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I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
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“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

feeling baddd , ): ! Sunday, March 8, 2009 / 12:51 AM

I am a Child Of God . ♥

haish !

im feeling so guilty ! ): , *cries*

like , why i cant discipline myself to do the more important things .

for example , study , quiet time , even fasting or worse , resisting temptations .

everytime when im at school , everyone sees me as that cheerful zoe with that perverted smile .

yes , people laughs ard me & i seriously enjoy making people laugh , seeing me make others smile makes me 10x happier .

when i get too obsess with friends , i tend to get carried away to do whad i desire , that is whad's of my comfort zone .

i tend to wanna be with them , make all of them happy , be part of them , & soon , due to my deep desire of socialising , i get diverted to the world , the world that is of a not so correct , holy/biblical/righteous or (insert good words) path .

due to this , it's very often i sprout vulgarities in school , as , im so called 'living up to my name' ? which is TOTALLY wrong !

&& after every vulgar word i feel so 'sour' . WHY !!!

then , my worldly desires like anime , yummy food , social needs & so on , i resulted in breaking fast , spending nearly all of my free time hanging out with friends & watching anime .

it's not that hanging out with friends or watching anime is wrong , but , for me is , im over doing it ! i wanted to do all that so much , i missed out on studying important knowledge , & most importantly , my precious time with God .

haish ,

guiltyguiltyguilty , ZOECHOO needs to be disciplined . thus ,

PRIORITY !

Have time management , to keep track of time , schedule my routines .
Make a point to pray & study & exercise for a certain amount of times everyday .
Fast once a week , 12hours ! Try Harder !
Reminder of Bible verses around me to grow into a better person .
Wake up early to seek God at the start of the day !

so , i'll try my best , hopefully , i'll fulfil this .
friends , do remind me . :D

LOVES !!!!! ♥