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I made a heck load of mistakes in life , but I can stand up and learn from them and move on .
I cannot change what had happened , but I can change what will happen . ;)

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skool revival Monday, June 30, 2008 / 10:43 PM

i love God.
i wan a skool revival..
hopefully dis fridae after skool the qwss prayer tingy will b successful.
^^

<3

siansational~! Sunday, June 29, 2008 / 2:30 AM


yanling & maykuan are the lurves~! ♥


sianified..





wake up got so mani probs. -.-



errr, todae i bo mood at all.
listened tu devil's techno, disgusted larhhs..
wlau, totally diff mi. i felt lyke the tyme when i sin, during those evil tymes.
den i got 1 yansheng. wanyi sae i look as if i wan kill pple(actually i did)..


wanyi suggested mi tu delete. yes i must~!





den went chc!!
felt presence of God strongly. touched mi wib love..
unfailing love of God~~ words frm the songs hit mi den i juz cried.


nice ehhs..




den i dunno y after church i suddenly sian again.
den dun wan2 go prayer meeting at all, so pei ally sian den meet JJ & huii.
plae at tiong park den JJ & huii build sand castle.. damn funni.



den whole dae keep on sian & more sian.
onli feel hungry & not hungry & hungry.. =.=


& i suddenly feel sadistic. o.o
sadness & pain makes mi happi, OMG i dunno y..


help~!

Tired~ x.x Thursday, June 26, 2008 / 9:50 PM

:D , dat was a nice place..
aniwae, todae is a sian dae...
i cant concentrate in class todae. :\
mrs toh was once the most caring & understanding tcher.. now she is the most discouraging one... T_T
i cnt control my anger, agak agak control abit, den show attitude in skool.. -.-
stupid mi, i need tu hab more self-control..
but dun care all dese negative tings, i hab God wib mi can lurhhs. :D
&& mrs lee praised mi i happi larhhs~! x)
all good tings happen by the touch of God~
after skool, hab chicken rice wib dad~
den went home sian den went out meet mich meii walkwalk..
we walked damn long at the henderson wave~~~~ xD
walked tu safra den climbed up henderson slack, den travelled down tu mt faber seesee den walked tu habourfront/vivo slack..
im happi dat michelle meii♥ trying tu b good gal lurhhs. ^^

den damn funni lorhhs, we lost in sum dense & dark forest den meii got damn scared~!
wahahas!! :DD
my secret tu no fear is trust in God. ^^
den went tu habourfront mac tu use comp.. we got no munny at all.. :\
the feeling of hungry, thristy & no munny rocks!!
but pranked benny & ally i lost at sumwhere far. xD
*i know im so dead. x.x
cor 4 help & went home~!
gonna mugmugmug!!
praypraypray~! fastfastfast~! :D

God coloured my life~ Wednesday, June 25, 2008 / 8:36 PM

wooots~!

todae was another dae at skool. :D
everidae my life hab God is wonderful!
God has coloured my life. im proud tu sae dat..
despite life in skool is still nt so good, i can rlli sae it's better..
bcuz God helped mi change my mindset.
& de cousellor helped rllirllirlli alot.
or else im still blind.....

i rlli wan2 thank God for everiting He done for me thru out my life.
& im wan2 do my best for Him.
now i can safely sae my life is no longer "SIAN"..
whad i meant by sian is dull, meaningless, boring & no point.
dis sian is not a casual sian, lyke "now so sian, nth tu do" dat type..

im a cheerful zoe full of life~!

God loves me ^^ Tuesday, June 24, 2008 / 9:23 PM

IM GOING TO CHANGE.
I REALLY MUST CHANGE.
:D

& GOD HELPED ME CHANGED.
HIS LOVE FOR ME IS MUCH GREATER THAN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN.
FOR HE JUST LOVES US ALL.
REGARDLESS OF WHAT WE ARE.




ps, i lazy blog about my life.. :x

skool REOPEN! - OMG is dat true?! Monday, June 23, 2008 / 10:06 PM

sian

todae got skool.
haish, im trying tu refrain frm vulgarities.. it's BAD. :\
i rllirllirlli hate skool alot.
the tot of going skool disgust mi.. seriously.
but bo bian, must go thru dis in life.
at least abit of future, can yang myself, gib sum munny tu my parents den i sua liaos.
or else actually i studying alot of subjects veri bo liao 1..
cuz i wan2 find a job i songsong can keeping toking 1. x)

i changing my perspective on life lurhhs.
i wan2 gib testimony God changed my mindset about things life aldou i sumtymes still tink negative & evil..
& i still got so mani ting tu learn in life, on my journey towards God.
i oso wan2 thank w406 alot.
special thanks - wanyi , weiren , yaozhong , caspia , enyun & qiming~!
they helped me alot & i gave them alot troubles.. :x
beloved - jingyuan , xinyi , simin , josiah & kelyn!!
:DD


& i must confess.
i nbr did my quiet tyme or fast b4.. :x
jilat si bo?
nono, i try start 2mr. :DD (cfm cmi duhhs)


*Quotes from teachers*
"You want to sleep is it?! Come! I sleep together with you!" - MsT**
"What?! Playboy!? Dont tell other people arhhs! Shhhh~" - MrL**

happi bdae? Thursday, June 19, 2008 / 1:37 AM

hehehe~!

mani thx 4 the bdae wishes!! <3
& i wan2 specially thank maykuan, ally, yongquan, michelle, boonpeng, mich meii, huii & most of all my best kor JJ for pei-ing mi in my bdae todae. xP
JJ blangah all of us $200++ dinner onli.....
at least i hab fun todae.. ^^
i oso wan2 thank wanyi & my dad, dey were the 1st & last pple tu celebrate my bdae.
<3 color="#ff9966">my loved ones.





i dunno whad tu blog...........
i dun tink im veri pathetic, a person wib alot of probs & den emo.

my bdae started out at 12am, wanyi & my dad celebrate wib finger food & strong cocktails at mt faber.
den i went home & literally lie on my bed from 1am till 6.30am....
i see everiting dat went on in my room.
onli bad experiences, bad scenes were the onli tings i saw.
it was veri hard 4 mi tu cor 4 help.. no one could b awake at dat tyme.
& in the afternoon i was even scare of the thunder. -.-
i even need JJ & huii tu come fetch mi from my hse outside. :x

the moment my bdae was abt tu end, all dese horrible/scare/paranoid feelings stopped lurhhs.
=.=

everiting actually went wrong.
i kinda noe why. cuz i sin-ed..



nothing can last forever.
but everything can be treasured. ^^

Monday, June 16, 2008 / 9:58 PM

I WANT TO DIE.
FULLSTOP.























































however i cnt lehhs, sian. -.-

hatred. / 1:53 AM

i hate myself.
im fugly.

i hate so mani tings, but i hate myself the most..

i wan2 high on my bdae..
hmmmmm.... i got no comments, nothing tu blog abt.
my life is a complete failure.
im disgusting, i get headaches everidae.



im fucking confused wib myself now.
messy & dirty & ugly & fat & disgusting pple = me.

how tu go on?

T_T ; exhuasted in everiwaes.. Wednesday, June 11, 2008 / 9:26 PM

sian..

de camp overall was actually good.
but i hate it, dunno y..
the nite or early morning b4 camp, i feel damn horrible.
lyke sum1 squeezing/punching my heart, sumhow literally.
i dint noe y i felt dis wae..

den i go camp jitao sian diao.
DAY 1 :
wapiang, go dere alrdi so turn off liaos.
den got all dose games i hate.
den sweat so much & cnt bathe well. *add on tu moodiness.
de food damn +o( .
but jodie was rlli nice. i lyke her. yunting oso nice. :D
de jabez3 pple oso veri nice. ^^
i made more fwenbs dere..
dere were alot of nice pple, onli 3 zhabor i buey kay yan.
got the session which was rlli good. dat was the most enjoyable ting bahhs.. ^^
den got nite walk..
i dunno y during the nite walk i felt so good.
i love the darkness. i was crying in the darkness.. & i loved it.
den slept & dreamt sumting abt esctacy..

DAY2:
i hate waking up.
but wake up terribly den do the idiot exercise den plae those fucking unfair games.
but i dun gib a damn abt the games bahhs.
aniwae, the games gave mi headache..
den after dat muz chiong tu bathe sia. !@#$%& ..
den go the haute cotour... i taboleh tahan smoke 1stick taken frm charles.. :\
saw xinghao & christableh dere.. funni ting, xinghao & chirstableh responded tu the altar call. xD
i rlli cnt stand the camp i dunno y.
no matter how mani tymes i go tu de altar dere i still feel lyke a dirty person.
haish.. y go back again?? im sliding back again.. i dun wan.......

DAY3:
wake up feeling moody.
den blurblur den go chc, finally a place i LOVED.
felt abit better when came tu chc.. ^^
den i honoured cuz i cn share testimony on whad dis camp inspire mi.
but i dun wan cuz i not in the mood.
den 3 of us write.
but onli 1 testimony will b presented..
hahas, den celeste 1 was chosen, & guess whad, is shannen help her write duhhs.
shannen wrote celeste's testimony. -.-
errr, wth, lyke nt testimony liaos... next tyme i shud gib a fake testimony as well.
xP
seriously manzxc!

i come back i saddened again....






my current pm(s),
-i wan2 be a free spirit.
-i love the rain cuz no one will noe im crying.
-i wan2 die on my bdae.
-i wan2 lie abt my testimony.
-i lost my dreams, no sound of my dreams.
-i wan2 fly.


i cant breathe. im sorry.

!@#$%& Friday, June 6, 2008 / 9:58 PM

hi, im potato duh crank callerist.. xP

potato family at work~~ lookinf 4ward 4 rice.. :D
*onli pple at work will understand*

~

ok, enuf of my nonsense..
i recently keep on prank cor pple.. xD
aniwae, todae my last dae of work.. i happi lehhs. :DD
i nbr do my work. :x
i at dere dance lyke szb.. den i chat alot of tings. xP
saddened ally laopo not here. :\

wlau, todae onli got 1 ting/person spoiler sia!
nbpb, fuck larhhs ccb.. wtfcb, although i lyke tu prank cor pple i oso nbr prank cor dis gal.
no evidence guess is mi den is mi.. i see her M1 sae whad sia.
or de police track whad arhhs.. lj larhhs i dun wan care her liaos.
official liaos. __
knnbccb, she wan sae i let her sae..
suddenly cor & scold & den kup.. fuck her pcb larhhs. she kpkb, kan jin songka arhhs nnbcb.
dunno whad's her fucking prob larhhs.
come track mi manzxc!! IM THE PRANK CALLER. NO.1 arhhs!!

aniwae, went tuition den after awhile minji dearie came. ^^
amanda darlinqq at bangkok. T_T

aniwae, i wan2 declare my summore lovable buddies! ;
I LOVE XINYI dearie, JINGYUAN baby, KELYN bearbear, QIMING horny PAPA ~
dey re duh wonderful pple dat cors mi at nite..
& oso not 4getting my best fwenb WANYI & my sweetest meii SIMIN! <33

haiish, oso suddenly rmb huihui's mum juz passed away ytd. T_T
May she rest in peace. ^^
She'll dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

Sunday, June 1, 2008 / 9:53 PM

whooohoo!

God gave mi a starting point todae 4 my mission!
but, i now blog abt it, i suddenly realised it's lyke mission impossible but den again, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE wib God.
I can do all things thru God whu strenghtens mi.

dat's my starting point. o.o
rlli? o.o
actually i wan2 de9 it.. :x
den tink again, i wan2 work 4 God!! :DD



now i ask myself is this really love?

praise God :DD / 1:53 PM

OH MY TIAN LARHHS!!

Praise God!! xD
i woke up in de morning, still thinking abt sundae's waste munny thingy..
den i contact my seller den he told mi de supplier got caught up!!
yeshh!!
MY TIAN, i was damn happi. ^^

i rlli hab tu rllirlli tq God for dis miracle manzxczxczxc!!
:DD
it's not a coincidence, or whad HENG arhhs stuffs!
it was God's miracle. a smallsmall miracle. x.x
LMFO, exaggerated but i still need thank God. x)


l8r i go cell grp meeting i MUST gib testimony manzxczxczxczxc!!
YAY! :P






wapiang ehhs! whyy i at camp & oversea exactly same date as his laobei oso?!
!@#$%^&$#@!

sianified, laughterist, i wanna go cgm! / 2:27 AM

SIAN

todae woke up damn l8..
ate my carrot cake den rush off tu church lurhhs.
i fucking hate dat fucking nbpb stupid mistake i did todae.. T_T
i after church got so much urge tu smoke. x(
my hands were damn cold.. dat type of feeling was terrible.
but smoke abit lurhhs at least feel better.
summore during church bo feeling duhhs.. den i over dere writing alot of nonsense in my hillsongs notebook larhhs.
*MSN Messenger user* ;)

den went off tu find JJ kor, huii & maykuan wib ally! xD
dinner-ed 2gt den went tu lan plae den parent kpkb den i chiong home. =.=
ate at sum dimsum shop & disiao de waitress dere. joked damn loads wib dem lorhhs..
i miss JJ & huii larhhs.
4eva make mi laugh & laugh. hahaha, botak JJ. xP


aniwae, i rllirllirllirllirlli wan2 l8r go cell grp meeting wib dem. T_T
so sad got sum probs. x.x

I trust in God.



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