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“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

Loser . Friday, October 30, 2009 / 11:45 PM

I am a loser . So I need God .

Whatever , I need to have faith . Just when I felt my faith has no substance at all , I saw Joyce Meyer's tweet . "Trying to walk in faith without love is like a flashlight with no battery. (1 Corinthians 13)"
WOW , Joyer Meyer NEVER fails to blow me off .
She's so powerful ! Like just HIT me , just by reading it .

Today was certainly another the-earth-came-crashing-down-on-me moments .
I did had this thought at the back of my head , yet , I didnt want to believe it .
My greatest fear was losing the three best friends I had best memories with , I dare not face it . I just avoided bad thoughts and kept thinking positive , like hopes all .
The moment the news came to me , I felt a little nudge .
It didnt felt as bad , until the thought of losing my dearies tore me my heart apart viciously .
Seriously , many negative thoughts ran through my mind , as if I've already lost my friends .
The tormenting thoughts and worries were so hurtful I nearly teared but I held back .

Another side of me told me to trust in God .
And I know , I know that God has His plans that I really dunt know at all .

I charged out of school ! Anymore presence of warm friends could have killed me .
Tried to have a fun time w mum , but I ended up sleeping and then walking in circles alone while waiting for mum .
I listened to many of the two teenage/young adult females(venus?) talking .
Amazingly , many of them talked loudly about some tragic as if it was alright .
e.g - "My ex-boyfriend just died you know ?! I was like blahblah... We were together for 2 years and blahblah , his mother was like ....... etc .."
- "I found out my dad has a love affair ! Blahblah... The affair was like disgusting ? I saw her on Myspace . Blahblahblah... tell mum .... etc .."

I prophecy that I might be like them . (choychoy!) , I gotta feeling~ nia .
It's bimbo and similar to how we talk in school , talking a whole chunk of rubbish seriously .

I just ate and sleep .
That's what I'll do man ! Since I so nua .