I cant help her much , I rmb holding her hands and running and running , running away . Then I heard some motorbike screeching the moment I woke up that made things worse . I've missed a lot of my paid classes as well ! Idiotic .
FMLFMLFMLFML .
♥Love .
Sunday, November 15, 2009 / 11:38 PM
Love is patient , love is kind . It does not envy , it does not boast , it is not proud . It is not rude , it is not self-seeking , it is not easily angered , it keeps no record of wrongs . Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth . It always protects , always trusts , always hopes , always perseveres . Love never fails.... -♥ 1 Corinthians 13:4-8
There is no fear in love . But perfect love drives out fear , because fear has to do with punishment . The one who fears is not made perfect in love . -♥ 1 John 4:18
The bible says that loving others is one of the greatest commandments . We are commanded to love as quote from Mark 12:31 . (...Love your neighbours as yourself . There's no greater commandment than these )
I need to be spiritually mature . And it's all about my character ! And character is defined as who you are when nobody is watching.. I need to be positive ! I need to be sensitive ! I need to be peacable ! I need to be patient ! I need to be prayerful ! The 5 marks of spiritual maturity as learnt in cell group meeting today .
I find that with love comes in hand with the marks . Like with love , all the above would be made easier , loving your friends ? More importantly , loving God .
Love is so awesome it's even used as a bimbo slang . MAD LOVES !! ♥♥
Other than displayed in the Bible one of the greatest love of all times , God , another great display of love was from my family . I cant explain but their love for me was also unconditional , especially during the times of my troubles . Also the love I receive from my friends , cares and concerns . LOVE IS SO GREAT ! ♥♥♥
God Himself is LOVE ! ♥
All you readers I love you ! Including you people that has a problem with me ! ♥
Caught in my Turkish Delights ! ♥
Saturday, November 14, 2009 / 11:06 PM
ZOE IS ONCE AGAIN IN BIGBIG LOVES WITH MY DARLING CHOCOLATES ! ♥♥♥♥♥ Yes , I know that they are fattening and all but , but , I reallyreallyreally loved them ttmax !! Like talk serious , TO THE MAX . Please dunt tell me the calories because it contradicts myself , making me disheartened and confused ? I dunt bother explaining why , too granny .
Actually I cut down eating chocolates because I was literally sick of it , steel , my lust for chocolates was immense . Like one time , I didnt touch any chocolate-based food for 3days and I went GOOGOOsGAGAs . I know , questions like 'How can you be sick of chocolates and love them at the same time?' will UNFOLD IN YOUR BRAINS . Err.. This you gotta TIY ! Eat chocolates daily for months , you'll feel sick of it but yet you cant do without it ! That is if you're a CHOCOLOVER like me . ♥
Anyway back to the point , why am I back to being truly madly deeply in love with chocolates ? It all started .. Once again , I was craving for sweet things . I happen to be at Vivo with mum and dad , and then we happen to pass by Candy Empire♥♥ and I happen(alright deliberately) walked in to take and look and I was beguile by the offer ♥Turkish Delights♥ from Australia . Daddy said some magical words ! "You want to buy?" , *OMG I JITAO GRAB THE PLASTIC BAG* I took some time as I carefully pick out my chocolates because I WANTED THEM ALL and it'll be just too much . Of course I took quite a few ♥Turkish Delights♥ . I never felt happier when I bought those chocolates , $9++(including $3+ Orange edition Eclipse) , I'd rather spend $ on this than NEXT Chill/Dunhill Frost/Viceroy Ice although they're all equally tempting . BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT .
I reached home and gleefully placed my ♥Chocolates in my fridge , they're meant for tomorrow . Then I carried on with my to-do list WHICH DID NOT GO AS PLAN AS I WAS TOO DISTRACTED BY THE CHOCOLATES IN THE FRIDGE ! :( ... .... ..... AND ALAS , I couldnt take it any longer , I head toward my fridge and grabbed a piece of ♥Turkish Delight ! I took a bite and OHMYGOTH A LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN . At that very moment , I could understand why Edmund in Narnia ; The Lion , The Witch and The Wardrobe , betrayed his brother . Turkish delights are extraordinary ! Just like Hokkaido Ice-Cream . ♥
Oswin or Turkish Delights ? I choose God . (Yes , Im always out of point . That's why I barely make it for my essay/summary)
TAMPONS !
Friday, November 13, 2009 / 10:21 PM
I've been hearing SOOOO many people said that tampon is good , comfortable , feels like nothing , more safe , etc...
It feels like you been f- all the time ! Idk if I've insert it correctly or what but it's freaking uncomfortable ! When I took it out it just expanded to like a freaking big size , like from a pinky to a fat thumb !
Retarded . Im still wondering if I've inserted it wrongly or not .
Wasted my money on tampons , WASTE ! I got so many tampons left...
Telemarketing !
Thursday, November 12, 2009 / 10:27 PM
Some of you may know that I'm having quite a number of commitments now (which is good) , yes , one of my part-time job is telemarketing ! It's kinda fun calling people , representing Great Eastern , step professional and all . It's all pretty cool . This lobang actually came from Caspia lah so credits ! ♥
The first few times were pretty exciting/nervous , I couldnt speak well and sorts but I got a hang of it after awhile . I made many errors on the way , :x !
Today I found out why I couldnt get much appointments .
Here are some scenarios .
*toot toot* Victim: "Hello?" DD: "Good evening! Is this ____ ?" Victim: "Yes speaking." DD: *grabs script* "This is Zoe calling from Great Eastern , it is convenient for you to talk right now?" Victim: "Yes , what is this about?" DD: "Er.our company is currently launching a new3yearsinglepremiumsavingplan . Yah , it's a 100% capital.." Victim: "I'm sorry , what nuclear plan?" DD: *OMGOMGOMG WTFWTF !!* "Er, *laughs into the phone(not hysterically)* , I'm sorry." Victim: "Slow down.."
Then I repeated clearly(I suppose) , and the person still reject . Thank God she's a nice lady ! :D I was staring at the wall laughing ! I felt super retarded because I couldnt laugh loudly and I really tried to suppress my laughter but the thing is , the more I tried to hold it back , the more I needed to LMAO . Idk why ! WHY I WANT TO LAUGH !! WHY !!!!!!! Anw , I took a deeeeeeep breath and moved on to my next victim . (Victim cause no one likes answering such calls, except for some)
*toot tooot* Victim: "Hello?" DD: "Erm good evening , is this ___?" Victim: "Yes." DD: "Er this is Zoe calling from Great Eastern, are you convenient to talk right now?" Victim: "Yes." DD: "Er actually you have an Eldershield plan with us so I'm calling to inform you about our new 3 year premium saving plan .." Victim: "Er , 你会不会讲华文?" DD: "会." *paused* "Our plan actually has a...(states summarised & attractive details of the plan) Victim: "I think I dunt want lah byebye." DD: "Thank you very much for your time, goodbye."
Ass !! I lost another person , but at that moment I really forgot how to say a lot of chinese words . Just after I hang up Caspia rushed in and said that she forgotten to brief me about chinese speaking people . (I dunt know anything ! I only know that I LOVE YOU ! ♥)
There're still more but like they just kup the phone , some just dunt understand me , some is the wives sounds concern(I like) and stuff like that . Surprisingly , I'm not really affected when they kup my phone ! HIPHIPHOORAY ! ♥
That's about it ! and BUMPED into MTF and sent her home , xoxo .
Stupid probation , I have to rearrange my schedule ALL OVER AGAIN ! Reporting made me miss church and prayer meeting .. (But in the first place I shudnt have made myself get this)
OHNO ! Behind schedule , I need hurry do quiet time .
When I was young , friends .
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 / 10:12 PM
My babies ! ♥
I remember when I was way younger , all the way back when I was about 4 , everything seems enormous . I recalled loving school , I remembered saying grace , singing songs and even praying . Those times where I truly believed in fairytales . I remembered daddy will pat me to sleep every night , yes , insomnia since young . I remembered when I was about 5 , I learnt to dial mummy and daddy's office and phone numbers . I'd call them everyday ! Inform them about my life .
When I was younger , I remember getting the whole class to hate me and also getting lots of friends . I've been from everybody's friend to everybody's frenemy .
It's so easy to make friends back then , but what about now .
It's sad when you see your two perfectly sabai and dee friends break up forever just over a small miscommunication . I dunt want this to happen again anymore , to again two happy and good friends of mine , and me in the middle . It sucks .
I'm losing God , I need from of You !
Must be BUSY !
/ 1:15 PM
Recently I'm packing all of my schedule to make sure I'm using my time well !
Woke up and met Emily at 6.45 at tiong , bought breakfast and ate on the way to school . Reach school and went for english class till about 10am then went home with Yanling ! Slack abit at home and went to meet Michelle at 12.15 . Then I just I got a little out of schedule and met up with Yanling and Domo at 4.15 and then hit the gym ! Exercised till about 5.45 and hit the steam bathe ! Got ready by 6.40 and rushed to meet Caspia ! Then worked till about 8 and waited for daddy to come fetch me . Reach home , do my own things then sleep quite early .
Gonna go facial today ! My plans with Michelle cancelled . Then I am gonna meet Caspia for work . Irritated , I'm not able to exercise today ! :(
Basically , I celebrated grandma's birthday yesterday .
How I love my granny , the one that has taken care of me since baby !
I learnt cantonese from her . I remembered she loved Oswin and I alot and equally , there wasnt biasness .
She loves to pamper us , especially me with ALOT of our favourite food and sometimes toys .
Till now , she knows that we love to eat her cooking , she'll still make it a point to cook for us to eat every week ! Tuesday !
I love my granny ttmax , although she used to cane me everyday till I was primary 4 ?
I very scare , yah.. You know .
I need to change , for the better .
Constantly , for GOD !
Sweet dreams .
Saturday, November 7, 2009 / 1:36 AM
This is cool , yet , negative .
Reminds me of Taylor Swift - Picture To Burn .
Dinner-ed with Wanyi and Oswin today ! ♥ Btw oswin cut his hair botak with a hair tattoo at the side !
Anyway , dreams ! We were talking about dreams during dinner . It started when I wondered why Oswin hasnt gotten wet dreams . ;\ Then we were talking about dreams and sorts , like the most ridiculous nightmares or some sweet dreams . Yeahh.. Dinner was hilarious due to the fact we all shared our fantasy dreams ! (Be thankful I didnt post them up tho I'm really tempted to) Oswin's fantasy dream is SOOOO INNOCENT and boring and Wanyi is............ NEVERMIND .
Then again , I remember DOMO and I had similar nightmares when we backslide , like turn away from God . It's about torturing someone slowly till death and we were just there watching . Eeeeww ! Yucks , freaking repulsive ! I shudnt even try to remember !
Oswin and I used to have similar dreams . We were always in an adventure with perhaps our family and friends then halfway through our dreams our allies will disappear and we'll be alone .
I also had similar dreams with Yanling , she jumps off her HDB corridor as for me , I slide off . We always never reach the ground . That dream always happens when I was younger , everytime before I hit the ground I'd wake up and be at the edge of my bed . Then one fine day I just decided to let myself hit the ground and true enough I hit the floor in reality , then I fell sick , like fever all .
Back then during primary 4 , the beginning of bestfriendship happened ! Diana , wanyi and I would always share our dreams in school everyday , even if we didnt have dreams to tell , we'd make them up to tell ! THE GOOD OLD TIMES ! I rmb our dreams were all really weird ! Like freakingly ridiculous .
Talk about sweet dreams , when Cheryl sleeps , she REALLY SLEEPS . With the sweet dreams face and breaths ! ♥ And amazingly I recalled Cheryl says that she doesnt dream , much .
Sweet dreams , as I get older , I get less sweet dreams ! If I've sweet dreams , I'd be awaken by maybe phone ringing or bladder busting . (When I'm awake my tears have dried in the sand of sleep♥)
BUT STILL ! I want the dreams that are GOD-GIVEN ! Those dreams that will let me chase my entire life ! (I want to be rich and famous) Btw , I'm getting famous thanks to haters ! ♥♥♥♥
Jesus loves you and I love you too .
Too many things !
Thursday, November 5, 2009 / 8:54 PM
我已经很久没有用华文来不咯个了。 Forget it , I think blogging in chinese will limit what I want to express in my post .
There's so many things that I want to buy ! There's so many things that I want to do ! There's so many things that I need to do ! There's so many things that I havent done ! THERE IS SO MANY THINGS !
Today I skipped school to chiong CSO , I cant have this stupid CSO thing getting in my way of $$ . I am in mad craze about money , there's so many things I wanted to get that my temptation to steal is high to the sky . Is like nearly ALL THE TIME ! It's sometimes so bad I had to stand outside to wait for my friends . I think this is also one reason why I keep grabbing freebies .
I saw Derrick once again . Felt so stupid , :( ! I gotta feeling I - guys with tattoos . SORRY , I damn bhb....... And I finally met up with Wanyi !!! I love her so much , it's been long .
爱情 .
Buddies ! ♥
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 / 7:49 PM
This photo is from Shiqian lah so credits .
I had an awesome day today because of Yanling , Cheryl and Domo . Buffet never fails ! See , food brings people together ! ♥ Oswin and his friends F4 , me and my darlings also F4 ! BROTHERSISTERPBT ! ♥♥♥ Watched 吓到笑 and Ice Age 3 (rented dvds) !
I polished my nails bloody red ! The colour is hot ttmax !! ♥ Toenails violet black and fingernails blood red ! I helped Cheryl with hers as well ! Cheryl cooks the best dry instant noodles I tell you ! (years of experience) They're SOO coming over for another sleepover ah , MORE THAN FRIENDS ! I reallyreallyreally love them ttmaxmaxmax !!!!!!!! I love tickling Cheryl , hugging Domo and wrestling with Yanling !! Maybe I ask Oswin sleep with us ?
Talk about Oswin , he's become really famous among my friends . Everyone says he is cute ! I jealous liao . But I admit he is , MY BROTHER LEIS ! ♥ , I love Oswin . I think no other brother can replace him lor , I use to have gan di(s) and they all like , freaking replusive . Like I said , one moment I'm loving him , the other times I'm hating him . OHMYGOTH , I can see lightning , CHIO ! Everything in the sky in part of my fantasies okay .
Alright , I need to do something about my lazy behaviour ! Needs to pratice guitar , CHERYL PLEASE GO AND PRACTICE when you see this .
Guide me God , let all glory and honour be for/to You !
RAWR !
/ 12:18 AM
This reeks ttmax lah ! :( I've no chocolate for 2-3days already ! NO milo , oreo , chocolates , chocolate milk , cookies and other chocolate based items . WARAO , idiotic loh . I am SOO deprived of my basic needs . So irritating , especially on the part I cannot discipline myself and vulgarities . It's the holidays ! S H I T man .
I'm always trying to motivate myself but I KEEP FAILING . Annoying ! Like I tried to reward myself after I've accomplished perhaps revising 1 chapter of physic with maybe 1 oreo biscuit . I'LL END UP EATING THE ENTIRE OREO PACKET AND NOT REVISE FOR AT LEAST 50% OF IT . irritatingirritatingirritatingirritatingirritatingirritatingirritatingirritating ! (I feels like a Meijuan hater) <- People that creates irritation/misery/anger for & by themselves . So entertaining and hilarious .
It's not good to feed on negative emotions like hatred , anger , sadness , etc... ♥
RAWR ! Can I stop my stupid behaviour !! Recently , I keep spending money on food ! As in , I'm not hungry but I WANT TO EAT . Yesterday at ION with Cheryl Gaga .
Cheryl and I always implusive one ! MORE THAN FRIENDS . ♥ Implusive when we started our guitar class and also how we found our jobs . Recently we keep grabbing freebies and samples ! We meetups today just for the sake of freebies . I hate plaza sing's Etude House ! We manage to get only 2 masks . Still I ♥ Cheryl ! We're gonna work together ! Guitar together ! Freebies and samples together ! Shopping together ! Menicure and pedicure together ! etc..
(Dad says that I contradict myself by saying I hate plaza sing's Etude House but it only applies to the one at Plaza Singapura , I still like the ION one !)
I got irritated from teaching Oswin I'm Yours in less than 5min . But I still love him a lot a lot ! ♥♥♥ , muacks ! Hmm , I think the next moment I'll hate him ttmax.. SIBLINGS . I just painted his nails , I did a ♥ on his middle finger !
Irritating lah ! TOMORROW I GOING SCHOOL , I'm just doing my parents a favour .
Oh well . I get irritated VERY easily , you can ask Yanling or Wanyi . Thank God it doesnt last , moreover , thank God my friends lasted . ♥
I'll miss you , no , already .
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 / 1:16 AM
I hate O levels ttmax . I HATE IT I HATE IT !!! :(
O levels shud be illegal , but yet it stands with the law ! (education all)
If O's werent around I wudnt have lost my friends , we all drift away so much .
I miss Emily .
I miss Ally .
I miss Minji . I miss Wanyi . Because they have to study , no more spending time with Zoe . (not everyone is meijuan)
We used to have SO MUCH MEMORIES AND 感情s together . I could list out so much wonderful memories . WHY FUN TIMES ! Why . People that I'll spend hours on the phone with , (if your name is not found is doesnt apply to you please) . I reallyreallyreally miss you guys , a whole lot . The friendster 年代 .
(Actually wanted to type out memories , but , I got a weak heart..) <- DRAMA but yeah .
I thought that it was alright to retain , turns out , hais . But there were also a lot of good things to this like bonding with Yanling , Cheryl and DOMO . Be able to cope with my studies better . Met cute secondary 3 people that are all really different from my badge . Nice in their ways .
Now I go NA , I'm gonna miss them ttmax . The only reason I'm sad . Because they wunt have enough time for me . NO TIME FOR ZOE ! :(
I want Wanyi . I want her back ! I want to spent time with her , go back to the times we talk to each other everyday .
Thanks for the memories .
Just some updates !
Sunday, November 1, 2009 / 9:51 PM
Whoooo~ Meijuan mama said I have chio eyes ! ♥
Today's cell group meeting as usual , great , time still pass fast when I'm with w406 . I've learnt a lot of things , about dreams , love , my words all . I need to constantly have heavens be open over me , filled with the Spirit at all times . Discipline ! Self-control ! Perseverance ! Love ! Faith ! Hope ! Dream !
I played mahjong with Oswin from yesterday till 4am this morning ! *yawns*
Always getting temptations , irritating . <- One of the reasons why I HATE THE DEVIL ! Super hates lah ! Stupid devil , no wonder you're so hateable . I am falling , I need to get back to Jesus fast ! Dear Lord CHANGE ME !!!!
I need to start losing weight already , the rate of me gaining weight is horrendous . It is so replusive ! The fats all . I cant wait to do mask again ! Facial ! Shopping ! AAAAHHHHHHHHH !!! (crazy) When can I spent time with Wanyi and Meijuan again ? SO many things I want to do with them.. I need to do vlogs soon .
There's so many fun things I want to do , but is it worth ? Will it hinder my spiritual growth ?
God is GOOD !
Happy Halloween and Diana .
/ 1:00 AM
Happy birthday Diana ! ♥
I remembered when I first saw Diana , the girl that never spoke in class . She just blends into the background until Jiapei , Wanyi and I approached her . Then we grew up , sharing ALL sorts of things , gone through friendship wars , been from BOFF to enemies to classmates to partners-in-crime all . Diana is another girl I'll remember for life , one of those few things I've regretted doing was with her . Diana is COOL , the most unsuspected person you can ever find . I guess ? I love you friend , thanks for the memories you've given . Muacks !♥
Featured 1314 . They're SO PRETTY !! Blessed .
It's HALLOWEEN ! ♥
I took an hour to officially get out of bed . Chiongs to CSO .
I was really tired , I did the admin stuffs till I fell asleep , like literally .
Hardcore sleepy man !
Then I went to meet ups with BOFFL and sister . My hair is screwed by the way .
Halloween's service was awesome ! Performances , praise , sermon , games , free food , loads of fun , time passed too fast . I had an awesome time with them ! Left church for fellowship as I left my burdens aside for fruitful moments .
SERMON IS AWESOME . DREAMS YOU KNOW !! DREAMS !
I had to chiongs like chiongster will die like that because of her you know !! She came to my house , watched anime , ate buffet and went home . I ♥ my sister ttmax ! She got really worried when I'm gone .
Mei , just to let you know if I'm not beside you , I'm behind you . I'll always support you , (other than bad things to do) .
Anyway I tried to paint my nails , my finger are replusively ruined . (Cheap prices has other prices) So I only show my disgusting feet ! ♥ , yes , it's a horror genre .
C'mon , it's halloween . It's suppose to be scary right ?
Then I went to meet ups with BOFFL and sister .
I had to chiongs like chiongster will die like that because of her you know !!
Anyway I tried to paint my nails , my finger are replusively ruined . (Cheap prices has other prices)