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Loser . Friday, October 30, 2009 / 11:45 PM

I am a loser . So I need God .

Whatever , I need to have faith . Just when I felt my faith has no substance at all , I saw Joyce Meyer's tweet . "Trying to walk in faith without love is like a flashlight with no battery. (1 Corinthians 13)"
WOW , Joyer Meyer NEVER fails to blow me off .
She's so powerful ! Like just HIT me , just by reading it .

Today was certainly another the-earth-came-crashing-down-on-me moments .
I did had this thought at the back of my head , yet , I didnt want to believe it .
My greatest fear was losing the three best friends I had best memories with , I dare not face it . I just avoided bad thoughts and kept thinking positive , like hopes all .
The moment the news came to me , I felt a little nudge .
It didnt felt as bad , until the thought of losing my dearies tore me my heart apart viciously .
Seriously , many negative thoughts ran through my mind , as if I've already lost my friends .
The tormenting thoughts and worries were so hurtful I nearly teared but I held back .

Another side of me told me to trust in God .
And I know , I know that God has His plans that I really dunt know at all .

I charged out of school ! Anymore presence of warm friends could have killed me .
Tried to have a fun time w mum , but I ended up sleeping and then walking in circles alone while waiting for mum .
I listened to many of the two teenage/young adult females(venus?) talking .
Amazingly , many of them talked loudly about some tragic as if it was alright .
e.g - "My ex-boyfriend just died you know ?! I was like blahblah... We were together for 2 years and blahblah , his mother was like ....... etc .."
- "I found out my dad has a love affair ! Blahblah... The affair was like disgusting ? I saw her on Myspace . Blahblahblah... tell mum .... etc .."

I prophecy that I might be like them . (choychoy!) , I gotta feeling~ nia .
It's bimbo and similar to how we talk in school , talking a whole chunk of rubbish seriously .

I just ate and sleep .
That's what I'll do man ! Since I so nua .

Food Glorious Food ! Thursday, October 29, 2009 / 9:34 PM

Taken at Pasta de Waraku @ Central .

Yeap , it was a simple lunch/dinner w my parents !
Food brings us all together . Thank God for food .
I wonder what I'll do without FOOOD ! I mean , we literally cannot live without it right ?
Other than fasting a few days at max .
Good food brings my family together .
I find than my family cannot do anything else together other than dining out .
Especially eating in a restaurant . Although it cannot happen ALL the time unless I have a filthy rich dad , which sadly I dunt . (But I still love my dad)

PASTA PASTA !!

Seafood pasta w tomato base , just the way mum likes it .
Adding with a whole lot of tabasco !

This is an awfully random photo .
Got lower sec or primary school feeling ?
I HAVE ALIEN HEAD !!
Sorry , sidetrack tendencies .

This is a whole combo ! (MOST DELICIOUS !)
Takoyaki , deep-fried salmon w cheese , crispy sotongs , potato salad , cheese mochi , fried tofu cubes , grilled mushrooms !
I forgotten to take a picture of the desert that taste f-ing nice .

MINE !

Back to the point , I just LOVE food .
I think I suffer from one of the 7 deadly sins , GLUTTONY !
I am super fat , whatever I eat is fattening .

ION's takoyaki ! Mushroom and cheese crepe ! YAMI yogurt(wintermelon) ! OldChangKee's breaded sushi ! CHOCOLATES(daily) ! Rice ! Plain water ! Veggies ! Cheese waffles ! Butter and jam multigrain toast !
And I dunt quite like meat except for fish or beef slices .


CHEESECHOCOLATECHEESECHOCOLATECHEESECHOCOLATECHEESECHOCOLATE


Plans ! ♥ Tuesday, October 27, 2009 / 9:10 PM

Okay , my plans ! ♥

I am SOO going to chiong my CSO !
This friday hope PTM faster end then I chiong my CSO !
During my step ahead I also go chiong !
Then hopefully can quickly finish my hours .

Then after that I want to chiong work !
WORKWORKWORKWORKWORK !
Sakae Sushi WATCH OUT ! ZOE IS COMING ! ♥
My aim for the holidays is $800 , I dunt want waste my holidays away as well .
Then I want to get SO MANY THINGS !
Camera ! Tops ! Shorts ! Skinnies ! Leggings ! Geek specs ! Earrings ! AK ! Skin/facial products ! Eyeliner ! Manicure ! Pedicure ! Foot massage ! Facial ! Key ! Picks ! and SO MUCH MORE ♥♥♥
Not mentioning K , movies and other fun places !

Also I need to start with my health plan and exercise routines !
I am SOOO lazy nowadays and I am eating so unhealthily ! :(

Still got Meijuan coming sleepover , more vlogs , as well as the Truth or Dare .

CAN I MANAGE ? Times like these cannot pause one .


Talk about plans , God has BIG plans for me ! ♥
I can breeze through life itself .

Guess WHO ! Monday, October 26, 2009 / 11:27 PM

I have man-face .
I find other people's problem for no reason .
I am a hypocrite .
I love to act all big on facebook and no balls in reality .
I condone lesbian acts and love lesbian acts .
I love to pause .
I am from a kumpong .
I contradict everything I say .
I am very proud .

I breezed through 4 years of secondary education .

Who am I ? Pick one of the following..

  1. Ng Jun Long
  2. Rose In Desert
  3. Kenneth Koh Yang Kuang
  4. Jacqueline Catherine Rostan

Do tag your answers at my tagboard !


Sua sua ki . / 3:19 AM

Oh well , because I have a merciful Father .
I apologise to you JACARO .

Since I'm a retainee , I am too stupid to spell out your name .


But I still want to know what's the problem .

Genius . / 3:08 AM

I love intelligent people that come from kumpong ! ♥


Anyway , what's your problem ?

I was like WTH when you replied to my comment which was clearly not-meant-to-start-a-war ?
You wanted to find problem , leaving school and find that it'll be fun to create problem eh ? How sad and immature .
What's more , this thing is like between Michelle Lim and Meijuan , why do you have to be involve in this ?

Being so proud of yourself that you've been in 04 from sec1 to sec4 ? What is the point !
And everything you've done is just insulting and hurtful , what have I done to you seriously . Did I like accidentally ruin your life or something ?

Do you have some problem with me or something from the start ? Or maybe you just dunt like the way I display myself as a Christian ?
You shouldnt have act all nice to me at school . I thought you were fine , in fact , a friend . Like 'Hi' and 'Bye' sorts .
If you felt that I acted wrong , you could have just told me . I wudnt mind .

Lesbianism , catholic . Look who's talking .

Asking people to join Twitter and later blogging a whole post against it .
Hais..
All the best for your O's .
Hope to can get to America asap . ♥


Shipwreck Sunday, October 25, 2009 / 8:08 PM

I built a fortress
With a hundred thousand faces
I'll keep it safe
With a hundred thousand more
But these masks are wearing thin
As You draw me in

I spent my time
On the empty and the fleeting
I spent my life
On much less than I'd dreamed
But I'm reaching out to you
To make me new'

Cause I am just a beggar here at Your door
I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore
I come empty handed
Ready to see
Your life in me changing who I've been
To who I need to be

You tell me my story
As You sift between the pages
I feel redemption
In the space between each turn

Could You take me in Your arms
And tell it just once more
Could You take me in Your arms
And tell it just once more

Twinkle Night . Saturday, October 24, 2009 / 11:44 PM

Every night , shadows creep arounds me . Hissing , whispering , dragging their feets , gliding , playing with their toys .
I am scare .

Remember I said I'd ask my mum to accompany me every night ?
And recently these things came back again !

I remember I went to squeeze DOMO's hand until reallyreally tight . Then I asked her to hug me !!! :x !!
Then finally I asked her to pray with me . ♥
And ask her hug me to sleep .


I miss DOMOKUN .
I view the photos and I guess the one with the biggest memories and feelings was the first time she stayed over .
I miss DOMOKUN .
Such dramatic feelings happens once , in every friendship I suppose . Aaaww....
I miss DOMOKUN .
Let's begin to shine for God ?
I love DOMOKUN ; sisters in Christ . ♥

I want to love God more . / 9:32 PM

Oh God , how awesome is Your Name !
Great and infinite !
How wonderful and beautiful is Your awesome presence .
Oh God , teach me and use me .
Guide me in my ways , I surrender myself to You .
Great and mighty God , you're worthy of my praise for all of eternity .
Hallelujah .


Today is an awesome day .
Finally , I was able to bring Michelle mei to church .
I love her , I reallyreallyreally love her .
Seeing her respond to alter call was so joyful , it made me forget sadness .
But I'm really sorry to her at times .

I think that I dunt feel well .

Despite being how exhausted , trust God and love God with all of my heart , all of my soul , all of my mind , all of my body and all of ME .
I have not much to offer to God , but I guess the best I can offer is my life .
Let me be broken before God .
I know I am weak and unworthy , still , Jesus had died for me .
Merciful God , full of grace .
How awesome is Your Name .

My soul longs for more of you .
This period of time , more than ever I need to fix my eyes upon Jesus .


It's all by Your Grace Oh God . Magnificent .

Visa much ? / 12:33 AM


Jokers lah !! Sooo gonna do my vlog with them man ! :D

Bounce back ! Friday, October 23, 2009 / 9:03 PM

Behind the masks .


Although I've been gone for a day and I think barely anyone noticed except for my good friends !
But I'm still glad I'm feeling better .


It all started .

Tuesday , I went to meet up with DOMOKUN , Cheryl and Yanling ! Meijuan came afterwards . That day itself , I wasnt feeling really well .
Still , finding jobs and all was not that bad . Pray hard is all I can do I guess .
The night , I felt really scare all of a sudden .

This fear that engulfed me wasnt new , as a matter of fact , it was familiar .
I used to have this fear all the time when I was younger , all the way till I was about 14 .
Every night , I feared greatly .
I cant sleep properly , I dare not sleep alone , I would cry nearly every night .
That actually went on for years and years .
I'd wake my mum up to accompany me , and of cuz she'll get really mad for waking her all .
Never free from this fear until I stayed in CHC ! :D


Wednesday , morning was disgusting and I still felt weak .
DOMO and I thought that we could escape Chua if we went in later but instead we've gotten TRIPLE KILL ! ;O
Chua , Wong and Schooldog due to haircheck .
That wasnt bad , my parents imediately got the wrong idea and became sad .
Then my results were dreadfully disappointing , and the worst blow was my english .
I think I've never felt worst at that moment(although there were worser times) .
Resist but finally teared a little .
Got better in awhile but had to face detention .
Then this time Chua made things difficult for us , and I got niam-ed by him .
DOMO , Cheryl and Yanling came my house for buffet .
After eating they went home and I waited for the officer to come .
Parents came home and in awhile my PO came .
Everything was awkard because we need to present ourselves well..
Talked to results , I was like 'Fail' .
PO left and my parents were buzzing for idk how long , I didnt even spoke a word .
I was sitting there , just me and their rants in the living room w/o the tv or sorts .

I slept earlier that day because I was really too weak to carry on .
That moment I felt that I didnt want to live .
Due to all the sad misunderstandings , and all the wrong smses at all the wrong times .

Had a nightmare .
A few scenes of everyday life with buddies like Cheryl , Yanling and DOMO . I was looking at them through a broken mirror and everything was spinning and spinning and I couldnt take it in my dreams that I kept screaming and screaming whereas in reality I was whinning until my mum woke up and touched me and I was having really high fever .


Thursday , I was too weak to wake up despite really wanting to wake up .
I was in a very terrible state , I felt sad and weak .
But I also rmb-ed 2 super random pple , Maykuan and JiaJun .
Anw , mum came home as she had throat infection and thought that she was gonna be sick soon .
Then bought me to polyclinic that SUCKED !
I still had to walk and wait so looooonnnggggggg , I was dying already please .
Doctor said that my fever is most likely caused by stress , how true .
However , I got better by evening where DOMO , Yanling and Cheryl cheered me on .
I WAS SO TOUCHED BY THEIR CARE AND CONCERNS FOR ME !!
They helped me recover faster than human , praise God !

Because of them , I slept so well . I felt happy .
Yes , I sure did . Sweet dreams .

Today is friday and I am feeling so much better .
There's still a small factor of sadness but what is this small pisai !
I went for a swim , 20laps and felt great .



God is GREAT and let Him increase and me decrease .

Screams ! Wednesday, October 21, 2009 / 6:08 PM

Sometimes I'm just mad .
What is wrong with me recently .
I think I really have mental problem lah , I shud like go medications or something .
Sometimes I am scare of people or just nothing .
I have a phobia of many things around me .
GOD SAVE ME .
Why do I fear so much recently ?
Why do I cry so easily recently ?
I reallyreallyreally want to scream .
I feel so weak , in every ways , physically , mentally , emotionally , spiritually .
Please dunt say me , please .

Despite all these things that are happening , God is GREAT ! Amen .
I know that my Daddy God is ALWAYS with me .
ALWAYS , Jehovah Shammah !
I dunt need to fear .
Jesus had shed His Blood for me on Calvary , that I may not only receive salvation but also protection .
That I can proclaim His promises for our God , Yahweh , IS a covenant-keeping God !

Also , I am sorry for those that have to take my bad attitude and behaviour .

Happenings . Tuesday, October 20, 2009 / 10:30 PM

DOMOKUN is at my house . Doing facial .
Im having my mask on now !

Today I didnt even buy anything on my to-buy list .

Im tired .

Kissasters ! / 12:49 AM


It's just freaking funny !!!!
I LAUGHED OBSCENELY ! Especially at the rape kiss .
Anyway , I DO agree with them .

"Alot of guys feel like it's passionate to eat your face. "

Co-Vlog and things to do tomorrow ! Monday, October 19, 2009 / 11:48 PM

As most of you may know , I'm recently very interested in video shooting .
My vlogs and all . ♥
I want to be famous ! Like a dream I had from the moment I was born !
Rich and famous~ There're bad points , but , I WANT !! :(

Anyway , I'll be doing a co-vlog with Junyang soon ! ♥
It's gonna be a challenge .
Perhaps eating gross food ? Doing stupid stunts ?


Important things to get !
Things to do tomorrow !

Then wednesday school . Eeew .


Typical Sunday ! / 12:17 PM

Most of you will know that my typical sunday would be brunch w my family and then I'll head over to Ernest's house for cell group meeting with my brother !
Sunday is always fruitful , yeah ? :D , Sabbath , hmmm....

Alright , the following would be a vlog about what will usually happen after cell group meeting ! ♥




Yeap , that's about it !
Noticed I keep saying 'yah' . I didnt notice a lot of things w Im taking the video lah !

Hahahaas , and I reached home by 9pm .

Good old times ! Sunday, October 18, 2009 / 9:42 PM


Actually , this video is quite long ago...
Who cares , good times man !

Tweet Tweet . / 12:41 AM




Wahahaa !
HIPHIPHOORAY for CoolColours cosmetic lenses !
It made my eyes look bigger and shinnier !

Out of FreshKon , MaxiEyes and CoolColours .. I liked MaxiEyes the most !
Cuz Sun is the mascot(?idk what it's called) !
Ehh , not exactly but partially . So far it's this most comfortable one .
CoolColours is the most not comfortable one but the one with the best at beautifying your eyes ?
FreshKon's comfort level and cosmetic level is somewhat between . Yeah..
I havent tried the Geo ones .


I kept tweeting today ! , like before/after service , in the car , dinner-ing , AT HOME all .
Tweet Tweet , till now I still cant get my Mobjet thing started . (ROARS)


She's like a puzzle piece in my life , without her , it's incomplete !
Sirius Lee .

♥♥♥
My dad is damn shuai right ?
Jealous anot !

Just finished watching 吓死你 at Chinese Star Movies (Channel 62) with dad ! ♥
I love old HongKong movies , just like my brother and dad .
But my brother doesnt watch horror , :( !
I was snacking on cream crackers while watching , and before I even finish eating 1 piece I was repulsed by it .
After some time my dad started eating crackers and when he was chewing on the crackers , it showed the scene of a ghost eating up a girl's heart and the girl scream all .
I laughed like shit man !! If I was the one eating , I'd serious puke .


Actually dad is nagging me to bathe , but I want edit this photo .
Edit until like this .
Chantik lah dey ! Mad loves one .

Ohmygoth ,

Reporting & guitar class on monday .
Going out w DOMO & Da'Ling on tues & DOMO's sleeping over again !
Then wed is school alr and might be finding my GANS .

I want to do Aspirin Mask !
Did you know that aspirin contains salicylic acid aka BHA and BHA is VERY zai one can (found in many expensive facial products) .
FYI , aspirin is machiam one of the main ingredient for most of the expensive acne products and best of all is we can get this at our local drug store and it only cost a few bucks ! :D
ANYONE WITH ME ? ME ? Me ? me ? .. ?



Aspirin Mask 9pm reach home go do also can , in fact better .
I heard doing mask at night is better .

CafeWorld ! ♥ Saturday, October 17, 2009 / 12:32 PM

I am playing CafeWorld now ! And I just finished mopping my room ! HIPHIPHOORAY . ♥

CafeWorld is FUN , it's similar to Restaurant City but you dunt need ingredients and you visit can neighbours to try out their dish to earn money and cafe points .
But in CafeWorld , you cannot put a chair of something to stop the customers from coming in !
I tried it , then ALL the customers just go and walked through the chair . GL ANOT !
Then all food all in the process of cooking and I no food to serve them and MY RATING DROP !! :\
Thankfully , I found another trick , that it to REMOVE THE DOOR ! ♥
There're ALOT of glitches in this game can , sometimes I see already jitao lmaos liao .

Anyhow , one of the best tricks that I've found is that when you trap your own waiter , the food will automatically be served to the customer ! ♥
Saving time and buzz points if the customer dunt gets served .
And dunt worry , the food will also automatically be cleared ! Thus , saving buzz points as well !
This is due to the glitches in this game ! I ♥ GLITCHES !

AND THERE'S SOME HALLOWEEN SPECIALS NOW !


Go play leis , because 9pm reach home still can play until whatever time you want !

The atmosphere . Friday, October 16, 2009 / 9:47 PM

Today , I had my last paper . ART .
I stayed up yesterday to get my preparatory work done but I was only able to complete 4 boards .
There were no colour schemes done ! I was lacking of development , research and exploration !
But I was quite proud of my thumbnails .

I was extremely tired today !
Like semi-awake while drawing , good thing it's art , not much brains needed .
Due to my insufficient preparatory work , I actually did my final piece totally not according to what I thought of at the start .
BUT , it turned out better !! Praise God . ♥
At the last minute I just lump everything into one final piece work , but still , I took quite some time and had to rush through colouring ! AND I DIDNT HAVE PROPER TONING .

All of us were super-duper shagged . Like , those walk a few more steps will die all .

Went to eat at mac w Da'Ling and Swift after exams ! Although it's 11plus , there was still mac breakfast !!
HIPHIPHOORAY ! Hashbrown , iced Milo , McMuffin w syrup . (SO UNHEALTHY)
I seriously need to do something about this eating issue !!
Exams are over so now need to concentrate on health again , WHO WANTS TO GO SWIMMING !

Anyway , I got my energy back for awhile after such a fattening breakfast .

Reached home , on computer and tweet until I fell asleep !
Like serious , I just went to Twitter and .. ZzzZZZzzz !
CUTE ANOT ! ♥
Like , I totally dunt know what happen then I just fell asleep .

My brother and his friends were so noisy that they woke me up at a very bad timing , when my body is resting or something ?
Aiyah , it just triggered me to become super agitated .
Then headache all , so , ended up didnt went out w The Stars . SORRY !
But I met them for dinner ! :D

There were Archuleta , Seaweed , DJ , Joe Jonas , Swift , Beyonce , Gaga and Reehana !
ALL EAT CHINATOWN'S $15 STEAMBOAT !
Then I eat until super-duper full , they all super joker can !
They made me laughed till I wanted to pee , my legs became jelly and MY MOUTH COULD NOT CLOSE ! <- Saliva ♥♥
IS THAT RABUK LAH ! Da'Ling and Gaga . MAD LOVES ONE . ♥

Then 9pm reach home .

I'll stand Thursday, October 15, 2009 / 8:51 AM

I'll stand with arms high and heart abandon .

For the past few days , I've absolutely become a complete loser .
Blames it on myself , I need to be free from myself !

C'mon Zoe ! Just left physic and art !


God has shown himself faithful to me . I have a Faithful Father !
But yet , I tend to ignore him for the STUPID WORLD !!!! :(
Yesterday was stupid , for me , not the rest .
He even showed me Galatians 4:9 , totally convict me .
BUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME !
Like why am I SOOOOOOO weak ? Hais .

The sad thing about blogging is that I cant fully blog out everything !


Alright , I have my paper in 1hrs time... AND IM STILL HERE BLOGGING .

Everything is never as it seems . Wednesday, October 14, 2009 / 9:03 PM

Mine .

I've got what I wanted , but I just dunt seem as happy .
The reason must be obvious , I'm lacking out on God .
Hais , I've just been SOO MOODY !
I flunked my exams , which is to me , a major sadness .
The reason is solely cause I'll dissappoint my parents .
I personally dunt really care about results , other than knowing that it's important to use it to glorify God .




Yanling Da'Ling , I miss her .
Like seriously , I want to sit beside in class , then joking around THE WHOLE DAY .


Aint about how ....
This girl somehow keeps me motivated , at times .
She's like a constant reminder .

Isnt he cute !! :*

Anyway , today just sucked .

It sucked so badly that I went back to nua-ing w old friends .
But meeting up w them wasnt so bad .
Today ate lunch w Beyonce , Reehana and Gaga .
Then was only Pohmeng , Tony and me .
I dunt need say much , the pictures will show .

Free pool ! :D

Seductive bo ? You tell me !


They did this today .

Previously on monday.....


Mum and Dad and me .

Taken with mummy on monday !
My guitar is SO ironic .

Being sat ki . Tuesday, October 13, 2009 / 10:57 PM


*writes* ..... *thinks and thinks* , *writes* !
The chemistry paper was 1h15min , it was awesome .

It started , my brain was malfunctioning . However , it picked up it's pace in about 10mins time ?
I circled the MCQs , *circles & circles* .
(SHIT , idk this) .. *close eyes* , *pray awhile* , *deep breath*......
*POINTS* , ohwell , I circled what I've pointed to .
This procedure went on for quite a few questions , let faith .

Moving on to Section B .
*thinks & writes* , and I arrived at a somethingtodowithperiodictable question .
*flips here* ..... *flips there* ...... *IRRITATED* , *tears out the periodic table* , and now , referring to the periodic table with more comfort .
And I continued , somewhat struggling , with the rest of the questions .
... ... ... ... ...
DONE !
*looks around*
(WOOOTS , I've completed and there's like so many other people doing !)

I looked at the clock , it was 11.07am . I scanned my surroundings .
Indeed , I have completed my papers earlier than I expected .
Boy was I proud of myself ! :D (Sat ki liao)

*friggits*
*looks around*
*flip my papers*
*head on the paper*

*wakes up*
I tilt my head up and saw the clock , it was 11.24am .
As I figure that they are about to collect the papers , I tidied my table .

*stuns* --- A FOOLSCAP .

*brain proccessing* , (OMG !!!!!)
*grabs the periodic table and turned it around*

That was it . THAT WAS IT ! *panicks* , the entire Section C .
*grabs my pen and write*

.......

"TIME UP ! Combined chem students please stop writing ."

I felt ... P W N E D !
Like , a mole of *PWNED* came crashing on me .


Moral : Next time dunt so sat ki , finish liao must double-check , like me yayapapaya now like that lor ! Kolianah .

Humanity . / 4:23 PM


One of those things Im gonna do is this , to go to LDC to help them .
I'd rather starve myself until underweight to help them .
I'd give 70% of my savings to help .
I'd take them in as my kids/siblings .

I WANT TO DO SOMETHING OTHER THAN SITTING DOWN HERE FEELING SAD FOR THEM .

I nearly cried when I saw this . (Meijuan was around , so yah , step-tough)

My heart totally sank when I saw these kids .
I'm sad , I'm affected .

Then I dunt understand why , just WHY , we're not able to reach out to them as much as we're capable of doing .
Like , so ashamed of myself .
Being someone that actually waste food at times , complaining that I dunt have enough $$ for the things I want , thinking that sometimes life's too tough all ..
WHAT IS THIS . WHAT IS THIS .

What can we do now ? Give , Pray .
Pray for them okay ? (:

Stupidity ! Monday, October 12, 2009 / 12:34 AM

How stupid can I get , the devil's trying to take me down .
Obvious .

I am is a very unstable mood now .
I cant do anything right !
I am gaining weight and looking lagi tak glam !

What is wrong with me .

I want to cry . I already did .

Help me , seriously .
I do not want to struggle on like this especially during exams .
My papers are in a few moments time , I havent started studying .

Why am I like this .
It's all my fault .

SistersAK ! Saturday, October 10, 2009 / 10:25 PM

I am SOOO wanting to get my sisters love tattoo done !

Change of street name ! / 10:07 AM


I have a lot of nicknames .
Ohwell , I feel like changing my nickname into ♥ÐeeDee™ !
Like you know those ahlians always got all these funny nicks ? Xiiao(insertyourself) or Ahh(insertyourself) all .
Then I follow , lmaoslmaoslmaos .
Today quite sebai so I change to this name .

HAPPY MOOD ! ♥ Friday, October 9, 2009 / 7:34 PM

I'm in quite a happy mood today ! :D
All glory to God amen ?
I guessed Joyce Meyer's everyday sermons are really empowering !
http://www.joycemeyer.org/ - GO WATCH !
Is like really set me going and moving on , dunt give up and sorts !
The joy of the Lord is my strength !

School was awesome , I mean , I did bother to go pay attention and catch up with whatever work that is needed .
Like just try my best during lessons .
Lunching w The Stars aka Lahvin , Swift , GAGA , Reehana !
Abit siaosiao and xl but AT HOME LIAO . Se-bai .
Remedial was quite fruitful , I was absolutely learning .
Lmaos ?

Reehana and I were laughing madly from school until Queenstown CC the bus stop until 855 come until reach home .
I REALLY LAUGHED AND LAUGHED ! Like LMAOS ! ♥
Over what ?

YL: Ehh , recently I keep carving for fried food . (she said carved and not craved)
Z: ME ALSO !!! (Dramatic reaction)
YL+Z : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!! (Walking to bus stop)
YL : I last time dunt always drink vitagen now I one day drink 2 !!!
Z: I ALSO LAH !!!!!!!!
(Laughs hysterically , serious)
(Then talked a lot of nonsense like carved for vitagen until die all and kept saying DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE in the bus) <- machiam CURSE THE WHOLE BUS !
YL: Eh , you know I suddenly very interested in T-shirts .
Z: I ALSOO !!!!! OMGOMGOMG !!! HAHAHAHAHA !!!
YL: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!
YL+Z: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!
YL: I LIKE THOSE SIMPLE PRINTS ONE !
Z: I JUST BOUGHT TWO TEES !!!!!!!! OMGGG HAHAHAHAHAHA !
(LAUGHED AND LAUGHED like no tomorrow)
Z: I bought simple prints and also bought shorts !
YL: I like folded ones !
Z: YES YES YES YES YES YES YES !!! I GOT 4 OF THOSE SHORTS !!!!!
(Then keeps laughing?)
*Actually I think I heard someone told us to diam but mian huanlo one , SINGAPORE MY HOMELAND .
I smiled until I reach home.. STILL SMILING .

LMAOLMAOLMAO .

The thing is , it's not all that funny(like when u read it) . It was only dramatic ..
IDK WHY ! WHY WE JUST KEEP LAUGHING ?!
Maybe cuz exams coming ..

Rehana and I alr stated out our pre-exam symthoms . LMAO !


My hands and legs are bruised !
I cant walk properly all , thanks to Oswin . ;*
FIGHTERS ! ♥♥♥♥♥

I ALSO WANT THANKS TO DAVID ARCHULETA AND BEYONCE !

♥All glory and honour to God , who strengthens me .

AFTER EXAMS ! Thursday, October 8, 2009 / 7:32 PM

I AM SOOOO LONGING FOR AFTER EXAMS PERIOD .

Alright Perry , you've threw your tantrums and now it's time to move on . Just one week of exams nia , suasua ki . DO was 2months lagi jialat right ? So what is this .
Qincai study then smoke through lah , mian huanlo the rest just do your best .
You have Daddy God that is ALWAYS with you .

I admit I was a major turn-off yesterday . Like lmaolmao .

Anyway , here are some things to do after exams !

I love God , my family and friends .


Happynings Wednesday, October 7, 2009 / 7:29 PM

Just some recent happenings .


Dunt you think my meimei is super kawaii ? :D



My ahlian nuer .
AHLIAN !!


THAT IS HER ANGKONG ! (Jitao BOMBZ)


Today went to find my meimei cuz I just feel like it .
I still keep loving and missing her ! ♥



She's sucha devil .
Look like cat hor she ?



I like this photo !! :D
I like YUWEN aka DOMOKUN .
I think that we've a really special relationship man !

YOU WANT BUY MY PRODUCTS ?

Like to ZOOM IN one !
My cousin stick out his tongue when he saw this photo !
How jealous , we're the same blood family and he has a super long tongue !


Totally camwhored with DOMOKUN during chinese period !
P.S , teacher didnt come .
I still want to do so many things with DOMO !
Like after exams come my house do facial all ..............
I know some of you must be thinking DOMO die liao , I cfm rape her etc .
(erm MAYBE ?)



Wanyi came my house ytd to study with me !
So sweet right ?
I love my veryveryvery BEST FRIEND ! ♥
But I wasnt very productive ytd , look at my face , it just gets stresser .

Before Wanyi came my house I went to meet meimei awhile !
I LOVE MY SISTER ! ♥




Camwhoring in the car !



Went to meet them just now .
It's been so long man , since I lepak with them .
TATTOOS TATTOOS ! ♥


Like just fool around ?

Where am I .
Where do I belong .


I have totally no interest to blog about school for it was just shitty .
Yeah , I havent done these immature things for a long time already .
Why does these things happen when exams comes around ?
HATES LAH , NOISY LIFE .
MACHIAM DESTINED TO FAIL !
Nothing goes well .
I want quickly exam over .
GOD HELP ME PLEASE !!!!!!!


Sisters .
My cousin is currently irritating me in an extremely cute yet freaking annoying way .
I was talking to Meijuan mummy on msn , she told me to get endorphines by eating chocolates .
I mean , I've been munching chocolates since I came out of SGH until now , then recently still makan chocolate machiam never eat before !
I now no mood eat chocolate despite being a sugarteeth .
Then she tell me go find sex , where to find sia ! I no boyfriend <- I want girlfriend leis ! (SAD)
DUNT TELL ME DIY , I totally have no mood for that as well .
Even though it's a fact that orgasm gives out endorphines .

FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH .