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WHY !
Monday, December 7, 2009 / 11:06 PM

You know , there're times when you know that you're not suppose to do 'some things' but you really want to do it ?
And if you happen to do it , you'll just comfort yourself by some disgusting thoughts .
Example , you went into this shop and wanted to buy , perhaps a cute little bag and a pair of shades . Because you're tight on cash and wanting to save the few bucks you magically put the shades into your bag . You scanned around and went to the cashier with the bag and paid for the bag .
Naturally , you'll comfort yourself by thinking , "But you paid for it!" and desperately tries to forget about the shades till you're far from the shop .
By then , you'll "notice" your shades and think to yourself , "It's too late to go back to the shop !" and give yourself millions of excuse why not to go back there .
Or at other times , you have a sudden urge to smoke and your friend is smoking . You'll just go ahead and get some puffs from your friend .
Then you'll end up comforting yourself like "It's not like you took the whole pack" or something like that . Blaaahhhh !
Well , I suppose Im struggling with that , temptation !! HATES !
I admit , I've fall , a couple of times .
AND WHY !! WHY CANT I RESIST IT !
I cant blame it on the 'comforting thought' because no matter how 'comforting' they can be , I still feel guilty .
Why ? Because I know that's it IS already wrong ! I have sinned .
Like the "LOW CRIME DOESNT MEAN NO CRIME" thing .
Help me angels .