Hello . I'm ZoePerryDa'LoveChooDeeDeeShuyi ! :D
I ♥ God . I ♥ my family . I ♥ my friends . I ♥ TDH guys . I ♥ eating . I ♥ tweeting . I ♥ freebies . I ♥ fun . I ♥ talking . I ♥ laughing . I ♥ attention . I ♥ compliments . I ♥ uniqueness . I ♥ helping others . I ♥ being pampered .
I am who I am . I am a child of God but that doesn't make me perfect .
I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)
this year has been an exciting year for me . throughout the whole year , i learnt alot of things .
in fact i been thru the most this year throughout my life !
from starting of this year ; disastrous !
& now it's coming to an end of the year , i felt this funny thing in me .. as if i wanted to cry .
i remember i started this year like rubbish , i was NEVER happy . alwaes moody , a dark cloud above my head . i was like a suicider , i had alot of negative toughts , i literally messed up my entire life . i did alotalot of incredibly stupid things . everidae was painful for me .
then things took its turn after the june holidaes ,
i started to look at things positively ! now im a much happier person .
God did change me , ^^ .
this class was part of my everidae life , man ..
i sure gonna miss every single 1 of them ! seriously ~
HARLOW BLOG !!! it's been a long time my dear blogger ~
recently i have been seriously addicted to anime ! i get overly emotional with anything that has got to do with anime !! including manga & sorts .. i see japanese pple i got so excited , well todae mum made a few japanese fwenbs , a bunch of 14yr old girls . THEY SAE MY HAIR 'KAWAII DES' then sae ' CUTE-TO' !!!! o_o , actually i dun agree but im grateful ~~
hmmm , just updating ,
i forgot when but this week maykuan , yanling & cherying came to my hse to have a movie marathon but everyone end up sleeping at my hse cuz it was some movie by paris hilton , -.- . sleep all over the place ! but they looked cute ! && yanling is a really nice person . she told me not to disturb mk & cy & oso helped me cleared rubbish in my hse , THANK YOU SO MUCH YANLING !! den she came into my room cuz i was watching anime , :x . SHUGO CHARA !! kawaii des ~
& todae mum came to skul to collect my report book , guess im retaining ~ haish , i gotta work hard next year ! it's gonna be freaking hard manzxc !! i studied hard during the EOY but i still get F9 . *cries* ~ shud i take art ? , o_o ? hmmmmm ....
it's a colourful post!
cute girl !
Friday, October 17, 2008 / 1:39 AM
Two years old diva , sings 'My Immortal'
FREAKING CUTE CAN !! the five year old 1 oso nice ..
for fun .
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 / 4:30 PM
im currently playing the wheel of monotony & gosh, it's super shitty slow !! can die of w8ting sia, so i decided to blog. :x yeap , just started neopets. add me ! user : dreamisc
sianified .
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 / 9:08 PM
nothing much to blog . 2dae skul was unusually slacky , o_o . juyan , bryan dat grp keep playing guitar , dey refused to teach me ! ;\ den de whole dae we just toktoktok , no 1 listened to mr sitoh . aww , poor thing .
aniwae, i got disgusting updated fact about me . i went for a haircut & got 1 disgusting haircut , the left side like some long hair japanese boy , got like some bangs larh & the right side is like .... got fringe come down , den .. i bwg . -.- is damn ugly larh , but of cuz it'll take awhile for pple , including myself , to get use to it . still got , i got new transparent retainers ! dey make my teeth look shiny but fake . & is sibei gaowei .. annoying lorh . ; summore , my skin is damn chalky now , after pouring alot of calamine lotion ..
waa , these few daes i have been having the time of my life sia ~ i love the other races , i dun like chinese ! they are so self-centre !! why i chinese ?! thank God we're racial harmony ! rawr ! my great grandpa from china ~ :\
2dae was happyness ! first i lazy go out sia , i tell diana come my hse 1st . i refuse to bathe .. lazy larh ! then finally rush to queenswae cuz shankari & siti dere lurh ! siti still refused to eat , ; . then i most not happy abt 2dae is buying my idiot contacts larh ! is purple ~ & ugly !! WASTE MY MONEY ! $$$$$$ <- shit u .
aniwae 2dae seen fatin like meena sial , & zuzu was so pretty ! i find dem so pretty !! serious , the best part dey do not act pretty . dey humble not like some pple larh think dey prettiest & everi1 else is ugly .
den i idiot sia i anihow lead dem to wrong place . at 1st we took 195 to commonwealth den change bus to 32 den alighted at valley park larh ! we walked like 40++ min den reach ! in the end the 195 we took can reach dere , -.- ! we went dere dat time i heard some fucking bitch sacrastic larh , 1dae she'll kena . & oso arvil's fishes tasted surdup !! yummy ~ & still got nid thank juyan for all these . & shinmun's biscuit thingy oso damn delicious ! sweeeeett ~
we had alot of fun pushing pple into water ! shankari was the first !! nehnehnipupu , dey dint get to push me cuz i fat & strong ! i kick dem awae & zhao ~~~ i scream like some szb no life liddat .. :x , retarded . zuzu damn scare larh ! we hide in the toilet machiam pple wan keel us . brandon larh ! off/on de lights , den i nw dun like him , he bully yankee . she damn poor things . serious serious , last time i dun like her but now i find her like rlli jialat got bdon wan force her do dis & dat .
oso we tried make rocket but 2times unsuccessful , 1st time was stuck , second time fire burn wrongly . we sing, dance, laugh, eat, blahblahblah ~ i had so much fun ! it was such a happy dae .. we oso took a vid of us dancing 'low' , super duper idiotic . halfwae fall down larh !! oso diana hugged hernani until damn disgusting larh , only her breast wet . i laugh like some mother . LMFO !!!!
after dat we went home , hernani show me her vigorous tongue larh damn funny . :x im not jealous at all , serious .
den at purmei diana & i drink milk den went home . :D
i'll post the photos & video at the next post 2mr or when i free ~ now i LAZY larh .
adventurous ! young & sweet only 15 !!
Thursday, October 9, 2008 / 6:47 PM
Queenstown Bowl .
todae last paper larh !
i super happy but sad oso cuz my paper anihow do.. :(
after exam aku makan with diana, fatin & shankari . i eat cheese waffle ! sedup ~ den we got restless w8ting for the rest so we decided to go into the bowling alley ourselves !
we used shankira's powerful insect repellent !
took photos as well ~
My favourite photo , :D
I halfway folding my arms ! -.-
the rest of the photos are with other pple , :x .
after having fun inside we decided to go back to skool ! then we plae soccer there ..
plae until hiong like some berseker !
shoutshoutshout until mr ho come scold us .. :\
then zuzu , siti , auni , raudah , hernani came ..
then we went off ! but siti , auni & raudah stae behind w8 for zakiah ..
they meet us l8r inside . :o
I like this photo as well !
we went in anihow walk larh ! then really got anticipation ~
got on top really got gods then we dint continue cuz zuzu & fatin heard sumthing .. & dat place is burnt badly .
den we went to the cinema , starting ok , i looked ard ..then coming to exit dere got cold spot . like got air-con i like ! but is serious weird .
as we walked out we heard some girl giggling , sounded abit like siti . so we continuously called siti~! siti~! but no one answered ..
den we panicked abit & quickly called siti on the phone !
she said she at dunno whad place den we decide to meet at the broken KFC .
siti they all said they nbr go until dat side !! *chills*
somemore the wall got "ling hui deng zhe ni" , "[female name] waiting for you" ..
we wanted to continue but siti & auni dun feel right so we all get out of that place .
then we went to fairprice blow air-con .
we oso asked the provision shop uncle abt the bowling place . he said it was a private area , wast under the government ..
dere was oso 1 weird foto capture by hernani's camera in the pitch dark area , siti said dat strange light could be a free spirit .
aniwae l8r on we went to tiong to watch MAMA MIA ! zuzu & shankari left ..
it's a retarded movie but overall not bad ~
during the movie we sing along with it larh ~! inside the movie alot of old & saggy pple dat try to act sexy larh !!
disgusted ..... thoughout siti wasnt feeling well . :\
& hernani keep singing dancing queen , -.-
after movie we went to camwhore like some whore ~
den we went home ~
SOMEBODY ANSWER ME !
Wednesday, October 8, 2008 / 10:28 PM
Hey there! I'm a student from a nearby school that is extremely curious about the queenstown bowling centre.My friends & I went in to explore, :x. *previously we didnt know we trespassed. I was intrigued, why is that place close down for such a long time yet not demolished? And also, my friends found a room with indian gods as well as chinese gods. I was thinking, why would they have such things in an entertain centre? I have alot of questions, hope I can find more information about this place! :D Thank you~~~~
this was whad i post on sum1's blog -> this blog ! . { my angmoh actually kiang de kay ! } hmmm, i rlli sibei curious larh ! got so mani questions, How was it burnt ? Why wasnt the place cleared ? blahblahblah ...
aniwae, i suddenly missed westlife !! all those old mans . hah !
a story.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 / 10:06 PM
here's a story ! hopefully u all can read entirely.
a girl tries to seek attention, but failed. she was jealous of her younger brother, getting all the love & care. she got all the rubbish. soon, she became invisible. she tried all her best to let her parent 'see' her, but she alwaes failed. during the primary skul daes, she tried waes to impress mummy, however hard she tried it wasnt good enuf. she got 65, mummy was furious. she got 75, mummy sae need improvements. she got 84 for english, 92 for science, 83 for maths, 78 for chinese , daddy was satisfied & mummy was showing off. didi came into the same skool as her, scored 60plus, he was awarded with a new gameboy. i got nothing. despite scoring well. everi1 liked didi much more dan her. she was transparent yet ugly. didi was a pretty face. everi1 tot didi can do everiting well, unlike his stupid sister, a retard. she cries at veri little things, onli little things dat her parents did. but nt everi other. physically strong however emotional frail. she turns to seek attention in the next in skool as she spends alot of time there. she found some close fwenbs & decided to stay with them as BFF. she was still lonely sumhow, but she loved skool cuz her best fwenbs were dere. she only loved fwenbs. fwenbs dat can see u. & thruout, the only reason that was able to maintain her was church things.
sec skool. no more primary skool fwenbs, new grp of fwenbs. it was hard to adapt, she wasnt exactly cool & sorts. her new fwenbs were different frm primary skool fwenbs, however dey were still a good bunch. sec2, she had new classmates. none was close, but she had a close fwenb frm primary skool, candy. but she tot of her differently during sec1. however dey still made it 2gt in the end, despite frictions. dis time, she was still rlli lonely & she amazingly obsessed wib attention. the class hated her. she felt like everi1 hated her. she picked up smoking due to curiousity, her fwenbs tried it. her 1st stick was stolen from her grandmother. she began to slash her wrist, it felt weird but fun. den pple asked her abt it, she felt uneasy but sumhow good, she was receiving attention. she stopped awhile but she did it on her thighs everi nite. she felt alived.
she began to rebel, a total defiance. she felt power with dis.. & oso attention given to her. she oso got to noe some outside pple. she loved doing all these, until her parents began to be absolutely disappointed with her. she died down at dis a little as she wanted her parents to love her. dey dint love her, but tried to control her more. stripped awae her freedom. her fwenb oso help her quit smoking & she bcame slightly better due to more fwenbs. dat time she loved tuition cuz of the noise she can make, especially with her fwenbs.
sec3 started, she felt disgusted by skool. she hated skool in everiwaes. she met some new fwenbs. picked up smoking again, as well as drinking addiction. she loved to smoke & drink & slack & make noise. she loved to be aniwhr else but home. to her, home was nothing more dan a place to sleep & free meals. she enjoyed coming home l8 as whad she does str is go to bed. she doesn give a damn abt her life, she enjoyed wasting it awae. she found no meaning in living. fwenbs & qans seemed to be her everithing. she got in alot of trouble, basically her life was in a total mess.
soon, she grew alot of suicidal tots. she tot of dying everidae, she rlli hoped to die. she cried & cried. her emotional dmg was so overwhelming. she wanted to die on her mother's bdae, but she did not have the courage to. also her fwenbs all showered concerns, she was touched. a sentenced made by this tall girl, "Do you know where you'll go?" it was impactful. in the end she ton at her qan mummy's hse, but she parents were overly worried. dey annoyed all her fwenbs. she finally decided to go home, wib her mother's bdae present. it was an empty cup.
she continued to waste her life awae. continued to commit crimes & sorts. she wan2 feel alive. 1dae her parents looked for her & found her drunk at sum place. she dint care much.
1dae she decided to please 1 of her best fwenb's offer to church. she rlli dint wan2 go, but she onli wan2 pleased her best fwenb.. she enjoyed herself at church & decided to go for another time, & soon the services & pple dere touched her in sum different wae. it was the love, the unfailing love of God. God touched her in such a significant wae. His mercy & love pour out & saved her, gave her a new life & salvation. however, she wasnt such a strong christain, she was confused & uncertain, she still went on wib her fwenbs.
1dae she tried to sniff glue. it was super high & dreamy. she continued it. alot of them in a plastic bag. she loved doing it wib her fwenbs if nt alone at home. she loved the feeling.
on the other hand, spiritually she was on fire & sumtymes she was rlli low. she was easily tempted, yet she can get into God's presence easily.
1dae 1 of her fwenb tempted her to take a high level of drugs, she did it. she felt high, but nt as happy. she knew it wasnt good.. she needed God.
she now knows, she needs to persevere, God's love for her was so great. the love that found her when she was young. & all this while her parents loved her more than ever, only she dint see it. all this while she was so blessed. & salvation perfected it. praise God !
now she's an extremely happy girl ! i testify ~
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Monday, October 6, 2008 / 9:57 PM
i flunked my exams ! when i got confidence i will just pass , dat means i will score 30-40plus duh .. everytime like this duh , haish .. ;\ dat time my maths test i full of confidence i'll score B3 or A2 den in the end i got C6 , just passed ! ;( turns out my mum told me dat i dint pass , mrs toh pulled me up cuz i failed by half mark . i was living in faken happyness , filled with disappointment larh !
im like, suppose to be studying now but i just get distracted too easily . i just caught myself daydreaming again , -.- .. i nid to discipline myself more !
i searched the web for bible verses to change my msn name , suddenly came to perseverance , 2 Corinthians 12:12 . in order to be a good testimony i nid to continue to persevere ! & 2 Peter 1:6 is oso another great verse . after i obtain knowledge of the bible lurh, i must have self-control.. no smoking, vulgar, extra rages & blahblahblah. after self-control i need perseverance , i must persevere on no matter whad cuz God is alwaes wib me , He is a faithful God . & lastly , after perseverance comes godliness ! SO COOL RITE ?
well, gambatte all w406 sec skul students ! jiayou to all my qans & fwenbs ! God bless you readers ~
By God's Grace
Friday, October 3, 2008 / 9:35 PM
only by the mercy of God , ^^ .
monsterous
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 / 8:29 PM
tian arh ! im bcuming a monster ~ i dun wan , i recently keep flaring up .. my brother is getting more & more irritating larh !! he shud fuck & die . wlau, im rlli mad sia .. PLEASE SAVE ME FROM MUTATING ~!
aniwae, 2dae i pei mich, jy & izeyah(i forgot the spelling) for shot to fame . den after dat i went home cuz sianified . den decided to watch movie wib family . went to vivo & watch EAGLE EYE !! IS A FREAKING NICE MOVIE , blockbusters , my fav . :DD den now at home screaming away .....
i wan2 pass , but i dun wan2 study . contradating(forgot spelling again) ?
