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I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
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tattoos ? Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 9:48 PM

tattoos are cool ! ♥


today went to safra with my brother .
then oswin went home & i meet michelle .
then we slacked awhile then pohmeng & sicheng came to meet us .
after some weeks never meet them then all put tattoos liaos..... -.-
it makes me want 1 as well , oh well .

what is so good about tattoo ?
it's a body art , & it looks really nice , like some deco on ure skin .
i find it really cool , serious .
but it requires pain & $$$ , & what if in future the tattoo will look ugly ?
michelle wanna get one as well .
pohmeng had one very big samurai at his arm .
sicheng had one spade at his leg .
tony had an eagle on his chest & a star and heart on his leg .
jiawei had some tribal patterns at his back , shoulder to shoulder .
I WANNA TATTOO . :o !
well , a small one , huge tattoos are disgusting . (depends tho)

anw ,
we played at safra's lan then my mum suddenly appear ,
DENG CHU ! ): !
&& , i chewed on chili padi , i cried like some mother .
seriously , teared & teared .
it's the WORST thing EVER !
apologise to alien 2mr ? -.- !



seawater is the LOVES ! <3 Monday, March 16, 2009 / 9:24 PM



♥ ; the loves .
today is the LOVES♥ yohh !
anw , today was serious very fun .
our ' class' outing ' consist ahling jie ? sharkslin ? skinnyjeanne ? lailai ? hohohomun ? keesiang and firdaus . :DD
sibei loves !!! :D
okay ,
the starting was abit confusing ?
like cant decide & we were literally procrastinating !
then finally go sentosa despite of the somber weather .
yeahh , we were cycling under the dizzling rain for 1h except cheryl & yanling ?
then like , all of us fell down ! injured ! only hohohomun very cleared .
like i fell cuz i geykiang stand up the cycle .
then fridaus fell cuz he cycled too fast ?
then jeanne fell cuz she said ' LOVES !! '
then keesiang fell cuz firdaus made him .
then laikuan fell down cuz she was taking off her pants .
EVERYONE BLEEDING ! and hoemun sick , ): !
then ,
we return bike & went to find yanling & cheryl .
wlau , yanling got manymany piles of sand trapped in her pants ?
then she make it all out bcome like shitting..
then we played in the water , like SEAWATER IS THE SEX YOHHS !
then i keep swimming in it , damn tired ?
then i went so deep that my entire head submerge in the water and i still cant feel the floor , damn scary♥ !
even jeanne cant touch the seabed .
&& we go apply sunTAN lotion ? THEN NO SUN . ♥
then finish liaos , we clean up & went to vivo to makan !
i LOVE yongtaufoo ?


CAMWHORES ! ♥

keesiang ?

yanling looks damn chio here .

firdaus ate something too spicy .

jeanne !! <3>
cherylin is the LOVES yooh ! <3>
laikuan !!! :D

the guys just dun wanna take photo with us ; ME .


what is happening ? Sunday, March 15, 2009 / 4:30 PM

):
RAWR !!
what is wrong with me ?
im feeling all weird , is like , i have no where to go .
like i keep going to different places , doing things that wuld bring me nowhere !
like , RAWR !! why do i feel like this ?
disturbia ~
anyway ,
im getting more & more bruises .
i got like 7-8 now , on my hands & legs.. ):
i suppose to go ktv , i ended up in some ridiculous dream that made me woke up in sweat !
RAWRRAWRRAWR !
all of a sudden , i wanna smoke & drink & blahblah , yes , i know it's wrong .
siansation .
perhaps , this are signals of backsliding !
ZOE GET BACK ON YOUR GROUND !
discipline , determination , dedication , devotion . :D
i suddenly like dun wanna go the class outing , like it's all messymessy .
i feel so stressed over things that are unnecessary !
i need to be strong , i need to have wisdom .
ahhhh , im feeling so sick but im not sick ! T^T
HELP .

guilt ! Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 10:30 AM

im feeling so guilty .

seriously super guilty .

haish..... I MUST IMPROVE and INSPIRE .


ANG SOTONG ? Friday, March 13, 2009 / 10:09 PM

OMGG ,

sibei loves !!!! :D
rachel si AST zhaogor siol ! Siyi , it's ang soon tong , not an shu tong , -.- .
OMGG , sibei funny .

ironyironyirony . AST leis !!!

the LOVES . ♥ !


anw ,
today went FAReast with joey brother , maykuao , shanice , raudha !
bought new schoolbags ?
brother & raudha went back , shanice & maykuan & me went to taka makan ?
then we like sisters treat here & there , shared food , carried schoolbags ?
saw junkiet , shane , mingjie , chengen & EUNICE ?
then sian got probation to ganchiongs , ZOOMs home .
andrew damn irritating keeps call me ?
needs to go out this whole week ?

why is everyone around me so cute ?! Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 7:32 PM



How about doodles ? Mind-mapping are the LOVES !!! ♥



THE FAIRYTALE STORY ♥♥ ?

This is DamnChio , he is a father of 2 childrens .
He has a classy side parting , and a sizeable breast pocket that he loves to play with .
He's favourite colour is blue , he wear the same clothes over and over again ! Precious .

Sadly , he is a sole breadwinner and used to be a nurse !
He's mother is gravely-ill , haish , he tells everyone about it .
Bitter or Sweet ?

No matter how chio he is , his father still dowan him .
He starts to get very desperate , as he is singlicious .
Unfortunately , everything arounds him ROTS !
He became a failure and loser , a social reject .
He did not have a woman , thus , he took it out on the students .
No one was able to give him sexual fulfilment , & he asked students to take out their bra ?
Sucha sad life .

haish , whad a depressing story . (cries 1314 3344)

hahaas ,
drew this when studying with kerene , hohohohoemun , lailai , skinny & tengteng .
in the end i dint do much , but quite fun larh .. :D

anw , daxiongs today keeps demoralising us ?
he say we're still very sheltered , like never see the outside world ? how much does he know about our lives ?!
please , for goodness sake , he went to a good secondary school , 8 A1s for O'lvls , a good JC ?
whad kind of hardship & breakthroughs could he had been through ?
err , perhaps stress on scoring ? parent's expectations ? blahblahblah , i'll never know .
has he experience changing from the worst point to the best ?

example Pan Weihao , he was a gangster , fight , drugs , rebel , boys home , expelled , family problems and he overcome all odds and proved his innocence or something , becoming one of the best role models in school .
or even JJ lin , he used to be abit nerd ? kena laughed at school for singing ? and now he's a super well-loved and famous pop singer with so many fans ! he is good to his fans and sorts , LOVES ! JJlin from CHC !!! ahhhh !
people like them , really looks up to . they say me all that , i'll serious listening , they've earn my totally respect for breakthroughs !

talking about a decent salary , about $3000 , it's only enough for himself !
would it be enough for the future ?
whad about buying a house ? the downpayment ? supporting his wife ? starting a family ? children's education ? family's health & insurance care ? allowance for his parents ? electricity & water bills ? CPF & taxes ? as well as so many other needs & possibly wants , $3000 will NOT cover for it .
& i told him $$ is still not all that important , i told him the reward would be in heaven .
he call me RUBBISH , (saddened)
blahblahblah , daxiongs bwg , walks out . -.-

went home with cheryl & ben .


Rachel is the stompzx
!

http://the-estelle.blogspot.com/
- weilin's blog go read , damn funny & cute !
http://tht-girl-with-me.blogspot.com/ - siyi's blog , blames rachel ! a gangster ?
http://oneonetwo-zeronine.blogspot.com/ - class anti-rachel ?


Knowledge is POWER .

SEC1 are the LOVES !!! Tuesday, March 10, 2009 / 4:07 PM

OMGG !!

sec1 are the LOVES♥ !!! :O
ahhhhh ! sibei funny larh ! today saw the 2 girls from mac larh !
with rachel (step ahlian) ? & the two girls are called weilin (fats) & siyi (red nerd) .
LOVES !!!!!! the weilin nibbles hello panda , like kawaii , savour every bite !!!! (dips into saliva)

guess whad ,
the 2 girls on the bus are from , RMPS ! ♥
sibei kawaii ! weilin lives at telok blangah ~

weilin's blog - http://the-estelle.blogspot.com/
her post sibei cute , ' i dint know QSS so many gangsters ' , eh , her tagboard kan ahlians .

rachel at class 112 ? whoooooo ~ LOVES !

feeling baddd , ): ! Sunday, March 8, 2009 / 12:51 AM

I am a Child Of God . ♥

haish !

im feeling so guilty ! ): , *cries*
like , why i cant discipline myself to do the more important things .
for example , study , quiet time , even fasting or worse , resisting temptations .
everytime when im at school , everyone sees me as that cheerful zoe with that perverted smile .
yes , people laughs ard me & i seriously enjoy making people laugh , seeing me make others smile makes me 10x happier .
when i get too obsess with friends , i tend to get carried away to do whad i desire , that is whad's of my comfort zone .
i tend to wanna be with them , make all of them happy , be part of them , & soon , due to my deep desire of socialising , i get diverted to the world , the world that is of a not so correct , holy/biblical/righteous or (insert good words) path .
due to this , it's very often i sprout vulgarities in school , as , im so called 'living up to my name' ? which is TOTALLY wrong !
&& after every vulgar word i feel so 'sour' . WHY !!!
then , my worldly desires like anime , yummy food , social needs & so on , i resulted in breaking fast , spending nearly all of my free time hanging out with friends & watching anime .
it's not that hanging out with friends or watching anime is wrong , but , for me is , im over doing it ! i wanted to do all that so much , i missed out on studying important knowledge , & most importantly , my precious time with God .


haish ,
guiltyguiltyguilty , ZOECHOO needs to be disciplined . thus ,


PRIORITY !
  1. Have time management , to keep track of time , schedule my routines .
  2. Make a point to pray & study & exercise for a certain amount of times everyday .
  3. Fast once a week , 12hours ! Try Harder !
  4. Reminder of Bible verses around me to grow into a better person .
  5. Wake up early to seek God at the start of the day !

so , i'll try my best , hopefully , i'll fulfil this .
friends , do remind me
. :D

LOVES !!!!! ♥


standard school life ! rots ? Thursday, March 5, 2009 / 9:29 PM

EXCITEDS ! ♥

like LOVES !!!!
im back in skool , gotta warm welcome from my dear friends & i wanna special thanks to yanling for the card she made , as well as other friends the well-wishes ! (i tot only w406 peeps will do such things)
anw , i was pretty touched ! (gandongs♥)
oh well , when i went back skool , i missed out on so many things , however , managed to ketchup ! founded out abt DC ? DJ ? -.- !
i have short attention span ?
like , LOVES to act/drama ? (sad or angry)

(tsk) ! DC aka rotty is DAMN DISGUSTING !
is like , (faints) ! i witnessed him make his nehneh pocket 5times while walking up the stage , 3times while walking the stairs , 2times when standing on stage !!
like , (spirals in depressions) ? it was just a mere 1min , (5times/min) ! ♥♥ !!!!!


THE ROTTY QUOTES :
  1. Dying mum ?
  2. SOLE breadwinner !
  3. 2 terrapins ? (childrens)
  4. Daddy dun want me ?
  5. No woman wants me ? (perhaps rotted & dies after contract)
  6. Nurse ! (took nursing course)
  7. Brothers' road sweeper/taxi driver ?
  8. Pervert ! (tell girls to remove their luminous coloured bras)
  9. Comedian ! (laughs)
  10. Rapper ! (dis-dis-dis-appointment in da house yoh)

okay , enough of these things .

today i feel very heartpain , (not acting) . cheerup ahgirl ! ^^ , never let others affect you .

♥♥♥♥ , 1314 ? 3344 ? can also .


Myself ; Yourself Sunday, March 1, 2009 / 7:24 PM


sana & nanaka ! awwww..


recently i've been watching this anime called Myself ; Yourself .
it has 13esp , quite short but really a masterpiece .
it's a really great anime !!
you can go watch it at
http://www.animeseason.com/ ! filter it under romance , slice of life , tragedy , comedy .
& the part where asami confessed about her vindictive self , some parts reminded me of how i felt or was .. like , i wanted to hurt a person yet cant afford to lose the person .
contradicting yeah ?
GO WATCH IT !!! *hints sunthari the anime lover*
only the ending abit , ' GAAHHH ' .