the marionette's
romance

“ If God is for us , who can be against us . ”

June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010

todae quite happi.

went tu city harvest church wib wanyi!
over dere we felt de presence of God tgt!
den we saw mr thomas low tgt!
we got his number & contact.
den made fwens wib alot of cell grp ppl, dey were all so frenly. but i buey gey yan 1zhabor which is weiren de cousin. she frm clementi town sec & she sae she noe brandon wong, she sae she alwaes disturb him. =.=
she think she whad lyke dat but she look lyke 1nerd tu mi.

went home wib felinda, casplear, eugene, jingyuan, kellene, yaozhong & wanyi! xD
we all chat so well.. dey all so cute tu mii.

den went tu find JJ & huii at de playground. den de playground dere got 1small boii go tickle mi for no reason. i chua tio siol. den de small boii come & lie on my arm. he ard 3 or 4 yrs old. den he run after JJ sae "i wan2 ku chi u!"
den we told him tickle hui, he go tickle den hui replied, "i hate kids, if his laobei nt dere i ....."
den mum niam den i go home.

JJ YOU SON OF A PERVERT.
BEN DUNNO HOW TU SMOKE.

todae quite fun.

whole dae nbr go class i so happi. xDD long story.
hahahaha. went tu de polyclinic.
went back tu skul, sian lyke fuck cuz help mk find hairspray but i pangseh her cuz i cnt w8 animore.

den i pia taxi tu tiong wif michelle.
hahaha, meet mich meii & JJ kor dere.
michelle met michelle. so funni, i call michelle dey both look at mi i dunno how tu react.
boonpeng come fetch michelle, dey veri sweet tgt.
den go tiong park den go home.

den bathe liao quickly take bus tu tiong again meet wanyi & fwens frm church.
den amanda came tu meet mi, joined qi ming, ernest, wanyi & mii wib de thumb game.
dey all so cute.
den go tu de sian tuiton.

tuition halfway JJ call sae meii tio daiji liao, den i pia to purmei find dem.
i helped dem settle deir daiji, reason out wib dem lorhhs. but got a few 18siao de ppl keep on wan find more trouble, but i juz tok lorhhs, nt i wrong whad.

i hope tmr nth happen, i hope dun make things big.

i hear my meii going tu gals home in 3weeks, i damn sad.
she wan2 spend her daes tu b happi wib us.
i dun wan her tu go. i rlli love my gan meii, michelle.
i so emotional until i nearly wan2 cry but i at public.
de wae she sae it, makes mi more sad.
den i wan2 emo.

same dae,
i hear my kor going away in 2weeks for NS.
he sae b4 he go muz treat us BIGBIG things.
i oso dun wan him tu go. i oso love my gan kor, junjie.
i damn heartbroken lorhhs.
i seriously wan2 cry, but holdholdhold.

at de same dey, my 2most favourite gans leaving mii so long & i onli got few more weeks wib dem.
for now i willing tu pangseh everithing tu pei dem happi b4 dey leave.
i wan2 leave de most precious memories 4 dem in deir hearts.
i will nbr 4get dem & i will love dem 1314.


MEII, KOR . I LOVE YOU.

todae skul so sian, but i had fun wib felicia, darling fishcake & aisha! xDD loves dem.

-den slack at library,
-watched *sumthing,
-toked all de *things,
-suan christableh

den todae de bala humji dam cute siol!
he run in de library den de librarian scold him, den de librarian said,
L:"YOU STAND HERE!"
B:"Where?"
L:"HERE!"
B:"Stand how long?"
L:"Until TONIGHT!"
B:*Dances on the spot*
L:*Glares at Bala*
B:"CHEEBYE."
L:*Slaps Bala's face*
B:*Cover his face* "Cheebye cher!"
L:"COME WITH ME GO SEE MR CHUA!!"

funnii sial! den l8r he walk out of de library he shout "THIS LIBRARY CHEEBYE!"

den felicia & mi took a break in de toilet.
den eat mos burger wib yanni, den huizhen came & told her young grandma stories.

went tu find meii & JJ & ben, gans1314! still got ah huii! :D dat joker.
SORRY MK CNT PEI U!
den took mani breaks. we had so much fun, we plae-ed so much.
i rlli love dem. i rlli rlli rlli rlli rlli love dem. T_T

den pei meii shout her xing shi, den went home.
GOT 1 PCB PUBOR AT DERE KPKB WHAD SAI SIOL, OSO NT HER BIZNESS GO SAE MY MEII, IF SHE DUNNO MY MOTHER I SHOUT AT HER LIAO LORHHS, NBCB I AT DERE REN, I STILL TOT SHE NOE MY MEII LEHHS LJ.

todae so sian.


i went tiong alone dere slack & took a break.
call ally, weiling, maykuan, JJ tuu mani tymes until i pekcek.
den i go find my gan meii, huii loo, wib her stead. she treat mii cab :x
den i w8ted 4 de lightning speed mk come. [ahaha, maykuan will kill mi]
turns out de steady ally cnt even come. still join WRS. oooops. :x [ahaha, ally will kill mi]
den de other 2 i tuu fed up tu sae.


den plae pool at paya lebar.
den went over tu tiong & meet ben.
took a break den kukubird kor & huii, his buddy, came.
we took a break den de security chase us away. =.=

ps, i still prefer viceroy menthol dan marlboro red. :x



JJ treat us bubble tea.
den ben shoot pearl at mi.
i shoot back more.
he shoot back sum water.
den he shoot my face de pearl.
i angry den throw de whole drink at him.
his whole shirt wet & mk kena.
ben kpkb, mk oso angry.
den i bring mk go tiong wash up.
she wash her leg den got water on de floor.
den de cleaner kpkb.
we muz mop de floor.
my old fwen taufik laugh at mi. =.=
but we anihow mop. :x

den after awhile we ok liao.
actually hui & JJ made us smile.

haiish, dunno whad tu do.

good or bad?
this is a critical moment.


meii, even we 1yr sister, i still love u.
i will help u in wadeva i cn.
dun think tuu much can??
dat cb tony call 18siao oso useless 1.
de most mi & JJ escort u?
de worst we go find help lorhhs..
& dat charlene de mother oso pcb 1.
de most i go help u apologise tu dat pubor.
de worst JJ get a lawyer 4 u.. =.=

todae honggan de chinese tcher. WELL DONE, SUSPENDED.
EXCELLENT! MY MOOD & TEMPER GOT OVER ME AGAIN.
GOOD JOB, go home fuck whole family up & down.

i get so sensitive. im sorry.

dat tyme, i rlli tot dat u were 1 of my best fwen.
den i dissappointed,
now i dunno.



hahaha, todae is a funni dae. :D

ytd nite i chat wib meii, mich & kor, JJ until 2plus am.
den early in de morning dey 5.30am come bang on my house door. o.o

waseh, i wake up den my laobei kpkb non-stop lorhhs, den my ahbu dere niamniamniam.
i go skul dulan. but skul nth much happen larhhs, is juz sibei sian lorhhs.
den after skul we, gorjiam ppl go hangout tgt.

den i wan2 complain.
waa nbcb, i dunno if de ppl is waterhorse or whad sial, cry simi sai. i dun believe u ever treat mi as fwen b4 lorhhs, i was dumb.
& den m____, 5cents, & b____ de thing oso nt deir prob dey come kpo.
at least we got reason, we gorjiam ehhs standby for each other mahhs, nt lyke dem ~.
den dere still got 1 malay puipui kia over dere scold us whad sai.
"Oi! Free show arhh!"
nnbcb fuck his mother pussy larhhs knn ki honggan, wlau ccb he oso watching free show.
summore is so unfair larhhs nbcb, is fucking unfair lorhhs. hafway de puitek come in chup deir daiji. i think he most extra dere lorhhs kumlan.

den we eat ljs den i go tiong meet my gan meii gan kor again. die came wib mi. :D
den we took a break, slept, draw wall, kena by security again. =.=
den we go intu my tuition centre sleep in de room. thx tu mi. :D [erhmm.. meii..]
den i rite "michelle 是猪" *draws pig*
"JJ 是牛" *draws bull*
"die 是 monster" *doodle rubbish*
den meii suddenly wake up & we got cat fite until we both damn tired.
den we go purmei slack. die went home. got 1 dustbin on fire. :x
damn funni lorhhs, we go play wib de water tap at de void deck, den de tap damn powerful de. cn spray sibei far lorhhs. den got 1 old man help us on de tap den he go spray his own face until sibei fucking ho chio siol! wtfcb!! i laughing until nearly chua sai. JJ sae he look lyke go wild wild wet. den meii keep on spray alot of water at kor until he damn wet.
all of us kena oso. :D but de uncle de worst, cuz water spray at his face he still walk so slowly away cuz he lame.

den kor & meii send mi home. on our way saw laoben :D

i love my gans 1314. <33

chiong hwk~

ss, horrible, i searched everithing 4 hrs & everiting on de web is totally nt related tu de question.

heymaths, done test, maybe doin sum maths questions.

lead, i cnt even enter de damn website.

bio worksheet, lost it

chem worksheet, lost it as well.

u fucking bitch.
anihow sae ppl until lyke dat.
u think u de same arhhs?
wapiang, u make use of ppl de lorhhs, still sae whad, "i'n ur fwen!" or wadeva sai.
fwen ur fuck face larhhs cb.
u go ard telling ppl false things abt ppl dat in de end make it sound lyke u de innocent 1 & ___ is a bitch. wtf.

last tyme u still tell mi so sibei mani extremely bad thing abt all ur good fwens lorhhs.
example ___, wlau, u sae her until lyke she slut she bitch all dat, & den u act until she ur good fwen, & she doesnt noe dat u hate her. wtf. ccb gnd larhhs hor, hypocrite.
sae everi1 hypocrite but u de most evil fucking hypocrite i ever seen.
u go ard telling ppl i trust u whad sai but actually u juz wan2 get info frm dem whad sai lorhhs.
& by saying i trust u, u sae out other ppl de things dat dey told u tu keep a secret.

i dun trust ani1 whad, i trust tu a certain extend. different fwen, different lvl of things i'll sae. it's normal, nt lyke u. tell everi1 everithing u noe tu gain deir trust. but dis onli destroy other ppl de trust nia. idiot. at least i noe whad tu sae depending on my hatred or wadeva thing 4 de person, nt lyke u, everithing oso sae out. i dunno y ___ still go back tu u.

den u fucking cb larhhs, nbcb, ur hypocrite is lyke, wlau, make ppl think dat u good & others bad lorhhs. ccb, u de most evil person i ever seen siol.

u think u now popular, noe so mani ppl bcuz u chio or whad arhhs, i tell u arhhs, is all bcuz of ur best fwen ___ lorhhs nbcb. i cn assure u mostly whad u bcum now is bcuz of ____ lorhhs.
& den u on de fone oso arhhs, will step de lorhhs! i fucking hate dat sial, dun mind if i kup.

sumtymes, outside wib dunno whad fwens, u'll shout "HELLO!" in a lian tone.
sumtymes u at home or sumthing lyke tu act cute wib de voice "hello~?"
den sumtymes juz wake up "helloooo~~~~~"
de 1st 2 i dun lyke, i prefer u juz wake up. :D

if im nt wrong, ___ nbr betray u lorhhs, however u keep saying alot of things abt her.
& go out lyke wan all ur fwens tu urself, nbr ever wan her out lyke dat.
sooner or l8r, ur fwen will oso noe whad fucking evil person u r.
i noe ur dogs will leave u, i oso noe whad will u b thinking, "i'll alwaes hab new dogs by mi. (:"
hah. i fwens now den notice, & i still tot u good sial.
but now i noe, soon ur "fwens" & dogs will noe as well bitch.

everi1 is nt perfect, but y do u need tu b dis?



How to be Gangster.

waa.. dis video damn lame can. but is funny.
i'll rate 3.5/5 stars.

How to be Emo.

dis is de funniest video i seen out of de 3.
i'll rate 4/5 stars.

How to be Nerd.

dis video oso damn funni.
i'll rate 3/5 stars.

Food Fight

this is a must watch funny but lame video!

nbcb.

I HATE U HYPOCRITE!
U SO HYPOCRITE UNTIL U DUNNO U HYPOCRITE.
SI HYPOCRITE, HYPOCRITE UNTIL SO EVIL U HYPOCRITE.
STILL GO ROUND SAYING PPL HYPOCRITE WHEN U ARE THE BIGGEST HYPOCRITE.
U HYPOCRITE UNTIL EVERYONE THINKS YOU VERY GOOD.
EXCEPT SOME PPL DAT TOOK SOME YEARS TO NOTICE unlyke de fools dat sticks wib u.
HYPOCRITE, JUST TO THINK, U HYPOCRITE UNTIL WORDS CANT DESCRIBE.
U ARE DISGUSTINGLY HYPOCRITE I SEE U STARTING STILL OK DEN AFTER AWHILE I AGAIN SAW U HYPOCRITE.
U HYPOCRITE LORHHS, I OSO HYPOCRITE WIB U.
U WAN2 HYPOCRITE TO ME, I OSO HYPOCRITE TO U.
STILL SAE WHAD I HATE HYPOCRITES.
PLS LARHHS, DUNNO HOW TO HATE URSELF MEHHS?
THINK UNTIL U DAMN GOOD LIDDAT.
ACTUALLY U ARE THE MOST EVIL PERSON I EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE REAL LIFE. seriously, other dan mas selamat all those larhhs.
FUCK U LARHHS HYPOCRITE.
EAT MY SAI LARHHS HOR.

UR CHARACTER CMI. HYPOCRITE.

when i finally decided tu change.
some fucking ppl notices mii.
it irritates mi.
i hope dey stop asking.
true, i hab probs.
but dey lyke dis make mi more dulan nia.
fucked up.
how cn i change??
knn! nbcb.
I WANT TO DIE!

ccb

i got de worse in de class.
den my mum again wan2 act pathetic in front of mi.
again nag & scold.

fuck larhhs!
i dun ever ever ever wan2 see her again.
i nbr ever wan2 see her especially.


y my life lyke dis de?
i got try studying.
i rlli did study.
in fact much more dan last tyme.
den i fail so badly.
y m i suck a failure?
how cum everityme i so fail.
i fail in everithing possible.
everithing dat cn b succeeded.
i rlli study liao.
y no one understand.
i rlli rlli rlli got study but everi1 sae im lazy.
i dunno y i during test i so angry.
i look at de paper, i angry until wan2 cry.
i cnt do de paper properly.
in de end i fail.

i rlli wan2 die.
y cnt i juz die.
lyke, juz snap my fingers.
-dead-

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dun look down on 5cents wors.

wlau.

i damn fucked up.
ccb, i wan2 die again.
i juz finally overcome dat suicidal thing now i suddenly lyke dis.
y i lyke dat? why wan2 die again?
nbcb y..
y i feel lyke damn fuck can.
y i feel lyke de whole world toking bad abt mi?
y i feel de whole world hate mi?
cb i dun wan2 suffering frm sum mental thing.
now, i muz nt think of all dis.
i muz fight my way out.
i need tu smoke & drink. T_T

is lyke damn sian inside, my mind blank blank cnt think of anithing. den i walk ard ard ard inside mani mani tymes. den i stand on de bar thingy, den balance dere lyke idiot. den i try tu make music but dere dunno y more hard dan other places, den my hand pain. den i stand sit stand sit stand sit. den i stand on de bench & walk ard de bench. den i jump down frm de bench all dat. dere oso got 1 camera on top. den i keep staring dere.

den came out liao, dey made me sit somewhere & continue tu w8. while w8ting got another "criminal" came in, den he is ah neh den onli noe abit english, den de police lyke ask him whad sickness or disease he hab, he sae he got AIDS. WTF, i hold my laughter lyke fucking lj.

den still got, i sae i need tu use toilet, de toilet kns larhhs!

den de female officer stand dere see. cb how i pee! nbcb i over dere abit dulan lorhhs. somemore de toilet stinks larhhs.

den de officer still scold mi cuz i complain wib "cb". WTF? i cnt use toilet properly she still scold mi sial. fuck larhhs i over dere damn dulan lorhhs.

den still got another cell, got 2 guys, 20plus de. dey both look lyke brandon(s). lyke 1 look lyke brandon wong den other look lyke brandon jude. de one dat looks lyke brandon jude seriously look lyke him larhhs. lyke an older version of him, but de "criminal" more good-looking. ><

den de inspector v good lorhhs, he lyke sae, i will do whad tu help u all, & all dose things lorhhs. lyke damn good lorhhs. help us gib better statement lorhhs. sibei good sial.

den after dat got lock back inside de stupid cell, i go complain i damn hungry, den keep knocking on de glass thingy, den de officer gave us cup noodles share. idiot sial, share 1 pathetic cup noodles wib 1 spoon, abit dumb larhhs.

den my dad bail mi out den 2weeks l8r need go back lorhhs.

aniwae, since i got no life, these things onli helps boosting my life.

Lyrics for I Not Stupid Too [Gu Jun Zuo Zhan/Yi Sheng Jue Wang]

我们肆无忌惮 我们成群结党
我们目无尊长 对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长 只会制造麻烦
我们就是一无是处你又能怎样
我们don’t give a damn那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是 我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙
学校老师束手无策父母臭骂我们不会想

(Rap)
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强
有多少人关心我们为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

(Chorus)
泪水已经流干，前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂，我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望
有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望


In hanyupingying. >< [For Chinese idiots like me. :P]

wo men shi wu ji tan wo men cheng qun jie dang
wo men mu wu zun zhang dui shen me shi dou bu man
kan zhe wo men de cheng zhang zhi hui zhi zao ma fan
wo men jiu shi yi wu shi chu ni you neng zen yang

wo men don't give a damn na kan bu qi de yan guang
wo men shen me dou bu shi wo men shen me dou bu guan
wo men zhi jian wei shen me hui jian jian de mei you yu yan
wo men zhi jian you dao qiang

(Rap)
xue xiao lao shi shu shou wu che fu mu chou ma wo men bu hui xiang
zhe ge she hui de biao zhun yi jing chao chu le wo men zhe nian ji de you xian xiang xiang
zhi ren ding hui du shu jiu yi ding shi hao hai zi de bang yang
bie yi wei kan bu qi wo men jiu gao su zi ji bi ren jia qiang

you duo shao ren guan xin wo men wei he hui zou cuo mi shi fang xiang
you you shui hui ti wo men xiang xiang ping guo wei he bian lan
qi shi wo men ye ceng nu li yao zheng qu suo you ren de cheng zhan
men xin zi wen ni men jiu jing gei le wo men duo shao xi wang

(Chorus)
lei shui yi jing liu gan qian tu ye hen miao mang
mi shi de ling hun, wo men ying gai zen me ban
cheng fa wo jiu shi tang huang de xie zhu cheng zhang
ran hou rang wo men yi sheng jue wang

you xie ren xing yun tian sheng mei you zhan chang
wo men yi chu shi jiu shi zi ji gu jun zuo zhan
zhan zai shi zi lu kou de yu zhong na han
bu yao rang wo men yi sheng jue wang

wtf cb.

i dun wan my life tu b monitored.
somemore 4 2weeks.
hmmm...

is smoking such a big deal?
is lyke, i got so mani fwens dat smoke.
in fact most of dem r all underage.
i still hab a fwen dat started at pri3.
i mean, my grandma had been blowing smoke at mi since i was 3 or younger.
den is lyke, even if now i smoke oso no big deal. same~same~ one.

i dun understand y some ppl find it so big.
is lyke, "wow, u smoke."
den some ppl starts treating mi as if im v big.
lyke _____, "jie, u smoke, u chup where de?"
ccb larhhs! i smoke i got chup arhhs?
whad sick theory is dis?

i mean, smoking seriously reduces stress.
u seh abit 4 awhile.
u feel dry. but at least u will stop thinking abt de current worries u hab temporary.
it's abt de same as being drunk.
u get high temporary, 4get abt de current worries & stress as well.
u juz get high, & laugh & all dat.
at least is better dan u everidae wan2 slash urself, den emo~emo~emo~, den juz keep thinking abt de same sadness.
lyke, juz relax urself lorhhs!
drink & smoke, at least 4 dat period or tyme u wun feel de unhappiness or stress or sumthing.
so much better dan spending dat period of tyme feeling depressed.


aniwae now i got no life. so numb.