the marionette's
romance

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

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it doesnt work in my ms paint lorhhs. =.= but it works in duh damn old version of microsoft.

$$$$$

wahaha, todae no need tu go work so happi..
but den my mum sae de whad ming xing ou xiang LEO came tu our office!! nbpb den i todae nbr go work!!
RAWR!
still got i in need of $munny$. T_T
sianified lorhhs.. :/

todae i proud of myself cuz mrs toh scold mi i nbr defiance. sumting in my head told mi tu not tu react harshly lyke last tyme. xP
praise God~!

den eat wib ally laopo & weiling! xD
den pei-ed ally go library do her dunno whad guides work. :x
sian-ed at de library until do alot of boliao tings.. x)
den did a porn of ally, wet toilet paper attacks... xl tings in duh toilet! :o !
now weiling's fone got porn of ally liaos. :DD

aniwae, met amanda & dominic 4 tuition..
minji came l8, as usual.. -.-
den i tot dem duh trick mk taught mi.. went pple look at ue_______. x)
amanda, carmen & minji chua sai~~ :DD

after dat meet ferlinda, caspia & yaozhong at city hall.
wanyi was dere 4 awhile tuu. WAHAHA, i dis idiot fwenb wan2 laugh at her. xP
another $$$ prob as usual. -.-
wahaha, she muz folo ferlinda & mi lurhhs.. ><
den wanyi went off & dey look at de desktop & laptop dat dey were seemingly buying but cnt afford. =.=
qiming came lurhhs den we went 2 esplanade 4 dinner-ing~
PAISEH yaozhong i saw sumtings........... :x
sian larhhs! my wallet & pencil box leave in wantclock duh bag 4got take back. =.=

aniwae, hab fun todae bahhs.
God's blessings upon every reader.
xD



x.x

i'm striving tu change. ^^
(but i still hab EXTREMELY bad temper)

haiish, everidae got de temptation tu smoke & all dat.... :x
den sumtymes will emo.

HOWEVER,
wib God's soft prompting, i still can continue & fight all these. :D YAY!
& now, being a GOOD STUDENT, is so damn hard lorhhs.
need tu ketchup so mani work.... i notice i rlli slide backwards ALOTALOT.
in fact i slacked tuu much!! so sian larhhs!
e.g , emaths i do 2questions jitao sian diao lurhhs. -.-


wishlist for now:
- green / purple / yellow skinnies
- red / black blouse
- ani colour wib black checkered blouse
- checkered belt
- more $$$
- indiana jones
- narnia , prince caspian
- smoother road
- my bdae tu b wild
- accesories ; earstuds / earrings / bands
- piercings
- slim down
- dis sundae tu b a disaster
- better relationship wib some fwenbs & qans dat i offended
- do well in skul
- better sister / daughter
- better attitude / character / temper
- do my duty & serve God!


& i live for God. ^^




munny munny munny..

money, the root of all evil. i totally agree wib it!
stupid, filthy $$$.
money is fucking disgusting.. wlau, i super hate munny larhhs.

by right, munny shud not be a prob tu face.. y man need tu cre8 such a xialan thing?!
nbpb, bcuz of munny, my parents kpkb..
make until everi1 bad mood sia.

i oso need munny.... i go work, but den, i can onli get my munny after 3weeks!!!
cb larhhs, y is munny a prob?!
i wan2 get my munny now!! & i cnt ask frm my parents cuz de moment i ask dey will niamniamniamniamniamniam..
den i borrow frm my brother de savings he will tell my parents den dey will kpkb again.. =.=
& my brother expects mi tu pae back wib interest..... WTFCB.


wlau, i got so mani probs tu face & now add on munny probs...
i damn despo 4 munny now.
pple might tink i love munny, actually i juz need it until i so calculative & munny face & stingy..
cuz of munny, we bcum liddat.. worth anot? T_T
monsters. x.x


__ munny, if dis world no munny good liaos..
SERIOUSLY..






still the same~?

i have got nothing to say.
is this what you truely want?
must it come to this extend?



den de starting part of de concert damn sian lorhhs, dunno whad dey doing.
den after dat de hillsongs pple sing! whoooooo~ damn nice i excited larhhs!

den after dat de new creation church de youth pastor benjamin preach. i still find pastor kong preach better. xD
i seriously dunno whad dat youth pastor preaching. :x
his language so korean/japanese slang de..

den he ask 4 pple tu receive Christ tu come out, michelle, ally & mi went out onli cuz we wan2 get close tu de hillsongs pple lorhhs. xD
michelle & i received Christ a couple of tymes. :x
hahahas, de got alot of freebies, damn worth $5 lorhhs. de notebook & de colourful new testament bible damn nice lorhhs, i wan2 bring tu skul show-off! jkjk. xP


den jumpjumpjump, singsingsing all those. de whole concert was totally worth it.
den while singing One Way, i jump & jump den sum1 throw de light stick hit my head larhhs!
waseh~ if i nbr jump, wun liddat lurh lorhhs. -.-




den my dad fetched us home. :D
during de ride, we crapped alotalot..


1 of dem i rmb was,
ME : Hey, Ally is my fruit lehhs! *excited*
Ally : Waa, I'm fruit larhhs..
Michelle : Then I'm the salad lorhhs.
ME : You 2 my fruit salad wors!
Michelle : If I'm the salad, you are the what?
ME : ..... Predator. :D
*A MOMENT OF SILENCE*


& dere were alot more of stuffs lyke chicken stock, macdonalds & stuffs. xD




aniwae, overall ytd was a fun dae, although dint feel rite when i nbr go church. :x
God bless you readers! :D



SIAN!!

wlau, ytd got de bloody parent tcher meeting.
it's damn no point lorhhs, is lyke, my parents & tchers meet nearly all de tyme.
dat dae, dey juz collect report book sae mi abit den no more lurhhs. -.-
damn DIAO lorhhs. zzzzz.....

after dat i meet mk & jx at tiong mac. xD
den bought purple & dark brown hair dye!! :D
den went tu mk's hse dye hair, thx mk & jx 4 helping mi tu dye. i looked lyke idiot sia..
den after dat w8w8w8, rinsed hair den my hair TOTALLY BLACK!!!!
WTFCB!@#@#$%$*&^%$#@$%&^
is lyke my brown hair not even dere lurhhs!! T_T
den jx laugh lyke shit, mk over dere armchio i noe lorhhs. ...

sian1/2 lehhs.... =.=


i wan my fwenbs ard mi tu cheer up, pls?


tuu fast lurhhs~

Praise God. :D


tq loads tu ALLY LAOPO~ 4 dis wonderful blogskin!
is perfect! except de extra thing on de top left hand corner of my blog. :x

aniwae, my wishlist is gone. :D
my wish is tu make everi single 1 ard mi tu b happi, den work full-time 4 God in whadeva waes possible, den i die peacefully & i wan everi1 tu smile at my songka & rmb mi as a good fwenb or sister or daughter or darlinq when im gone.


I pray for God to spread His love through me to touch & colour the lives of others.
Like how his blessings & love was sent to me. ^^


ii wan2 hug ue. <3

wtfcb..

todae on my wae tu skul i suddenly stomachache until sibei jilat can?!
waseh, i lausai lyke siao lorhhs, den i veri '-.-'.
den i lie on my bed, den i sleep lurhhs.
but my parents force mi tu wake up & go skul, dey dun believe i sick. wth.
den dey restrict mi do aniting, no comp, no handfone, no going out, no tv.
not even go my hse downstairs larhhs!!
dey expect mi sleep whole dae at home. =.=

den wib de help of my brother i found my fone & i was able tu use my lappy afterall cuz i put password in it, my family dunno. xD
den i saw my fone got 13missed calls. got 4unknown number, [96604727], [97272075], [96786159], [private number]. *feel free tu prank call de 3numbers cuz dey nbr ans when i called dem. -.-
de rest were frm fwenbs & qansFAMILY.

but overall until n0w i still sibei sian lorhhs.

recently i still got alot of probs, but i learn tu face dem wib a more positive perspective.
i still cn overcome dem. i ignore my probs & 4get abt de painful feeling i hab, instead help others wib deir probs. o.o
all dese so everi1 ard mi cn b happi.
*oh my tian as i type dis sentence my brother in singing horribly in de toilet.* :x
aniwae, im going tu change my wishlist lurhhs. ^^

i rlli hope dat i cn do my best 4 God & make everi1 ard mi happi.


still lurving ue alwaes~ ^^

todae is 1 of de most sian dae of my life.
i culd hardly rmb whad happen, cuz it's tuu sian. -.-

chinese - tcher sotsot 1, go sae i sae her fuck but de thing is i said whadda fuck cuz she up-skirt in front of mi. den she in class guailan again. nth tu sae larhhs, dat tcher shud die earlier. i mean seriously in dis world i dunno whad good she does.
maths - i sian until sleep lurhhs, i see de tcher de face i jitao sian diao lorhhs. i rlli cnt stand is her face although she is a damn nice tcher. she 4eva gin mi, den i buey song den i juz sian over dere lorhhs. i no mood larhhs.

i 4got everiting else.

i noe after dat at 11.45 i pack my bag go off tu polyclinic, referred by dunno whad 1.
but my dad brought mi home i slacked at home awhile. xD

ate lunch & den siansiansian until now i blogging. see de doctor oso btw see other sickness. -.-


all i wan is 4 everi1 ard mi tu b happi.
& den work my best 4 God.
i cn die peacefully lurhhs.

xoxo,
ii lurbb euu. xD

wheeeeeeeee~~

todae was a nice & colourful dae.
walked so mani places! penisula, bugis junction, bugis street, funan, marina, vivo, central, esplanade, clarke quay, liang court, people's park... still got summore weird places..
de whole dae we were pratically walking, but it was nice. (x
watched ironman todae, & it was damndamn nice. loved it damn alot.. seriously.
my family oso watch ironman todae but heng dey watched at great world & we watched at vivo.
or else see dem i jitao sian diao again lorhhs.

chatted lots & lots of things in life. ^^
but some r quite sad. T_T


& i promised i wun ever do those stupid, foolish, harmful & illegal things again. xD

den w8ted 4 wanyi tu come until damn long larhhs, abt 1h.
we dinner-ed 2gt den went home 2gt. chatted alotalot of things, laughed alot.
ate seasalt ice-cream again! xP
saw wanyi's fone ____________. HAHAHA!

last but not least, it's yongquan korkor's bdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGQUAN! :D

i woke up, todae different.
everidae i dying nt tu wake up. but cuz of sumting, im so willing tu wake up.
den had blahblah, so sianed at home den went church.
after church see some ppl den jitao sian diao.
den blahblahblahblahblah, den, ___ ran away.
wanyi & i kept looking 4 her. my dad & brother oso.

God bless her. I dun wan things tu b lyke dis.



im quite happi wib life. de main prob is my family. de main cuz of ALL my probs. make mi moody den oso gt other probs lurhhs.
but i place my trust in God. i love God 4eva. Lord my Saviour.

& he heals. ^^

hahaha, i found out dat everi single international skul students tinks dat smoking is a trend.
actually yuhern smoked dat's y i wan2 quit.
he smoked cuz he tink is a trend. -.-
disgusting, i feel lyke dey disgrace all de smoker's face.

aniwae, i quiting everiting lurhhs!
wahaha.

i rlli lyke tu thank God for everiting He blessed mi in dis life.




seriously, i feel better in life.
now i no longer as sad as last tyme although i still hab emo tymes, but i learn tu ignore those tings & b happi!
xD

2mr going church, den sundae oso happi!!

God bless. ^^
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tu dat fucker; jojo/eliza,

hey darling!
i heard dat u called mi & my fwenbs[yanling, weiling & ally] cmi sia!
wow, i guess u havent been looking in de mirror 4 a longLongLONG tyme..
& guess whad, u had been staring at u at mac & u hab juz been looking at us frm de side of ur eyes, pls larhhs, u dun even dare tu look at us larhhs nbpb still act big fuck, post all those jiaowei on ur blog, den at mac dere diam lyke whad shit.
pengwei muz b ur hobby rite? u sibei fucking lucky ben nbr diaozhui wors.
on ur blog den act as if u damn big sia! so sad u onli got audi fwenbs tu help u, & ur backup call deir backup help. -.-
den those pundeh idiots go spam mk's blog & in de end u claim tu dunno dem but however dey claim tu noe u. weird isnt it?
i still rmb u kena finger fucked still can sae out sia. ur skin thick until de earth cnt contain hors?
still got ur de whadeva ast sister last tyme tell u come out fight u humji hide frm her sia. den b4 dat still step 1 lian.
u still got sae whad is damn easy tu find another bf sia, but i see ur dat jiaobin i jitao sian diao lorhhs, i feel dat ur face, or perharps ur WHOLE PERSON si C-M-I de wors!
still cn so easy find stead, i tink is u fuck ur wae thru rite? cheap slut. -.-
still got u can call mk short when u, dis fucking bitch, is so short, & still de same, CMI.
i cnt seem tu stop using de word CMI on u, dunno y oso.
still got 1 more i nbr 4get, u come spam my blog sae whad my mother songka. u den kpkb larhhs nbpb. ur hse kena explode by toilet bowl shit larhhs.
u sae my mum songka rite? i see whu die 1st.

JOJO, COME FIND ME NOW, DUN SAE WHAD SATURDAE COME BUNK FIND YOU.
simply w8ting 4 ur fwends rite? cn help u backup rite?
-.-
sorry tu sae lots of dem wun chup these tings 4 u de hors. most of dem noe u lyke tu honggan de.

whad's more u pengwei so much, unforgivable sia. dis type lick all de gorjiam members de shoes oso nt enuf lehhs.
EH AHLIAN JOJO, COME FIND MI, TIO MI, HOOT MI. I W8TING 4 U. ^^

dat's onli sum of whad i gotta sae. ^^
i juz scare u cnt take it.

xoxo!
loves ZOE.

todae was fun.
celebrated amanda's bdae.
den slacked wib gorjiam ppl at orchard.
went tuition.
now at home.

but skul is damn sian. i cnt rmb anithing at skul.
tuu dull lurhhs.


hehehe. 2 more daes..



todae sux lyke fuck.
wtfcblj logic is life sia, but i'll live 4 God.
but den hors alwaes i happi le den veri fast sad den veri fast angry den veri fast sad den veri fast happi den AIYA! i veri anihow de.
dunno how tu live sia. is tiring de lorhhs, everidae lyke no life, so damn sianified de.
slept thru-out all de exams. WELL DONE ME.

aniwae, do you believe this will happen? i actually believed it, & im ready for it.

2012, the end.

it's creepy. eeeeek. my hair stands de lorhhs.

^^

todae i found sumthing wae better dan poongum.
dat is...
HAVING MY QUIET TIME WITH GOD.

i cnt believe it either.
but it was seriously peaceful & comfortable & enjoyable.
i got de joy out of doing it. i opened my eyes & an hour plus passed.
how i loved it. xD

May God bless everyone in their exams. Especially those that read this! xP


todae lots of things happned but i dun intend tu blog abt it.
xoxo.


den success. ^^

eek. fucktard mi.

jiaobin. -.-

after dat went boonlay met ferlinda & caspia & wanyi.
den go church dere meet lewen & simin.

yay, at CHC toilet.

den lewen at church sibei funni lorhhs, lyke idiot. :x


after church went eat delifrance wib maykuan & ally!

den quite happi lorhhs overall. but..

i felt much sadness todae as well.

God saves.

bless everi1 in deir exams lohhs!





DEDICATED TU CLOSER GANS:

lewen kor, dun so emo larhhs. zhabor alwaes is lyke dis de. cheer up k?
simin meii, dun sad larhhs, but u nbr even tell mi everithing & thx 4 taking care of mi.
michelle meii, dun emo oso, i dunno whad happen sia but i u re still my best meii.
JJ kor, dun sad, misses loads, u took rlli good care of mi while u were ard, my most beloved kor.
sharon meii, dun emo lehhs, i nbr ever wan2 see u doing dat tu urself again. anithing cn call mi.
benn di, hope u cn move on well in life, de past is past, i dun care le. happi moments i miss.
calvin di, dun turn tu ur bad path, continue tu progress. onli memories u left.


i dunno abt mi, going tu church makes mi happier.
away frm church makes mi fucked up. FUCKING HATE LIVING BUT I CANT DIE!!!!!!!!!!
i was lost & confused. even on de road, i see my fwenbs dying over mi. ^^
i knew dat dey were tuu exhausted. & dis is uz de starting of my road. but,
God will walk with me, that, i know.

hahahas.

ytd was a confused dae.
i totally flunked my exams. fucked up toking abt it. damn cb lorhhs.
den i fucked up until i wan2 die so in de end choose bg.
de ppl at ljs sux todae. i dunno y.
i met simin meii & den meet lewen kor & charles tu pun.
den dey go tiong de 15th floor dere. halfwae yanling & maykuan came.

according tu dem.
-danced lyke siaozhabor
-spin ard lyke idiot damn fast
-run ard the block & dey all had tu chase mi
-intended tu jump off de building but failed
-kept sae-ing i wan2 fly
-4ppl pulled mi
-yanling kept carrying mi back ^^
-dey lied sae lewen de police den lewen stand dere let mi beat him
-kept scolding de police
-beat simin as well
-took video of mi dancing
-said alot of rubbish
-rolled on de floor
-smoked w/o noe-ing

man, i made a complete fool out of myself. i owe my life tu dem as well. if nt i fly off 15th floor or intu de singapore river.

den i sehseh went tuition. i oso pranked some ppl but hongdong de cell grp ppl. sian 1/2. =.=