Hello . I'm ZoePerryDa'LoveChooDeeDeeShuyi ! :D
I ♥ God . I ♥ my family . I ♥ my friends . I ♥ TDH guys . I ♥ eating . I ♥ tweeting . I ♥ freebies . I ♥ fun . I ♥ talking . I ♥ laughing . I ♥ attention . I ♥ compliments . I ♥ uniqueness . I ♥ helping others . I ♥ being pampered .
I am who I am . I am a child of God but that doesn't make me perfect .
I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)
it's christmas .
Thursday, December 25, 2008 / 8:41 PM
hey peeps , it's christmas & nothing is whad i ever dreamt of . this year , i have totally no christmas mood . only when i ton & played mahjong & daidi for 7hrs straight & then continued after breakfast . the expo service was okay . i got nothing to say , i was glad to see michelle but i cant get rid of this anger i have deep inside me . this irritating hatred , anger & disgust . no matter trying how hard to forgive , how much negative emotions subsided , that horrid feeling is still there . the opposite of love is darkness , darkness that overwhelms me when i saw him . hmmm , i wonder how i turned it ard . yes , it's a choice to hate a person , but how can i get rid of hatred when its already so deeply craved in me ? WHAT HAVE I DONE . nevertheless , it's never too late ! i'll always try ~
anyway , today .. my brother just kept on whining the entire day until he fell asleep . today .... is pohmeng & me the 1month , yet he's in jail . haish . this is the worst christmas i ever had .
BUT ZOE CANNOT LOOK IT THIS WAY ! THIS IS MY 15th YEAR OLD CHRISTMAS , ONE WITH NEW & AMAZING EXPERIENCES ! :DD
Jesus reigns ! Fill my world with love ~
miss badly .
Monday, December 22, 2008 / 2:16 AM
today was quite a fun day . woke up , rush to cell grp , i was filled completely with happyness . after cell grp went to shiqian hse for christmas party . we decided to present some songs for her family , hmmmm , i destroyed the song !!! i shud not have held the mikaphone , shit me . -.- after dat oswin wan eat something cuz he hungry , -.- . we shared fries & treat each of them as w406 members ~
kk , i quite lazy to blog . blahblahblah , remember , God loves you , Jesus loves you and I love you ! :D
photos ! :D
Sunday, December 21, 2008 / 2:57 AM
it was an awesome candlelight service !
last day with him ~ T^T
ally , lurbezxc !! :DD
overdue ~
overdue as well , we dun look like ourselves ~
random ! this was kkms !
^^
Friday, December 19, 2008 / 11:54 PM
A dying boy's wish ...
i personally think that this boy was a miracle , a hero from God . whad this young boy was able to tot really touched me alot . he'll be in heaven with Jesus . (:
HOW ?
/ 6:23 PM
today pohmeng laogong told me call him cuz he got impt thing tell me , :\ . thus , i called him the moment i saw the msg when i returned home from popo's hse . well , turns out he will be going jail on monday , T^T . cuz of his bad temper , he somehow diu diao with his camp commander or something , -.- ... well , i kinda understand how he feels as i have similar cases in skool like the tcher come like want purposely find my problems then i taboleh tahan go kpkb with the tcher & sorts and i know as well i must lun or else blahblahblah ....... same as dar , he 1 more month ORD leis !! yet he choose this , i can only pray & fast for him , O dear God please change his heart .
today minyee twinny also called me , :\ . she came out to smoke & as she was alone she took this chance to call me . she told me her problems in life in summary , her mum like chased her out of the house & sort . she was really sad , she needed someone to talk to . she went drinking , smoking & recently she go try pg , take yt , blahblah .... i also understand how she's feeling !!! ; her life is pretty much messed up , & she turned to all these to ease herself , & she also wanted attention , as in a way , like ...... i know she wants to change but she needs help with this . she was a christain once , i believe God will pull her back on the right path once more . please Heavenly Father , let her not suffer anymore , give her Your love again .
i also hope for maykuan , yanling & michelle meii to accept Your gift of salvation Lord , the eyes of their hearts are still clouded , they're still lost in life , unknowingly . & i also hope for meijuan to come back to You again Lord .
Heavenly Father tell me what to do . Amen .
hmmmmm ....
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 / 6:45 AM
well ,
monday woke up at damn late in the afternoon then went out with dar , xD . hmmmm , we went to near queensway there the hawker to eat , met his mum , o_o . we ordered alot of food , eat until exploded ! :O got cheechongfun , porridge , orh jiam , stingray , fried rice .. sat with uncle & aunty from dat place & they were all smoking & drinking ..... -.- ooo , & i punished dar badly for pg , xD .
tuesdayi rotted badly at home , PLAYING MAPLE & AUDI ! ZOMGOMGOMG !!!! literally rot badly manzxcbzxczxcb !! aniwae my mum was sick so staying at home was best , :D .
today still rotted , guess whad , I TON AT HOME AGAIN & AGAIN !! ZOMGOMGOMG !!! hmmmm , chatted with laogong then enyun on the phone ~ then my brother & i got nothing better to do so we washed the dishes , packed the entire house , ate instant noodle & porridge , watched mtv kopi , :o !
& I want to thank God for His strength , for Him to give me a chance to breakthough & be a strong girl to do great things for Him , (: !
peeps it's a choice to live your lives happily or not , ^^ .
limbu si xiiaoCHINA .
Sunday, December 14, 2008 / 1:17 AM
heyy myhe babiiezxc ! 2dhae nin la0bu wu NEW NICK , iish , xiiaoCHINA , (: . 2dhae iie went tuhh CHC wiib xiiaoINDIA , liimpehh's bra-dher & breastfwenbb ! iie habb ae w0ndafull tyme 2dhae manzxcbzbxcbzxcb ! xiiaoINDIA ehh saii ki church = liimpehh siibeii tokk kongg okkae !! dhe church & prayer meeting endds liiaozxc wahh nang ki jiak f00dd courtt ! knn wu lanqq pangsehh liimpehh siiol ! haiiyahh bueyy si gey ! dhen jiak bah liaozxc liimpehh ki sh0ppiinqq wiib xiiaoINDIA & bra-dher taqq al0nqq ~ dhen bra-dher ki arcade pahh basketball nnd xiiaoINDIA & miie g0 pahh smlj thiinqq larhhzxc ! habb fun iin HAPPY TOILET , dhen pia mrt deng chu ! buhhbuaiix , mwuachh peepozxcbbzxc ! xiiaoCHINA signinqq0ff , xoxo .
- ps if this post is insulting , annoying , blahblahblah , it was all for fun , peace , love & joy , xD .
weirdweirdweird
Saturday, December 13, 2008 / 1:19 AM
im feeling all weird , & im getting fatter , ass .... ;
hmmm , todae i slept alot , meet dar , then mich meii , then home .
I can only blame myself for stupidity , blame myself only . O God , please forgive me , me & my disgusting acts , my sins for I know You're my Redeemer .
pictures ~
Monday, December 8, 2008 / 4:52 PM
monkey weiren & monkey yaozhong ~
this is less than half of whad we ordered ..... :o
wanyi destroy this photo larh ! ;\
they are my dear sotong buddies !
jingyuan & sunthari look good here !
this was the only photo i got with my brother .
EAT EAT EAT !
/ 4:18 AM
sunday was quite a leisure day .
wake up eat yongtaufoo ! :D then chiong for cell grp with my brother & then cell grp was great ! then after cell grp we went to eat at CHOMCHOM (?) .. then weiren & the rest mixed up the place with the steamboat place CHOMPAK (?) .. :x & the place we ate was beside the RK eating house ! we were all very tempted to go order pork dere ..
hmmm , we ordered ALOT ALOT ALOT of food , alot as in serious ALOT !!!! we all tummy exploded sia ~
but we all had a fun time , most of the food can be finished thanks to isaiah & qiming ! :o *jealous* they so skinny !!! ;
after dat walked & play at 1 fitness park . we all became like little kids , playing & climbing ard & laughing & telling jokes & blahblah ~
after dat we went home , however , our bus overshot by 7 stops ! thus we quickquick alight , then , praise God ! 855 just came ~ like , WOW , no need walk to find bus stop to take bus back to AMK station then take mrt to city hall to change train then take to tiong the take bus home ! it was a straight bus home manzxcbzxc !! :D , also thank God i ren lu .
then went home !
pictures will be on next post ~
Amazing Facts !
Thursday, December 4, 2008 / 3:18 AM
Did you know that most famous people had the habit of daydreaming? people like Thomas Edison , Bill Gates , Steven Spielberg ... blahblah ..... { zoe's gonna be a famous person someday ! }
"The true sign of intelligence is not knowledge, but imagination" - Albert Einstein i feel happyness , well , Our God is a creative God , & we're all creative people ! :D
INSOMIA ! people that refuse to sleep will DIE !!!!! okay , i exaggerate but u'll get really bad side-effects if u dun sleep like UNREASONABLE WEIGHT GAIN !! <- i emo . TURN UGLY !!!! <- i emo-ing . why will turn ugly cuz u will age & ure body wun heal ; no cell regeneration . ): && u fall ill easily , get diabetes & also DEPRESSION !!! :o
Did you know the longest english word is praetertranssubstantiationalistically and is has 37 letters !
Still got , when u cut ure brain u'll have no feeling ! :x oyster can change sex ! pyramids were bright white not yellow ! christmas & easter are not in the Bible ! Elijah did not cheat death by riding a chariot to heaven ! :o jack neo's coming up movie next year is gonna be about marriage & gays ! faithful christains dun worry about $$ problems ! zoe suddenly wanted to blog all these ! :D
AND , it is true when you want to find answer for life-troubling question you & find it when you read the bible or seek God in a prayer . TRUE OKAY ! zoe loves everyone !
lalalaas ~ updating only ~
Monday, December 1, 2008 / 1:01 AM
laughs ,
kay , daiji settled lurh . :x erm.... ps to my all my meii arh !
anyway , got new gan nuer , seika ~ , xD . my nuer , dun worry or whad larh , we both okay lurh . ^^
hmmm , shud i go work anot ?
todae nbr meet laogong cuz sick .. T^T RAWR !!
i miss pohmeng , jeanne , maykuan , michelle meii , :\ .
ps , this is a short post , recently i very lazy to blog , :\ .